Tw Dysphoria - Tumblr Posts
Welcome to December. This was made in November. Touching on social dysphoria for a project. Enjoy.
(The nb character in the drawing uses xe/xem pronouns btw if you'd like to refer to xem!)
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Ugh my dysphoria is so bad rn and I feel like I'll never be a real girl and I want to give up and die already why did I have to be born with this body
Pove: me when I turned 11
Idk why but today I feel a bit of dysphoria for no reason at all and it just came to me is this normal please help
The details: as you know I'm xenogender and though I'm a bit feminine I just don't want to be 100% that and I feel like I am
I don't like how my body looks and it makes me feel very upset about it bit I can't change it. I feel like it's wrong to not want to be in this body, but I'd feel great relief if I could change it. Sorry if this is weird or wrong.
Is there any way for me to feel not like this? It's making me stressed out.
I also love dressing up though. It makes me feel happy inside which is weird. Skirts are nice and all but...yeah...
Tldr I feel gender dysphoria please help
If Only Someone Would Ask
I’m broken, the cracks running through my face, my bones, my heart, breaking me, the splitting pain in my chest, as I only have two choices, restrict, compress, hide what’s there, as it gets harder and harder to breathe… or watch in horror, to scared and afraid to say anything, as they assume what I am based on my silhouette, my body shape, it’s getting harder to breathe as I hear them say “SHE, HER, SISTER, GIRL” I think I might get sick, it’s like a dagger in my back. But somedays it’s not as bad, somedays it’s ok… if only someone would ask.
( kind of a rant ) i hate transman headcanons in fandoms because theyre always so stereotypical, like you see the guy and immediately know ppl are gonna say hes trans. and its always the character you relate to the most. and it reminds you that your personality will always give it away that you're a fraud.
Anyways i made Jimmy in a cute little picrew here it is
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(This image was created with Picrew’s “エリーのメーカー“!! https://picrew.me/share?cd=KByYIJOuSe )
I guess this just comes with the territory of being agender, but it really annoys me: I love the idea of skirts and dresses, but I hate wearing them. I think that the piece is pretty, and I know that I look good to other people, but I don’t like the way I look. I’ve actually stopped wearing skirts/dresses because of this. I recently got a jumpsuit for uni orchestra, and it’s the first time I have actually liked how I look in formal wear.
THIS You know who else sees straight trans men as lesbians? Literal fucking terfs. Our maleness is real and for a lot of us it’s a biological brain sex thing, so don’t group as in with women. Stop trying to alienate us from cis men under the guise of wokeness. Why do they see me as so different from a cis guy just cause I have the wrong body?
This might be different for enbies, but binary transsexual and transgender men shouldn’t be put in the “queer afabs” camp because a) we are not the thing we were mistaken for at birth and b) not all of us are queer. If someone’s transmasc and feel like their experience of being afab is part of their identity thats fine, but people use that as an excuse to belittle and cause me dysphoria. Just group me in with cis men because that’s who I felt like I belonged to my whole life.
Also thing is not a tucute vs truscum thing that debate is fucking stupid and I am in neither group. Sorry this post is so salty but people are disrespecting and causing me dysphoria and I’m pissed.
Saying that transgender men can identify as lesbians but cis men cannot reinforces the idea that trans men aren’t really men. That they’re some sort of subcategory of a man and that they’ll never be man enough. It’s just fucking transphobic. They’re men. Straight men. Not lesbians.
i fucking hate it when i watch a new movie or show or whatever and slowly realizing my inner voice fucking animorphed itself into the voice of that character. immediate Curse of 1 Billion Years of Voice Dysphoria. no cure
not to say that I'm not happy for all the transmascs that can get away with only wearing transtape but some of us are risking heatstrokes during the summer and still aren't flat. Imma cry. Also, my ribs are definitely fucked.
(TW gender dysphoria )
New experience just dropped
Art gallery whiplash
This is where one moment you are contemplating a really beautiful and deep painting that really speaks to you ...and then you step into the next room and it's full of paintings of naked people giving you massive gender disphoria
Like 1 second flip from
"wow this piece is so beautiful and really captures the nature of the working class oppression in the past in such an emotional way, and makes for such an interesting comparison to the modern day I love it. When I get home I should look up more of the works made by Gustave Caillbot. "
Straight to
IhatemybodyIhatemybodyIhatemybodyIhatemybodyIhatemybody!!!!
I'm not Trans but GODDANMIT!! Feels like i'm being thrown out the window...
Like and reblog if you can relate to this:
i want to rip my uterus out rn
Took me a while to understand while I still liked masculine aesthetic despite it making me dysphoric.
realized I want to dress like a lumberjack lesbian
to look like Junker-queen <3
to give the energy of a female orc warrior
sorry if this doesn't make sense to anyone
"I'm really insecure about my weight but also im worried about falling back into my eating disorder habits"
Therapist: Lets talk about how you can eat less
"I'm really dysphoric and don't want to shower"
Therapist: Oh, what's making you dyphoric? Your breasts and your vagina?
I fucking hate therapy I want to stop this, this was a mistake
Gods I HATE species dysphoria! One of the worst parts of being a therian! It’s awful! I feel awful! And there’s nothing I can do about it because my family are unsupportive.
Being human is so incredibly wrong in so many ways, I feel wrong.
Someone get me out of this icky body!
dysphoria sucks especially when it just…ruins the entire rest of your day. i have stuff to get done but can i do any of it????
no
i have to lie on the floor for hours in sadness instead of being a functional human being.
it’s just exhausting
Mask Seller
The Mask Seller comes every year, no one knows his name or face. But they come with her car and his dogs all barking and pulls out the masks to sell.
Pretty masks, ugly masks, young and old, thin and wide, people clamor for masks of all kinds.
"Make me beautiful!" the neighbor's wife yells, and the Mask Seller sells one for only ten dollars.
"Make me younger!" cries the old man, and the Mask Seller sells it, but only for a quarter.
Today I am brave, and I asked what he has, "Masks of all kinds, for every shape and size."
They lean forward but not too much, and there's a smile beneath her veil so he asks me, "What would you like?" I don't know, I say. I just hate my face and I want something else, so they hum and she nods, listens to my tale. He taps me on the forehead, face still hidden by the veil.
"You've already got a mask," the Mask Seller says, suddenly old and wise. "I can't take it off, so you have to instead."
I thank them and I leave and mull it all over, I pull at my chin, my ears, my nose. But it doesn't come off, maybe the Mask Seller was wrong.
I stay for another time, until the Mask Seller comes again, and they say, "You still have that mask on, how about a deal?"
If I can take it off, before she leaves town, he'll buy it for a handsome sum. I don't care about the money, but I shake their hand and nod.
I stare at the mirror and catalogue my face, mulling over everything I hate. This isn't me, I say out loud, and with a pop the mask comes off.
I take it to the Mask Seller without looking in the mirror, and shout at her with glee, it's off, it's off, I'm finally free!
She takes the mask away, pats me once then twice. He's gone by morning, but I feel very light. The mirror's face isn't different, but it's happier than it was and oh, this is me.
We had one of our clubs today. It was really fun, though very dysphoric. We're not out to our clubmates yet because I'm the eldest, and we don't want to cause issues with the younger ones who may not understand yet. It was definitely awkward, though, like... that's not our name, but... okay... :,D
On the other hand, we'll be able to see one of our brothers this weekend! Hopefully, at least. (For privacy reasons, we'll just say that his parents and our parents are divorced.) We haven't seen him in almost a month, and he's really good at using our pronouns and names. And we made him a little gift, too, so we're excited to see how he'll react to it.
- Max / Kenneth
Front: Michael (he/corpse/death), Mimic (he/it)