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if i come up with another goddamn fic idea for tma, im going to go insane

please for the love of god let me finish one of the four fics i already have started😭😭

anyway would you guys believe me if i said i have 300 words of jon’s feelings about doors?

(and another 350 words of him getting re-traumatized by knocking via jane prentiss???)

Pov, local man loves his coworkers and has claimed them as His People

Jon doesn’t like people very much, never really had. Too loud, too crowded, too many fleeting touches when they passed. Never mind the fact he’s not good at interacting with others, never knows what to say, how to say it, doesn’t know how to read their expressions. It’s just too much, and he doesn’t really have time for it.

Jon has never really liked people very much, but he likes his people, and that’s enough for him. He would do just about anything for them, he decides.

(He knows, then, as Tim and Sasha and Martin take care of him like he doesn’t deserve, that they would do the same.)

random snippet i really like!! jon is a soggy wet cat, and he doesn’t really know how to deal with emotions, but he is trying his best :(

this is probably going to be the end (though extended) to a fic i’m working on, and i’m super excited to get it done! almost 3000 words in and there isnt even any dialogue yet,, tell me if any of you would be interested when it’s finished!! it is not a very happy fic in the beginning, but there is comfort! eventually…..!!

this is how mag106 went right???

i was in the car listening to 106 and i,,, :((((

so obviously i have to make a joke about it

better quality images under the cut!

elias’s faces are sending me i cannot take him seriously i hate him so much

sometimes— a lot of the time. rotating in my brain— i think about how in mag79, martin asked tim (twice!) if he “didnt think jon was going to… you know…”

he was so so worried about what jon was going to do, and honestly? yeah, yeah if my friend was being all weird and dodgy and shit, then suddenly APOLOGIZES??? and gives me the rest of the day off, then yeah. yeah im going to be worried that theyre going to do something irreversible and i wont be able to see them again.

i also think id be sort of relieved if i saw a dead body that was very obviously not jon, because if he’s missing he isnt dead yk

i think about what martin thought jon was going to do so so often

anyway would anybody be interested in a poem-format fic (half sentences, a new line every five words or so) of martins thoughts during the season finale

sometimes— a lot of the time. rotating in my brain— i think about how in mag79, martin asked tim (twice!) if he “didnt think jon was going to… you know…”

he was so so worried about what jon was going to do, and honestly? yeah, yeah if my friend was being all weird and dodgy and shit, then suddenly APOLOGIZES??? and gives me the rest of the day off, then yeah. yeah im going to be worried that theyre going to do something irreversible and i wont be able to see them again.

i also think id be sort of relieved if i saw a dead body that was very obviously not jon, because if he’s missing he isnt dead yk

i think about what martin thought jon was going to do so so often

owieeee why do i do this to myselfffff

martin selfishly wishes

that sasha were

still here to help

she isn’t, though

she is gone

and martin can’t

even remember her

sometimes— a lot of the time. rotating in my brain— i think about how in mag79, martin asked tim (twice!) if he “didnt think jon was going to… you know…”

he was so so worried about what jon was going to do, and honestly? yeah, yeah if my friend was being all weird and dodgy and shit, then suddenly APOLOGIZES??? and gives me the rest of the day off, then yeah. yeah im going to be worried that theyre going to do something irreversible and i wont be able to see them again.

i also think id be sort of relieved if i saw a dead body that was very obviously not jon, because if he’s missing he isnt dead yk

i think about what martin thought jon was going to do so so often

me with Euthanasia and jmart

Breaking News: Local man listened to The Music and imagined Sad Scenarios about The Characters. Ten injured, five dead. More at six.

im gonna.

spiral/distortion!jon….. my baby boy…… my silly goofy blind lizard boy…….

i have so many Thoughts and Ideas and Plans for this guy

i am going to be sick. look at them. JonSasha,,, save me,,,,,,

“save me” they cannot even save themselves, how would they ever save me??? i am just a guy

jon will never tell sasha that he loves her.

he’s not sure if he really does, anyway. he’s not sure if the love real. he’s not sure if it’s just a result of all the trauma. of attaching himself to her like a barnacle on a whale. of finding out sasha remembered.

sasha is so unbelievably patient with him, and jon feels so guilty about it. she shouldn’t need to do this for him. she’s the only one who can. the only one who can pick up the pieces. the only one who knows why the pieces are pieces in the first place.

i am going to be sick. look at them. JonSasha,,, save me,,,,,,

“save me” they cannot even save themselves, how would they ever save me??? i am just a guy

i love them. so much. make me sick,, jon is soso tired

the second full color one where sasha is holding jon…. AUgh.

@meromidas has taken over my brain with a JonSasha Time Loop AU so. You can have 'em.

Close ups :

I love them <3

au where jon is still serving the eye, but he has aphantasia, and is unable to visualize things at all.

imagine an apple? yeah the word apple sure is spinning around in there!!!