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A List of Things To Come

*a long post*

I was on hiatus for about 5 years, but I think it's worth the risk of coming back. These are some thoughts and hot takes I've had since then up to now. My professional life is busy, but when I have the time, I'll share. Anyone interested?

Here's a preview, categorized by fandom:

A Song of Ice and Fire:

For asoiaf canon, I’ll speculate on what Jon and Val could have been, and what they could have had together, if he had not kicked the bucket. I’ll also contrast it with Jon's dreams of a life with her, and why he put the torch to it. :( Because of the root of her dislike of Mel and Shireen, I figure she will not be pleased with un-Jon.

Game of Thrones:

In GoT canon, Jon did not love Dany as much as the script suggested he would. In fact, they both failed to take responsibility for the other person. I haven't seen anyone make a statement like this before. (The PTSD is real.) But fic writers did pick up on this and tried to fix it in canon compliant stories, with a lot of success.

Supernatural:

In Supernatural s12-s14, Mary should have found her sons to be way more weird, specifically with each other. But given what we see of her in s6, her characterization is consistent. She would have, and did, ignore the red flags for an idea of family.

I’ll share approving thoughts on Sam and Dean's relationship in the final seasons, disapproving thoughts on the final season of Supernatural, and how I speculated it would either go Gencest or Destiel. We know what happened. No one walked away happy and I think the fandom was all the better for it.

Destiel is not canon. It only became a one-sided love confession. (I know there's a lot of speculation on what happened b/w the studio, the writer's room and the post-production team. Idc. Not gonna touch it.) Thoughts on how I think SPN could have made Destiel go 100% canon involve tweaking the execution and balancing out the themes of Sam and Eileen's love story, the big bad plot, and Dean and Cas's 'love' story.

Outlander:

Outlander (show-only) thoughts, foremost on Roger Mackenzie. He has vexed me from the first time he appeared on screen. I love him dearly, but he vexes me, for how he consistently affects the plot and how that defines his role among the main cast. Later on, I'll run through my favorite moments, episodes and narrative arcs.

Miscellaneous:

I'll share a list of favorite ship-centric fics I've collected over many, many, many years. (Gotta be over 10 years' worth). Along with blurbs that explain my recommendation in a non-spoilery way. Fandoms include: Harry Potter, LOTR, Supernatural, The Walking Dead, ASOIAF, Game of Thrones, Star Wars (Sequel Trilogy), The Flash, Shadowhunters [look away book fans <3], Hannibal (show-only).

I'll also post drafts of fics I never got right and never finished. Mostly GoT-canon divergent Jon/Dany fics.

Most importantly, some very dear friends have encouraged me to vent and hype up my Jonerys fic series "We Could Live Together" as I write it. It's GoT-canon divergent, but I alter some of what occurred before 6x09. Then the story re-enters book territory and moves toward ADOS conclusions. I'd also love to break down and discuss songs from the playlists when it strikes me.

This is the summary of Part 1, "A Long Way Home" (published):

After the Battle for Winterfell, Jon was captured by Bolton men then later found by Daenerys not far from Dragonstone. Their meeting blossoms into the most honest love--until Jon suddenly leaves for Winterfell, only to return to Dragonstone months later with more terrifying tales of dead men and Winter storms. When Daenerys chooses to send her armies north to fight the dead, all is certain but the matter of their bond. After the pain they'd endured, can they come together again? Or will separation be too powerful to overcome? *or* A romantic tale of choice and second chances.

This is the summary of Part 2, "Awake For Ever In Sweet Unrest" (in-progress and unpublished):

Winter has come and further fractured the realm. Yet Jon and Daenerys's betrothal and alliance is well known throughout the Seven Kingdoms. The secret that threatened to break them has made their love stronger, casting a fragrance of hope that draws to the last Targaryens all who seek refuge from political turmoil. Cersei Lannister has fled King's Landing in favor of establishing a bank in Lannisport, to guard against her deposition by the Iron Bank. Euron Greyjoy has set up a naval blockade at Oldtown, yet manages to beguile the Hightowers. And Walder Frey's sundown years threaten to pull his House into a civil war. From the Wall, Jon and Daenerys begin to wage war on the Others. Yet the age of wonder and terror, of gods and heroes, leads them and their enemies in the least expected ways. It begs the question: does all happen the way it must? *or* A romantic telling of the new War for the Dawn.

This is what I've been doing the past few years: working, (dating lol), re-reading the books and joining theory discussions on other sites. What touched my heart was readers asking for me to continue the fic series. Even as I considered it, I was conflicted. Since the show and book canon are so enmeshed, I think we were really vulnerable to being whipped and scored by D&D. But we all found ways to lick our wounds. I'm grateful we were able to become closer and stronger. I'm glad to be a part of it.

So that's my preview. If you've read this far, thank you. <3

There's more to come.

I have been kidnapped and kept captive, forced to work on a 20yo, Windows 7, half broken laptop, demo ver of my normal program.

Yet here I am - presenting content for your entertainment (maybe)

Call me God.

I have done like a thousand diff sketches as well

I will have so much work when I get back home lmao *ugly sobbing intensifies*

update there's a Moon ver as well check it out

3. home

man, i keep getting ambitious about these and then remember i have like a day to make these, not even

and am already behind; it's literally day 5 great start

also changed the prompt from 'house' to 'home' cuz it's the only thing i could've done w/ that

alt under

[prompt list by mossypidder]

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I LEGIT FORGOT ABT THIS- JUST ASSAULTED ME OUT OF THE BLUE-

BUT OMG I LOVE THIS- HELLO???????

u took ur own spin at the designs and i low-key vibe w/ it a lot i like it i really do

the style is sooo- AAAGHAHAGAHGAGA- so adorable

gives this super cutesy look to the designs that look actually threatening and sharp

ok before i overanalyze literally everything abt this and u won't hear the end of me i love this my babies

Ay, I know it took me awhile but it's HERE *casually yeets it at you* you're welcome, @piowasthere and some others that enjoy art of this AU-

This is Squawk from 1st period. His name is Squawk, he is a squawk, and he was invented in my 1st period class. I thought I'd share my rendition from the design room.

joel: participate in an event to raise funds for Kamala and support the US forces

Alison: the story she shared last year

Danny: a palestinian character but he stays silent

gillian: a character who is supposed to be an activist but remains silent

Yvette: responded to a post minimizing criticism of Biden about what is happening in Palestine

Why do you keep talking about a show that doesn't care about Palestine? They dont care about fans

I don't care about the actors, I care about the characters. Theres a difference between enjoying a show and being a fan of it and being a fan of the actors.

I don't support any of the actors, and I know actors aren't people to idolise as you don't know them, at all. But i still enjoy the show so much, as it's brought me comfort and has helped me understand myself a little bit more.

I feel it's clear unless one of the actors speak about Palestine and support it then I won't support them.