Theo Raekan X Reader - Tumblr Posts
Because i love you you piece of shit.
Summary: Yn goes to give Theo a pice of her mind after he hands Malia over to the desert wolf.
No warnings. This is a little petty but I hope you guys like
Yn stormed through the tunnels till she had reached Theo's pack hang out place.
She threw the doors opened and walked in past a very surprised Tracy, Hayden and Josh, and a very much amused Deucalion who was laying in a corner inmobile with a tube stuck in him.
But Yn didn't seem to notice them, and walked toward a very much surprised Theo, who stood infront of a table in which a jar with basilics talons laid on. Yn scoffed and took Theo by the arm, pulling him toward another room.
She let go of Theo and pulled the door closed. Theo could see Yn was raging mad and couldn't help being scared by her.
"You are such a fucking idiot Theo" Yn started and Theo realized that she knew of what he had done to Malia" You know how much Malia means to me and you trade her up to her psychotic mother for some bloodie talons"
"Why would I care how much Malia means to you sweetheart?"Theo answered, giving her a cocky grin. Truth was he cared but he wasent about to let it show.
"Oh, wipe that grin out of your handsome face. I though you were done with hurting people, you have your fucking pack of dead chimeras, you should be plenty of happy"Yn growled back
"Look at my eyes Yn"Theo made his eyes glow a golden color" does this look like red to you?"he asked her.
"Really?! That's what you wanted the talons for? So you can take the beast power away?" Yn scoffed at him "what you are going to do is get yourself killed"
"And why would that be if you care to enlighten me" he asked the girl. He knew that trying to take the beast's power could easily get him killed but he was too confident for that.
"Theo common let's face the truth, you are not even a real werewolf or a real were coyote, you can't simply go trying to steal an acient werewolf's power with some petty experimental talons" Yn gave him a look of desbilief and scoffed again at him.
"You doubt the plan yn. I'm going to take the beast's power, kill it, then I'm living with my pack" Theo pursed his lips as the girl rolled her eyes at him.
"Ok let's say the plan does work" Yn started again" let's say your plan goes perfectly. What makes you think your 'pack'"here she put air quotes" is going to want to stay with you? You rule them by fear and when they find their opportunity their going to bail on you. Or turn against you which is more likely. The power is going to consume you. It's going to get you killed, and you are going to end up more alone than Peter Hale. Because you won't have anyone to care for you one bit" as Yn finished her rant her voice grew less angry and she looked at Theo in such a way he just wanted to take her in his arms and kiss her.
But instead he swallowed that feeling and looked her in the eye"and what would you care if I did end up alone, if I did get killed?" He was expecting a 'hell no I hate you' so he was not ready to what Yn said next.
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT!!!" She exclaimed at him" and I never expect you to feel the same. God I would never dream of it. But that doesn't mean I don't care for you and that I care about what happens to you" her voice was berely a whisper but that didn't stop the chimera to hear what she had said.
Theo just stood there dumbfounded at what Yn had just said.
Yn looked at him expecting some sarcastic remark from him but nothing came. So she pursed her lips on a thin line and gave a short nod.
" And you are not going to say anything. Fantastic." She gave a short sight and pursed her lips on a tight line again.
She turned and opened the door and walked out, all the supernatural on the other side stared at her as she made her way out.
"Nice to see you alive and well Deucalion" she said to the blind alpha.
" Alive but not precisly well"he answered the teenager.
Yn just nodded at him and started to walk toward the door, but Josh intercepted her way.
" Josh I recommend you not to say anything and move out of the way, or you and I are going to count how many bones does a human body have"Yn threatened, and the dark haired boy just gulped and moved out of the way.
It was once that Yn was out that Theo actually understood what she had said.
She had told him that she loved him. And just those words aroused in Theo the feelings he had for the girl. He also loved her. But he denied it to himself again and again. He didn't want to feel the way she made him feel. Weak. But how couldn't he love her when she was an angel to him.
Yn was in the middle of her way out of the damned tunnels when she stopped and screamed in frustration.
She never meant for Theo to know. She felt so childish by her speech that she couldn't help the few tears that fell from her eyes.
When she had finally made her way out she got a call from Scott.
"Yeah, what do you want?" She answered making her way to the street.
"Can you get to the vet please, and were the hell are you?" Scott asked her unfazed by her mean hello.
"I'm making my way over there. See you in a minute" and before he could reply she ended the call and started jogging toward the vet.
Once she got there she ran in. And stoped inside trying to catch her breath."What's up?" She asked the older boy that had heard her come in and was waiting for her near the vet counter between pants.
"Theres someone, actually two someone's who want to see you" answered Scott with a small smile.
Yn made her way around him and grinned a wide grin when she saw Deaton.
"Deaton!" She exclaimed and ran to hug him.
"It's good to see you little one" said the vet as he hugged her.
"Now where is the next someone?" Asked Yn pulling away.
"Right here Yn" And Yn laughed as she ran to hug Braden.
"Where have you been? I missed you so much!"
"Business" answered Braden smiling.
After some catching up Scott said that they'd meet stiles and the rest of the pack at his house.
Yn was about to get on Liam's car when Malia took hold of her arm"You're walking with me" she told her."What?"
"You smell weird and your chemo signals are all over the place common"
And Yn couldn't help but comply.
"You know we could have talked later right?" Yn started once they were walking toward the McCall house.
"I don't think you would have told me" answered Malia looking down at the younger girl.
Yn shrugged and kept on walking on silence."Were were you?"asked Malia and yn saw that she wouldn't have rest till she had spilled.
"I was at the tunnels"
"Doing what"
"I went to Theo's pack hangout place"
"And what were you doing there?"kept on asking Malia, although she knew the answer.
"I went to hit him because he hurt you"Yn said quietly.
"Thanks" said Malia giving her a small smile"did you hit him?"
Yn sighted "no I didn't get to hit him-"
Something made Malia know that she had the chance but she didn't."-And I hate him for it" finished Yn gruffly.
"You love him" Malia told her.
Yn pursed her lips and shaked her head slightly.
"I hate that I love him. I don't want to, but I just can't seem to put anyone else above him"
Malia raised her ayebrows and hooked her arm with Yn's."That's very deep you know"Yn chuckled and smiled up to her best friend .
"yeah i sometimes come up with pretty impressive shit"
They walked for a while in silence
"i just know he'll never feel the same way about me"whispered Yn to Malia.
"have you seen the way he looks at you?"Malia looked at Yn as if it was the most obvious thing in the world "he looks at you as if the sun wouldn't rise without you. His heartbeat picks up everytime he sees you"
Yn looked up at her friend as if through had just dawned at her.
"he is obviously in love with you. And if he's not then he's loss." Yn laughed at Malia, and Malia was happy to finally see her laugh.
"thanks for always backing me up Malia, even if he hurt you"yn smiled gratefully up at her.
"You are my best friend. I will always back you up"
"Yeah, i sometimes come up with pretty impressive shit"I though this imagine off the I hate you i love you song wich I can't stop listening to.
I think we lost her part 2
I'll be good
Theo reaken x reader
never meant to start a fire I never meant to make you bleed I'll be a better man today
I'll be good, I'll be good And I'll love the world, like I should Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good For all of the times that I never could
My past has tasted bitter for years now So I wield an iron fist Grace is just weakness Or so I've been told I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death Maybe I'm waking up today
Yn slammed the door of the truck and started walking toward the MCcall household yawning. She walked toward the door and furrowed her eyebrows when she heard some yelling from the inside and someone angrily walking toward the door.
Malia appeared with her face into a decuided frown and stalked past her berely giving yn a hello.
"Well hello to you too bestie" yn muttured and walked into the house closing the door shut behind her. Scott inmidiatly appeared and his eyes widened in shock when he saw her.
"Yn.. uh what are you doing here?!"
"I told her to come" liam answered scott before yn had the chance to. Scott looked as if he would kill is own beta and liam lifted his hands up in defense "Idont think is fair that we lied to her and shes one of my best friends! She was literally going to kill herself!"
Yn raised an eyebrow at the alpha and the beta wondering what had gotten into them"you guys" they both turned around to face her "I am very confundida, and why does this even have to do with me?"
Scott started to say something to probably send her home when Yn heard a voice she though she'd never hear in her lifetime, a voice she could only hear in dreams.
"Yn?"
She rushed between liam and scott and into the kitchen and saw theo pushing himself to stand, blood falling from his nose.
His eyes widened when they met hers and yn drew in a sharp breath looking around, but scott liam and hayden were all looking between the both of them.
"Your'e here?"she whispered
"Hey baby" he answered giving her a small smile eyes full of tears.
Yn gave a breathy laugh and ran toward him wrapping her arms around his neck and her legs around his torso.
Theo held her tightly against him chuckling "oh god youre here, youre here, youre not dead"yn repeated aginst his neck as she held tightly onto him.
"Im here princess. And i dont plan on living any time soon" theo murmured aginst her hair and then kissed her cheek. Yn let go and theo set her down on the floor putting a hand aginst her cheek. Both their eyes were full of tears as they both chuckled happily. Then theo bent down and kissed her, putting both his hands against her face, lips fitting perfectly together moving in slow motion.
Yn pulled away after a moment and looked up to him smiling "I thought you were dead"
"Well not exactly "
"But scott said-" yns words hitched and she whipped around to face Scott. "You lied to me?" She demanded.
Scott blinked and nodded"yes, because i knew-"
"Where on earth has he been this past 3 months?"
"On hell with his sister" scott answered
Yn pursed her lips in a tight line and shook her head "how could you?! Scott ive trusted you with my life and you just couldnt keep the only person ive ever loved safe?"
"Yn hes KILLED people, he killed his own sister, he killed ME, he hurt your dad-"
I though you were the true alpha"yn snapped"i though you were the one with the heart of gold, the one who belived in second chances! The one who actually cared!" Yn swallowed down the tears that were threatening to fall" I gess i was wrong"
"I did what I had to do to protect the pack" scott said defended himself.
"Dont you think I know!" Yn screamed her eyes flashing their signature violet " I would do anything for the pack, to keep everyone safe, Im the one who tries to keeps everybody safe. But when it comes down to it YOU couldent keep the Only person I've ever loved safe, ive never asked for anything scott. Not once. Why on earth did you lie to me?"
Scott couldent find the right words he knew yn was angry, and he also knew she would do anything to protect the people she loved "I knew you'd raise hell if necessary to bring him back" he answered
"Yes I would!scott i tried to kill myself because i felt a gaping whole on my chest. I had constant nightmares and you saw me go through all that because you tried to keep the pack safe?because yo knew ill bring him back?!" Yn squintedher eyes dangerously "i genuinely despise you scott MCcall"
"Yn listen im sorry-" scott said trying to apologize
"You could have said that around 3 months ago dont you think?"
Yn turned reached for theo's hand who had been staying silent through all the conversation as well as the others. He took her hand and let himself be gided toward the door.
"Were are you going?" asked scott blocking their way
"Im living and theo is coming with me, try to stop me and I WILL raise hell" yn threatened
Scott moved out of the way and tried to look at his betas for help but hayden only shrugged "shes right" and liam went to follown them, katana in hand.
"Yn!" Liam called before they could exit the house
Yn turned around to face him and liam extended the katana for her to take"you would problay want this" he tould her
Yn gave him a small smile as she reached for the katana" thanks liam"
Liam nodded and looked at theo who gave him a silent thanks by giving him a nod wich he returned.
When they exited the house and theo saw his truck he gave her a small smile " you kept it"
Yn shrigged and gave him a tighed liped smile"its yours, it just felt like the only thing i had left from you." She reached the keys out to him " you drive"
"Nah give me a few days to adjust on being back"
Yn gave him a small nod "ok" she walaked toward the deivers side as theo got into the passangers.
Yn turned on the ignition, and once theo was in started driving home.
"Why did liam let you out?"
"He thought i still had Josh's power" he kept his gaze on the road " but I didnt"
"You dont have it anymore?"
"No, Joshs or tracy's im back to good old me" he answered giving her a sad little smile
"Thats great, I like old you" she spared a glance at him with a smile" its actually my favorite you"
Theo laughed and took her hand giving it a smalla squeez. Then as if he caughed a smell of something he opened small compartment between the seats.
"Uh dodnt open that" yn said trying to stop him but he just gave her a puzzled loom and pulled out a bottle of vodka half empty
"Or do..." yn said pursing her lips on a tight line and kepping her eyes fixed on the road.
Theo looked from the bottle to her eyebrows raised "didnt know you drinked"
" I didnt."
"Does this have to maybe do with the fact that you said earlier you almost killed youself" he asked her quietly. Knowing he was walking on thin ice." Uh.. yeah" she answered her eyes till fixed in the road
"What happened?" His voice full of concern
Yn took a minute to answer "You were gone. You were Dead. And i just wanted to forget everything. Everybody was sympathetic but i knew they didnt even mean it. Everybody hated you" yn looked at theo who nodded at her to continue "so i took the bottke my dad kept hidden and downed it. I felt awful the next day. And thats an understatement, but just for a minute you know. I felt fine. I didnt feel anything anymore. So I took your truck and started driving every night to the look at point and sometimes malia found me there. Completely wasted. And thats how it went for 2 months. I went to school, locke myself in my room and do homework. Hit the shit out of my punch bag. And then drive to the look out point. Till one day i got in a fight with stiles and i decided that i didnt want to live anymore. So i downed a bottle of sleeping pills with vodka"
Theo drew in a sharp breath as he heard how much he actually meant to yn. How much she loved him, and it startled him. Be ause he thought he wasent meant to be loved.
"Dad found me in my room half an hour later and rushed me to the hospital were i spent 1 week in a bed"yn continued "it was awful. Dad made me promise him id never do it again. I actualky felt bad for everyone. They were all so worried. Stiles didnt live me out of hes sight till. Well you know.. got taken."
Once she parked the car in the driveway she spared a glace at theo.
He had tears in his eyes as he looked at her. Her hand securedly in his.
" Im so sorry" he whispered
"No oh god no theo" yns hand quickly went to his face " baby its not your fault, i shoulent have told you now"
"No, im glad you told me" he said swallowing down his tears " do you really love me that much?"
"To the point were i would kill myself to be with you, YeS" yn aswered lokking into his eyes " yes theo I love you, and i would do anything for you. dont. You. Ever. Doubt That.:
"I love you too yn. I love you so much" theo said gently squeezing the hand he held in his." Don't doubt that'
"Trust me. I don't " yn answered with a breathy laugh.
Theo rolled his eyes at her and then gave her a peck in the lips." So what do you plan on doing with this" he asked taking the bottle and lifting it
"Just live it in the car,dad would kill me if he knew I had that"
"Right" then he bent down and slided the bottle under his seat"there you go"
Yn chuckled and opened the door climing out of the car "so dads at work wich means we wont have to undergo akward questioning" she informed theo as they walked toward the doorway. Yn opened it and stepped in theo behind her. "Are you hungry? There's pasta. I can heat it up real quick"
"Uh no thanks, liam bought take out" theo answered smiling down at her.
"Kay" yn grinned back at him and took his hand leading him toward her room.
"Take a bath. You kind of smell" she said as they walked in, scruching her face into a smile
"Geez so hard" answered theo in mock pain. Yn just laughed and walked toward her drawer. Bent down and opened the botton one and pulled out one of theos shirt and pants.
"Here you go" she said straightening up and handing the clothes to him.
"I dont want to know?"
"There are clean towels in the bathroom "yn said ignoring him.
"Thanks mom" he jocked and kissed her cheek as he walked past her.
Yn stood there for a moment till she heard the water running with a big smile on her face.
He was back. Theo was finally back and alive. And soon they would get everyone the ghostriders took and everything would be alright.
Then she took off the taktop she had and her bra and pulled on an oversized shirt. And since she already had her pajama pant on climed to bed. Resting her back against the pillows.
She bent forward and retrieved a book next to her bedside. She was resting back comfortably when a notification rang on her phone. She 5ook it from the night table and ooened it to see it was Liam.
"Hey baby, liam asks where do we need 5o meet to get to the power thing"yn called
"Oh you mean the generator? Tell him its in the reserve" he answere from the bathroom.
"Okay...... uh, he asks 10 or 11 am, 11 right?
"Yeah" theo opened the door pulling on his shirt
Liam
Ok then
Wear protection ;)
Yn
Liam. NO
Yn turned off the phone chuckling at tye antics of the teenage werewolf
Theo sat down in the bed next ro her his back against the headboard.
"You look cute with your hair all wet" yn commented smiling up at him.
"Hmm"hummed theo nodding giving her a small smile"what are you reading?"
"The hunger games" yn answered lifting the book up.
"I saw the movie but never read the book"
"Youre welcome to read them anytime. This is actually the second book but the firt one has to be somewhere in my bookshelf."
"Ill take you up that offer" he muttered.
Then he gently slapped his tights gesturing her to come over" come here" he told her, more like a question that something else.
Yn smiled and sat on his lap. Her legs to one side and her head below the crook of his neck. She took one of his hands in hers and started playing with his fingers, while he ran his fingers through her hair with his other one. He pressed a kiss on the top of her head breathing her in, finally feeling as if he was finally home whit her in his arms.
"I never meant for you to get hurt" he whispered closing his eyes
" what do you mean?"yn softly asked him running her thumb softly on the top of his hand.
"I never meant it to be like this love, i never meant for you to get hurt. Ill be better yn. Ill be good" he muttered resting his chin on top of her head. yn could hear him sniffle as a tear rolled down his cheek "ill be good. I will try to be better. I will try to make things right. I shouldent have done what I did. I shouldent have hurt them. I shouldn't have been what ive been all this years. Ive been so cold. So heartless. So mercyless" he choked out tears falling. Yn held his hand betwee both of hers tightly. Letting him pour his feelings out." but yn. It scares me. All the blood in my hands terrifies me. And maybe. Maybe im waking up. Today. Ill be good. Ill be good" he sobbed. yn lifted her head ane put her arms around his neck letting him cry into her neck " I'll love the world like I should. I promise ill be good, for everyone I've ever hurt. For everything good ive ever doubted. For all the pain ive brought to you. For everything ive done all this years. For all those hipes and dreams ive killed. And for ever doubting you" he sobbed. Yn held him close as a few of her tears fell into his shirt. "Ill be good, I"ll be good" he repeated again
"I know you will theo" yn whispered " and promise ill be here. I promise I will always be here"
Theo snuggled his face into the crook of her neck and rounded his arms around her waist holding her close.
They sat there, holding each other. Till in the end yns eyelids closed without her consent, and she dozed off.
Theo felt her breath deepened and knew she had fallen asleep. He cautiously, trying not to wake her, rearranged the pillows. He leaned over and turned off the lights, and layed her in the mattress, tyen he laid down his front pressed to her back and rounded one of his arms around her waist.
"Mhh?" Yn hummed sleeply"sorry i just didnt sleep last night" she apologized sleeply
"Hey, its all right" theo cooed and yn turned around rounding one arm around his torso, snuggling closer and buring her face into his chest.
And there. They finally felt happy, like some part off them had finally returned. They felt like home
Ill edit this when I can but here it is!!
Meanwhile Me defending the love of my life.
He's KILLED people before!!! He's insane!!!
Me: yeah...but have you SEEN the way he smiles?
Ok, so this past year my demons have haunted me. This year im embracing them. French kiss them.... might even fuck them... who knows?
POV: Dating Theo Raeken...
I love this man so freaking much
Y/N x Theo Raeken
Guys look what i found in my trash can...its so cringy and bad written but its funny.
guess who is writing smut at 1:30 am. ME!!
Theo Raeken X wife Reader.
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"I totally love your dress" one of her friends said making yn smile.
"Thank you, i adore yours, where did you buy it" loud music plaid from the speakers. P4ople laughed and talked why drinking. Yn and theo had been invited to a friends party wich they had willingly accepted, living their daughter for Derek to babysit. Theo was drinking with friends in the living room. Yn honsetly wondered how drunk he'd be in the morning, worried for his hung over the next morning but let it slide, her husband should have fun.
Yn talked and laughed with her friends in the kitchen, comenting on each others outfits and make ups, their works and their kids. All was going well.
"Excuse me a second please" theo's voice was heard just behind her as he snaked an arm around her waist.
"Oh yeah sure" her friends quickly said.
Yn turned to face theo a smile on her face "hey T, whats wrong?"
Theo wasent exactly in his sober state at the moment as he leaned in and whispered to her ear "come to the bathroom with me, i need to talk to you...privately"
Yn furrowed her eyebrows slightly but nodded nonetheless and turned to her friends "come back in a minutes, you girls keep going" she set her glass down in the counter and let Theo leade her to the bathroom.
"Honey are you drunk?" She asked truning to face him as they walked in and theo closed the door behind them.
"Just a ting bit, dont worry about it?" He gave her a charming smile as he walked toward her and wrapped his arms around her waist.
"Uh hu?" Yn nodded unconvinced "i thiugh werewolfs didnt get drunk"
"Lucky for us, im a chimera" he said quietly before leaning in to kiss her.
Yn kissed him back for a few moments before pulling away "what was it that you wanted to talk to me about?" She asked looking up at him frowning.
"Not much..." he answered a small seductive smirk on his lips as his hand slipped down from her waust to grope one of her butt cheeks. Theo knew she was just as weak to his seductive ways as she used to be when they were teenagers.
Letting out a small gasp yn looked into his eyes "right now?"
Giving her a grin he nodded. "Right now darling" he whispered into her lips before kissing her again.
Yn let out a small whimper into his lips kissing him back feeling the hunger in his touch as he pressed her to him, she could feel his hard lenght against her as he pulled her closer to him, head titling to the side and arns going around his neck she let him. Theo's hand went to grab the back of her neck tenderly keeping her there and his other hand snaking lower than butt. Leaning down slightly but still kissing her he pulled the hem from the dress she was wearing up, snaking his hand up to her underwear as he kept kissing her.
"Theo" yn let a soft gasp as he pushed her up into the bathroom wall wrapping her legs around his waist, skirt now all the way up to her waist.
Theo dove his way into her neck pushing her hair aside and pressing kisses, dragging his teeth along her neck making her shiver. He looked up to her face again his eyes glaced over with alcahol and booze, his eyes thrn widened and he pulled away setting her on th3 ground. he stared at her in horror.
"Theo what's wrong?"
"I am sure you are a very nice girl but i have a wife who i really love and im not going to screw around with you" theo answered firmily.
Yn stared at him in desbilief "you really are drunk, dude. IM YOUR WIFE"
Theo stared into her face "what?"
"We've been married for 5 years, we have a little girl name y/d/n" yn said staring at him frowing putting a hand on her forehedad with a sight.
"Oh wow, youre really hot, the guy who married you must be really lucky " theo said, in a dazed like state making yn groan in frustration and amusement.
"You married me!" She exclaimed
"Really?" A goofy smile came into theo's face
"Yes"
"Oh wow"
"Thats it we are going home, come on"