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On the subject of "Me" / Unity / Lou Sawyer / Xhashaseed / The Experiment / The Hyper Sigil

The hardest thing to quantify in many RPG systems is a being who breaks story boundaries by existing in multiple places. The different incarnations may not have the same powers, but their abilities are close enough to each setting. Unity is now branching beyond the TTRPG sphere into short stories and video games. It's a spooky evolution. However, I digress … the fun part is now understanding the ebb and flow of time in this regard. Some timelines move faster, some slower, and being that experiences all of them and have to make sense of what does and does not change the core consciousness has been a real treat to observe.

Unity seems like a mercurial, hyper-manic, mad person on slower timelines (games only played once or twice a month). On faster timeline (games that are played weekly or twice a week) things are much more detailed and "logical" in their progression. Things that affect them from the slower timelines seem more like "reminiscing" or having a dream. This reminds me a lot of the flow of time in the movie Inception from back in the day. It's really freaking cool. Lastly, I have begun to see signs of them popping up here and there in music and everyday life. Little signs. Little omens. Since I was using this as an experimental hyper sigil for reasons I won't disclose here, it's nice to have really uncomfortable and fun brushes with the loosening of the veil. Chaos magick works, and I am a blissful dumbass for taking the experiment this far. I have no intention of ending it now. I may achieve my desired metamorphosis in this timeline.

we travel the halls of weepers and jesters, of nightmares and strangers, to find the meaning of the observers purpose

trying to not be spooked about arting on stream again ~ drawing some fall themed art

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uwu i.. reset my island again ~ but! i've let it go to fall for the first time. i've only experienced spring on this game LOL

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o: i thought this was just a itty bitty indie game but seems it's the new hotness currently ~

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third times the charm with this goofy zelda game? ; o ;

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prayin that e gad.. i mean moonbeard stays away ~

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i'm gonna TRY to spend the day drawing.. but i might get interrupted..

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attempting to put my house back together and filling out the maji market stamps today ~

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i was gonna draw but my handsies hurt too much ; w ; so let's cozy farm instead ~

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i'm sleepy and no energy af. squidin around for a bit

actually.

i might've been wrong about this. bc later last night/all of today i'm actually quite depressed feeling. and over more than just struggling to do my art again.

i'm lonely. i have all of two friends and one is my partner. i've tried for years and years to find new friends and any friends i did have/made in the past, i've not held on to any of them to this day. my highschool friend i still have now is the longest friendship i've had.

all i've ever wanted out of streaming is to find some cool, cozy, fun people to make friends with/stream with/do hobbies with. maybe i'm kinda foolish in thinking i could utilize streaming this way (rather than as a job like most people do). i thought i had achieved that a few years ago but turns out they were just a bunch of assholes and bullies. and the environment of streaming is different now so i barely get any traction on twitch (tho it might also be bc i don't interact much OUTSIDE my stream now either for all the trauma past people have caused me. i'm overly cautious to not repeat damaging patterns again)

i DESPERATELY want friends but bc of my trauma and autism, i over analyze the steps to making friends and it never feels like anyone wants to be friends with me now. how does an autistic adult make friends in this world cos idk how to do it.

(also, i feel like the only people who ever do somewhat engage with me on my streams are weirdo dudes and i don't want weirdo dudes, if anything, i'm so traumatized by Men i just about don't want them around me ever. i'm here for the queers)

normally, i wouldn't really want to post something like this on my Branded accounts but i feel like i don't ever get any traction on tumblr anyway bc of the State of tumblr and i lost cohost to go whine on, plus i'm already juggling way too many accounts for my vtuber stuff anyway, i don't wanna make a separate account to whine on. i might delete this later when i'm feeling less pity party but man. one or two friends that aren't pieces of shit and have a bunch of common interests with me could fix me.

i don't think i get seasonal depression but i do think i get like. 'feeling artistically insecure/forget how to be an artist' syndrome around this time of year and it SUCKS bc this is the time i wanna draw the MOST cos it's my fave time of year ; w ;

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i'm not internet banned by a storm this week so boxers link is back!

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drawin' some coraline ~

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the furries are winning for video games this year.

#vsky #vtuber #pngtuber #envtuber #cozy #furryvtuber

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a sleepy gremlin runs the dino shop ~

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next fest is back! let's see what we got this time ~