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zukishaylupo
9 months ago

Loved this post. The 4th part really describes it well. Happy Disability Pride Month, even though it's the end.

It's easier for me to feel pride with being Autistic and ADHD but harder when it comes to my chronic pain [that I know I have and need to talk to my doctor about] bc the chronic pain makes it even more difficult if not impossible/almost impossible to do certain things that I want to.

It's ok to have a hard time with your disabilities and feel pride. It's ok if you can't yet feel pride when it comes to your disabilities. Hope you all have good days!

titled: July is disability pride month. a picture of the disabled flag labelled "better than the old one" and a doodle of my sona labelled "me: disabled"
text reads; I struggle though, to find pride in myself, in my disability. I am disabled because I'm ill, I was probably born ill. I spent my teenage years begging to be heard. slowly getting more and more sick as everyone around me achieved more and more Everyone talking about future plans, where they want to be in 10 years. while I was just hoping I would still be able to walk in 10 years. it's hard to feel proud of something that has caused me to grieve time and time again since I was only a kid. Every dream I had abandoned or put on hold as I could do less an less
am I meant to feel joy at everything I've lost? Am I meant to feel proud of suffering?
Everything I achieve, I achieve despite my deteriorating health. But I don't say that to be inspiring. (in large red text) I say that in pain. (in the normal dark text) Because I wish I could do more, everything I do has to be a fight against my body, a fight against the endless exhaustion. Struggling everyday has not made me strong, it's made me tired
Chronic illness and disability can be complicated, and for some will always be a source of pain, often times quite literally. With many unwilling to help or understand, watching people live and leave you behind It's isolating
Especially so if your disability is like mine, if it stems from chronic illness, if it's dynamic It's scary navigating each new flare up and hoping it's not permanent, it's difficult to makes plans when your health fluctuates so much day to day. I can go from seeming healthy and able bodied one day, with only moderate pain or tiredness. To being unable to sleep properly, to being in too much pain to eat properly, to being too tired to speak properly - the remnants of my stutter apperent. As the good days grow few I just have to hope I can do what I love for as long as possible.
But I think it's okay, if you're similar to me and you can't find pride in your disability. we may never find pride in it, we are still worthy of love, of being listened to. Even if our circumstances leave us bitter or angry. and I hope for all of us, that will still find pride and joy, even if not in our health I hope we find it elsewhere
Happy disability pride month, to everyone like me, struggling

Happy July, happy disability pride month

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disabled disability chronic pain chronic fatigue invisible disability disability pride disability pride month undiagnosed chronic illness undiagnosed disability chronic illness autistic adhd idk what else to tag undiagnosed chronic pain idk how to tag this just disabled things disabled alterhuman disabled nonhuman very few alterhuman and nonhuman tags for once lol
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zukishaylupo
7 months ago

I'm gonna talk about something that's not kin [alterhuman or nonhuman] related real quick.

My account is not really gonna be a place for a lot of donation asks, I am sorry, but I don't have the time or energy to really check each ask to make sure it's real or anything. I didn't do this for any of the previous ones I uploaded, so bare that in mind when you see them.

I probably won't upload any more asks about donations, once again I am really sorry but it's just not something I can check up on in a way that makes it feel like I wouldn't be maybe helping people get away with lying. I am not saying any of the ones I uploaded or that I've been getting are lies, cause I don't know and that's why I am not answering/uploading posts with any of these asks.

I hope everyone understands where I am coming from and if they need help, I hope they get the help they need.

- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/xe)

Edit Oct 8th: I am gonna be deleting the posts I have posted of the donation asks cause I keep getting anxiety about how they might not be genuine and shit but idk if they are or not, I just know that if I don't delete them my brain is saying bad things will happen so yeah. Sorry for those that sent the asks that I posted but I am deleting the posts.

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alterhuman nonhuman adhd autistic enby fictionkin idk what else to tag idk how to tag this tags are hard donation asks very few alterhuman and nonhuman tags for once lol sorry about this hope y’all have a good day
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