You Deserve To Be Happy - Tumblr Posts
Hi hello
I just want to say that I
Love and support each and every single one of you beautiful people
HEY, SO THAT FRIEND IS A JERK.
Painting is something you love, right? So she had no right to laugh at your idea and make you doubt yourself. You shouldn't be sorry, and you should've gotten to do the one you'd wanted. I'm so sorry that it didn't go the way you'd planned. I hope you feel better about it, I've got no clue how long ago this was. But I bet you did fucking phenomenal.
hmm little rant bc I had to get it out somewhere
Guess who's gonna be failing art of all subjects? This idiot. Ya know why?
SO. For my creative piece, I was basically going to do this painting and I was really excited about it. Because while I may not be able to draw well, I can paint and I love doing it. (Even if that doesn't make sense to you, it does to me lol)
I had it all planned out, I had my colour scheme, my theme, my central piece, everything. I drew my draft just on paper with pencil and it looked good! Like I said, I was really excited about this piece so I waned to show my friend.
So I showed her. And she basically laughed at it. I don't really know why, maybe I was misinterpreting something, or she didn't understand it properly, but that made me doubt myself and my plan.
I felt really bad about it, and decided to scrap the whole idea.
The problem with this was that I then ended up doing something that I had little, almost no excitement for. Something that I didn't have as much inspiration to create, or solid plan for what to do.
Now I have a mixed media piece that looks like shit, an art teacher that already hates me, a analysis due which I've barely started, and a showcase that I do NOT want anyone I know to see.
Maybe if I had gone with my original idea I would have been a lot happier with it, but it's too late to restart now unfortunately. Sorry for all of this.
I CARE SO MUCH BRO
*slams desk* YOU TWO ARE DOING GREAT YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF IF YOU DON'T THEN I WILL
HOL Y MO L Y BRO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR CARING BDJW SKWBW
I have finally stopped hating myself for others’ not feeling the way I wish they’d feel about me
(Idk if this makes sense lol)
Life can be beautiful
- love of my fucking poor life
The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy
I tried to scroll past this. I really did
If any of my friends comes out as transmasc, i without any hold back, start buying T, so they won't struggle with this fuckery, it's not even legal being trans here, so it's a double "fuck you" to the system. And to all closeted, eggs, or open, you are who you are, don't let anyone say otherwise, even those intrusive thoughts, you're valid and loved, even if you don't see it yet. It's not only to trans, or any other kind of queer people, you're all wonderful and capable of great things, even if i can't support you financially or, sometimes even mentally, because I don't have the words, or knowledge of full picture, i still want you to feel supported and valued... Keep going, no matter how hard it gets, take breaks, slow down, run fast, doesn't matter, just don't give up on your life! You matter, no matter who you are! Pun intended...
I went on a fucking supporting tangent again, didn't i?...
Well, you really are all those things, so fuck you, you deserve support!
