I Sincerely Wish Id Never Internalised The Fatphobia I Grew Up With Cuz It Made Me Lose The Only Thing

I sincerely wish I’d never internalised the fatphobia I grew up with cuz it made me lose the only thing I loved- dancing. I lost the will do the only passion I had and loved with all my being. But worst of all I can barely implement any movement in my life knowing full well that I need to do so.

The fatphobia actually made my health worse. I stopped working out just to “rebel” against the fatphobia and now, even though I enjoy the serotonin boost of movement, it takes a mountain of energy to get myself to move.

Fighting the internalised voice is so much worse then fighting an external force.

I'm gonna do it for her (my younger self)

Favorites Rec List 2

More of my favs -> If you have any recs please share :))

Kim Seokjin

Forever (@oddinary4bts)

Rekindle The Spark (@blue-jade)

The Cockpile: Change of Pace (@httpjeon)

Every Year (@another-army-spot)

Christmas Warfare (@gimmethatagustd)

Feathers (@miscelunaaa)

Embers of the Fire (@chateautae)

Min Yoongi

He Makes You Insecure (@kookiesbuckethat)

Tuqburni (@solastia)

Fuck Being Friends (@strawberrynamjoon)

Jung Hoseok

In desperate need of recommendations!!

Kim Namjoon

Sugar (@joonberriess)

Scent of a Woman (@sahmfanficbts)

Park Jimin

Tuqburni (@solastia)

Blue Kamikaze (@gguksgalaxy)

Headlights (@jeonsjiddies)

Believe it (@writtenwhalien)

Lover to Lean on (@sketchguk)

Making Him Jealous (@parkmuse)

Ain't Real Cherry (@jimilter)

Kim Taehyung

Aplomb (@vminity21)

Temping (@kinktae)

Pretty Little Things (@dntaewithluv)

Not That Good (@taleasnewastime)

Underdog (@whitesparrows97)

Good Girls go Bad (@jkstompers)

Kodachrome (@hobivore)

Tolerate it (@archivedkookie)

Tripping on Skies, Sipping Waterfalls (@bangtae-sohotddaeng)

Original Idea (@whatifyoulivelikethat)

Jeon Jungkook

Late Fee (@1kook)

Are You Going to Stay (@hollyhomburg)

In Your Eyes (@sweetaesuga)

All That Glitters (@aquagustd)

Hot In Black (@vminizzle)

Resurgence (@wintrbears)

Ruin the Friendship (@kpopfanfictrash)

Love Knows No Bounds (@jessikahathaway)

The Present (@btssmutgalore)

Kodachrome (@hobivore)

Making Him Jealous (@parkmuse)

Stay (@sahmfanficbts)

Must Be Nice (@kooksgalaxy)

OT7

You Never Walk Alone (@agustdakasuga)

Oasis (@secret-kpoplibrary)

Hurts your feelings Reaction [Maknae Line] (@thebangtancloud)

Combined Beings (@numinousher)

Escape (@amazedforjjk)

"LE JAZZ DE V"

Idk how it took people long enough till folklore to understand the storytelling skills of taylor when we had love story, enchanted, speak now (song), story of us and practically all of speak now the album!!!

life really is just like. you meet people you love them and then you lose them and you never see them again. and it's inevitable and it happens to everyone and there's nothing you can do about it