Yolo I Guess - Tumblr Posts
Unpopular take !
Sirens have two different species living in two completely different places, one called Sea Siren the other Sky Siren (the fish ladies and bird ladies that sings).
Mermaids are Fish Fae. (And yes, harpies are Bird Fae)
Thank you for listening to my ted talk.
I’m done with this lonely life! I’m done with not having any friends! I’m done with not having a relationship! I’m so alone and it hurts!
So sick and tired of being alone, so long fair well I’m on my own
I’m just longing for someone to care about me and actually mean it
My life sucks :)
I’m sick of watching everyone in my life live their lives. Them having friends, having relationships, going out when they want, driving, moving out or just having fun where I’m just a lonely single girl that rots in her bedroom begging for just someone to even think about me
It sucks being a lesbian but what sucks more is being an autistic lesbian. Instead of just not being able to talk to girls, I’m also now socially awkward and seen as a freak. I can’t hold a conversation to even start chatting to anyone. I can’t hold eye contact, I don’t understand people’s body language and I never know what I’m actually meant to do. Was I too weird? Were they uncomfortable? Did I talk too much or not enough? Did they want a hug or a kiss before I leave or should I just say goodbye? I don’t want to seem too clingy but I also want them to know I’m interested? Hide my autistic side or act like me and scare them away? What if they don’t understand? What if I’ve said something strange? What if they think I’m strange? What if they im too childish or too boring? Why does this shit have to be so confusing? I just want love but I’m too much of a freak for it
I love watching all the customers at work have fun (I work at a laser tag) but I envy all the fun and enjoyment they get. Watching kids have parties for good grades or their birthday reminds me on how I never had any of that. Watching how kids interact with their friends makes me realise how alone I am. Watching the parents or loved ones have a blast knowing we could never afford something like that. Noticing how they are all a family (whether it’s friends or family members), knowing that I’ll never have that.
I love my job so much but it just reminds me of how lonely my life actually is
I’ve always been told that relationships aren’t anything, but knowing that someone could genuinely care about you and love you makes me wish for one of my own
I just want to feel like I belong
I just wanna feel loved for once in my life
The way I’m feeling so ugly at the moment! Currently having an acne and eczema flare up, I feel like my forehead is massive, I’m hating the way my body looks. Honestly just hate it all and wish no one could see me
I just wanna die but I have a Tumblr blog to run :):
me romanticising 2014 as if i wasn't 5 yrs old
Sometimes i think that sometimes people i know will go into this room and be able to see the world how i do and hear my thoughts and stuff and to activate it i just look around really fast
