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I sincerely wish I’d never internalised the fatphobia I grew up with cuz it made me lose the only thing I loved- dancing. I lost the will do the only passion I had and loved with all my being. But worst of all I can barely implement any movement in my life knowing full well that I need to do so.

The fatphobia actually made my health worse. I stopped working out just to “rebel” against the fatphobia and now, even though I enjoy the serotonin boost of movement, it takes a mountain of energy to get myself to move.

Fighting the internalised voice is so much worse then fighting an external force.