Therian Vent - Tumblr Posts
CW: vent on species dysphoria
TW: implifications of self-death, misanthropy, repetitions, that kind of stuff.
I am not human. I cannot work. I shoukd not be working. I am not made for this. Why am I forced into feeling these things and taking responsibilities and tasks that are simply not made for me.
I. Am. Not. Human.
This is not who I am meant to be. I hate this body. I hate humans. I hate this life. Literally nothing motivates me to want to keep going in this fucked up society.
Get me out of here. Please.
I fucking hate this.
Take me back
I need
To go
Home.
Please.
Everyone experiences their alterhumanity differently but this is one way I like to describe it
Therian Vs. Trans
I'm therian in the same way I'm trans.
Not that my gender and species are the same, but just that they work the same.
I don't identify as female even though it's my biology. I'm a demiboy.
I don't identify as human even though it's my biology. I'm an animal.
I know I have a "female" body, but that doesn't have anything to do with my identity.
I know I have a "human" body, but that doesn't have anything to do with my identity.
I don't plan to (fully) transition, but I'm still a guy.
I don't plan to transition, but I'm still a fox.
I'm a guy because that's just who I feel I truly am.
I'm a fox because that's just who I feel I truly am.
There. Is. No. Difference. (At least in my case)
Thinking again about how i just don't identify with my body at all.
Seeing someone talking about how it bugged them people going "we know we're still human" and honestly? Yeah.
I may be aware of my physical biology, but i just don't see myself as human at all.
I am not human, i am a wolf. I am a fox. I am a wild animal.
I don't care about how my body physically appears. It is not me. I am not my body.
Im too scared to come out to a close friend because of that exact reason :( they have a phobia of dogs and keep calling them dangerous and ONLY violent beasts and I’m here like.. :(
The pain of having to listen to someone go on and on about how much they hate a creature, without knowing that you're that creature
One hot take is that, additionally to the post above, physical nonhumanity and physical zoanthropy is completely valid and often misinterpreted. Luckily, tumblr is quite a safe space for us, but other alterhuman socials aren’t so much.
TW SH/SELF HATRED BELOW
Another hot take is that nonhumanity can and does not need to „look pretty“. It is not always just wanting to be in nature, but also hurting yourself due to not being able to stand what you look like. The nonhuman experience can also consist of delusions, lacking sympathy due to misanthropy, your types/identity developing into a hyperfixation and being the only thing you think or talk about. Nonhumanity can also develop into different paraphilic attractions because of your animalistic brain.
Being nonhuman is involuntary
and it is still valid, no matter what.
We are a misunderstood community, stop casting out people who are weirder than you, we are all weird but unique creatures. Respect eachother
Y'know what, for fun.
Alterhumans/nonhumans/any other label that may apply, what is your hottest take you have?
[plaintext: Alterhumans/nonhumans/any other label that may apply, what is your hottest take you have?/plaintext]
Mine isn't anything big or dramatic, I just don't like Autumn J, I get the hype but like... I find their music mid and don't like the lyrics. That's just me though lol.
CW Vent
This!!! This is so true and it bothers me honestly. It’s also the reason why I’m only on tumblr now. This isn’t hate but the more I see or interact with the tiktok/instagram/YouTube therian community, the more it feels.. foreign. Yes, it’s people who consider themselves in some way or another nonhuman, but the standards and stuff are so limited. THOSE cat mask bases are now only associated with us. I also feel like people are feeling this sort of pressure to need to out themselves as therians in the tiktok community, or wear gear in public because people are filming content in public. I don’t really know what I’m trying to get out of this but ever since switching over to tumblr, something has been kin of icking me about tiktok therians as they don’t represent all nonhumans, especially those who are not explicitly spiritual quadrobists who label themselves therians but are actually otherhearted. I am physically nonhuman and probably trans species and feel a bit uncomfortable when people say that therians/otherkin strictly non physically identify as their type. Additionally, when I’m shifty, I don’t get these flashbacks and I don’t meditate, I just have phantom limbs and and sometimes, more often recently what I think are mental shifts too.
They feel oddly.. human. Even though they say they identify as alterhuman, they always have this need to specify that they know they are human and do not physically identify as such, which is contradictory to the whole idea of alterhumanity if I'm not mistaken.?
Ever since l've awakened up until now I've been part of the tiktok therian community and now I just feel so much more free, that it makes me feel bad when interacting with therian tiktok. This is mainly just a rant but if yk what this could be or if it's just me being weird then pls Imk. Anyways I'm glad I'm able to share this on here, I was going to send this in a group chat l'm in but I was too scared since many people there are on tiktok and idk their view points on this stuff as a whole.
Yea okay, coming back to this a couple hours later:
I was just on YouTube for a bit and it somehow just makes me feel.. weird. Even disgusted in some way but thst may also just be my stomache ache that I have rn xD anyways; dysphoria's getting worse and I think my social battery's just empty now so idk
Hope this isn’t too random :,3
I love how tumblr is so over the top compared to other platforms, in everything else alterhumanity feels so watered down.
In other platforms, I see otherlinks constantly being shat on, nonhuman traits that aren't just vocals being considered a bad thing, physical therians being erased or any discussion regarding them becoming a forest fire , and the only alterhuman content around just ends up being quads and masks with a dash of 'remember, therians know they're physically human and many/most therians only partially identify as an animal, not fully'
Tumblr?? I see people making long text posts about how everything is valid! Physical therians run wild! People are proud to bite, scare people, and be fully nonhuman! You see the terms transspecies , holothere ,nonhuman thrown around without much argument against it!! There are multigenic nonhuman collectives all over the place!! You can post about whatever the heck you want, you can be fully nonhuman, your alterhumanity can be a kink, your alterhumanity can be related to pet regression, your alterhumanity can be whatever the heck you want!! You're a creature!!
I dunno. I love tumblr it's the only place I've really managed to be nonhuman properly.
Fox urges
!!Vent sorta!!
I want to run around in the dark, cold forest and feel the very faint breeze slightly ruffle my fur. I want to see the morning dew fall from towering trees. I want to listen, and twitch my ears as I pick up the sounds of small creatures lingering nearby. I want to yip, and tap my paws against the ground.
I want to crawl through the bushes on all fours again, and forge for insects and berries.
I want to pounce into a bundle of fresh snow.
I want to be able to be on all fours, and curl up into a ball in my nice, cozy burrow I have taken over, and safely confide in the dark.
I want to be able to chase prey down in the light of dawn after waking up from a nap.
I want to be able to be fox again, and not feel like some creature pretending to be a human in some human suit..
- C/Apollo 🍎
