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Idk just poop post trying live I guess since the tags there follow me on lemon8

I am gorgeous I have a big heart I might be naive but at least I still have child like wonder and joy. You know when I imagined what it was like to be cheated on I thought I'd be insecure... I thought it'd completely break me. Yes I don't trust people as much now. I did cry don't get me wrong infect I sobbed it was ugly. I asked him why I guess that's the usual question. He went between trying to comfort me and telling me to shut the fuck up but when that was over clarity hit me... I told myself I never wanted to forget that feeling to know I don't deserve to be treated like that. I deserve better. That I can be okay. Yes I wanted him to beg for me I thought alot of stuff like that.... I wanted him to say he was sorry but I wanted him to mean it. But something he told me awhile ago about cheaters and this coming from a cheater is that they look for those exact traits in people.. someone niave and who have a big heart... I guess he thought I'd stay. Stay safe out there! ♥