Hate Myself - Tumblr Posts

If it's a crime a group of teenagers getting into this house... Then ig my mom have to go catch me at the prison
the worst feeling is when you feel like shit but you have no one to talk to to express how shitty you feel so you just have to suffer in silence.
My friend told me a cute nice girl walked up to me and told me I love Pusheen cause I have a Pusheen plushie BUT I couldnt hear her so she stood there, got her bagel and left.
I FEEL SO BAD OMG. I WANTED TO MEET HER. I THOUGHT SHE WAS SUPER CUTE GOD.
Someone: "don't you hate yourself when you-"
Me: "Yes"

this post altered my brain so now whenever i have a bowl of any food i think Oh fuck yes it’s a little bowl of seeds for me
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Cool Girl // ? (Question Mark) // . (Full Stop) // Hate Myself
I sincerely wish I’d never internalised the fatphobia I grew up with cuz it made me lose the only thing I loved- dancing. I lost the will do the only passion I had and loved with all my being. But worst of all I can barely implement any movement in my life knowing full well that I need to do so.
The fatphobia actually made my health worse. I stopped working out just to “rebel” against the fatphobia and now, even though I enjoy the serotonin boost of movement, it takes a mountain of energy to get myself to move.
Fighting the internalised voice is so much worse then fighting an external force.
i do not know who i can talk to anymore
The energy is fuckin weird yo ..or maybe its my mind....thx anxiety☺fuckin appreciate it.
do you ever feel so physically sick from what you ate because you know its weighing out down with every bite so you just know you ate way too much and now you can’t do anything about it? Guess it’s just me then...?




cenin
I don’t even remember what’s it’s like to be happy anymore..

sad blog
..yknow, sometimes, I wish I wasn't me.
Rn not in a "oh I hate myself" way but in the way where I have a crush on a fictional character, I'm a fictionkin OF that character, and I have a FICTIVE of that character.

To nie tak, że nienawidzę siebie, po prostu jestem zmęczona ludźmi. (:
This is just my own thoughts
Just came to a realization: the only reason I am so attracted to yanderes is because they symbolize the love i crave so much.
I would fucking cut myself everyday and everywhere to show my love is it so hard to expect the same from someone else.
I just want someone to care for me.
My family doesn’t give two shits about me.
My friends don’t even pick up the phone when i call them tears in my eyes because my parents kicked me out.
And the only thing I want is someone to love me is that so hard so much too ask for.
Everyday on the streets you see some ugly people being together, which good for them, but why can’t I have this ?!
I just hate being alone. Is there someone out there who would care for me?
I just don’t wanna be the number two priority, for once can’t i have the light of the day.
I hate my body so much i feel like the most disgusting person ever. I always hope to except myself but i think i should just go on a diet, I just want to be loved sometimes
I like to follow fitness fanatics and healthy eating pages because it's easier than coming up with imaginative ways to hate myself.