Waves Of Depression - Tumblr Posts

Boooi I'm so tired of these waves of depression. I feel like everytime I think they're over.. *Whaaam* I'm drowning

I'm so fucking touch starved it hurts so bad!!! My heart aches cause not a soul has found me worth dating for 6 years.. like what the fuck did I do!! Do I have to be 10? Do I have to have monet in order to get approval? This world sucks

It's crazy when you finally love yourself, you lose all this weight, you feel handesome and kind, you feel on top of the world!!

Then someone comes around and treats you like crap..

You pull yourself up like a MAN!

Only to go through the same thing again and again, you keep finding little crushes and each one treats you sweet in the beginning!

Little compliments about your bio, blog, insta, photos what ever..

then it's instant ghost for you, never replied to again, left with this HUGE QUESTION..

Why do they treat me like this??

It's feels so ugly, feels so mean. You're left alone for years finding the same things over and over and over. No one loves you or the things you do, no one wants to hold you or hangout with you. You're all alone...

I think about how much I love myself and my hobbies, I think I'm so cute and goofy. I will keep on fighting, keeping up this confidence!! It's all I have.. but I still can't believe no one has wanted to be with me for 6 years I've been alone.. with out contact . I feel like a monster... I'm just a regular man.