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Love me again in Paris
Angst dialogue prompt no. 5- "I don't want to see you hurt." "But you hurt me." // Angst // hurt/comfort//
I saw the love that was found in the heart shaped hand gestures or the dried rose in between a book or the sunflower turning to face the sun or a kid loving it's bike or the love between birds sitting on a pole. I saw all that love that glowed even the darkest of the days including the love all my friends found, but I was so stupid to think that love for me could be so simply last like a dried up rose between a book. I should have known better than to keep my heart out on the line and see my heart getting crushed. I should have known better before I surrendered my heart to you. I was such a fool to wish upon love but no matter how much I might hate loving right now, I can’t bring myself to regret falling in love with you. I saw your love in the ways you used to get out pictures printed for an empty frame and hang it above in the living room, or the way you had a photo of me on your work table, I saw the way you showed your love in the way you used to show me all your personal recipes even though we only 1 hour to spend together, or the way I was your screensaver on your computer screen. I saw your love in the ways you used to change our bed sheets without me even asking you to or the way you used to ready our bicycles on a random Saturday morning just so we could spend some time together in that serene times. I saw your love in the ways you used to give me your favourite t-shirt or in the ways you used to lend me your favourite ring even though you were very possessive of it. I saw your love in the ways that you used to annotate sentences in the book that used to remind you of us but forget to show me or the way you used to lean all across table just to kiss me. I saw your love in the ways that you used to write me love letters and send it to me randomly during work or the ways you used to call me up randomly at work and say that you missed me. I saw your love in the ways that you always had an extra orange juice bottle in your fridge for me even though you hated orange juice or the ways you had my box of cereals at your place just for the mornings where I stayed over. I saw your love in the way you used to say things and in the ways you used to make me feel special but I was a fool to believe we’d last, not because I would have given up on you but because my fate is written with the end of all the most beautiful things in the world and you were the most beautiful of them all. I don’t regret loving you though, I’d had fought for you till my limbs would’ve given up but I did and that perhaps is my greatest regret. My regret is not loving you, oh it was a mistake, loving you was a mistake but not a regret. A beautiful mistake it was loving you because I became a fool in love but never a regret because it was you.
But I hope in whatever godforsaken time we get together, again, that time we last. I hope then that we don’t say sentences like “I don’t want to see you hurt,” “But you hurt me.” I hope whenever the time is right and we cross paths again, I’m brave enough to love you again and not given up on you like I have today. I hope that whenever we cross paths again, we runaway to Paris and stay there for a week and let ourselves fall madly in love with each other that by the time we come back, we end up together, forever. I hope that whenever we do get together again, we sing and dance to all our favourite songs in the middle of the rain and fulfill our fantasies. I hope in whatever times we get back together again, we work that time and I start to believe in love once again, that in whatever times we get back together, we re-write our own book together and show it to the whole world.
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