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Sobbing rn
Just got hit with some of my first species dysphoria, and it’s my fucking teeth! Like why are you so flat!!! Why can’t you be pointy like your meant to! I want pointy teeth! How am I meant to eat things if my teeth are flat!
Why can’t my damn teeth be pointy like actual sirens are? Why they gotta be so flat! Curse this fucking human body!
WHY YOU GOTTA DO THIS TO ME!!!!!?!?!?
Something I just realized
The reason I like long nails isn’t cause they generally help me in life, it’s cause they’re as close to claws as I can get.
I love long nails cause it’s my human version of claws, and I’ve loved having them since I was young.
I’ve hated short nails my whole life, and they’ve never helped me at all. Long nails genuinely make my life easier and now I realize that they also give me species euphoria too.
Man is this a cool realization
I wanna draw like a group photo of kins
All good right? Most of them, yeah I could do.
But Cosmo? How tf do I draw him???
This is his usual form, and obviously he can be anything but I want to do the form I do most often
So if I ever wanna draw him, I got to figure out how in the gods will I am meant to draw him.
Yeah he is me, but space and hair is hard okay. It’s hard to find a proper place to design a space embodiment
Idk how to draw myself normally anyway, so like just big ass problems on my end
Skill issues for real for real
Man do we hate that all of my kins are so complex and my drawing style isn’t developed enough for anything I wanna do.
Man being a fixationkin is weird.
I go from being like, “Yeah I’m Leonardo from the rise universe” to’ “Huh, nah I’m currently Sun Wukong from Osp’s videos”
Like, they are always there but damn is it still weird. And I mean weird in a silly/funny way. I enjoy being a fixationkin because my hyper fixations are constantly changing.
Even funnier is that I come back to those hyper fixations either days, weeks, months, or if it’s a rare one a year. Like I have such a long list of hyper fixations, that I genuinely forget about them half the time.
So I’m constantly changing between my fictionkins, my sirenkin, and my ockin. Constantly changing world. The only ones that stay are my fallen angel kin and my space kin.
What a funky vessel I get to be :)
My current list of fixationkins:
Leonardo from Rottmnt
Ink sans
Sun Wukong from OSP
Xiao from Lmk (oc)
Vinus/Ceinus (siren)
Cant wait for there to be even more :3
I love the fact that im just a bunch of different people suck in a random persons body.
We don’t know how to navigate the world and it honestly doesn’t make sense lol
There’s the embodiment of space, the fallen angel, the siren, sun Wukong from osp, Leo from rise, ink sans, and one we shall not name for reasons.
Like what do you mean you expect us to do human things? None of know what human shit is, apart from leo, so how are we meant to pretend to be human?
Humans have weird practices anyways.
We’re not meant for this, and some day people are gonna realize how shitty of a job we’re doing.
- We’re not a system, and we don’t actually hear any of our kins in our head. We do have our vessel but they are the only one thinking and existing in our headspace. I’m sorry if it’s confusing :(
Love the fact I can tie my pain to kins
Back pain? Yeah that’s my wings being sore, and also probably chronic pain from Legends. Also probably the siren fin we have in our back
Knee pain? Legends chronic pain followed him here, and how we got pain there two. Also Leo’s
Feel shitty from thunderstorms? Yeah Legs again, he got struck by lightning. Scars still hurt
Headaches? Pain the circlet Wukong has (far less worse luckily)
Shoulder/Arm pain? Leo’s and Legend’s injuries as well.
Stomach pain? Yeah this one I got no clue, just vessel problems
It’s just euphoric :)
Like yeah the pain has been with me even outside the vessel
My legs feel weird :(
They feel like they should be like fused together but they’re not, and it’s weird
Help
My leggggggggs
🙏 helpppppp