It's Probably Just Cause They're The Same Actor, But Castor Feels Like He Could Have Just Been Aziraphale

It's probably just cause they're the same actor, but Castor feels like he could have just been Aziraphale if he lost a bet with Crowley and had to visit The Grid

Or maybe that's just me

Finding out the IHNMIMS fandom was full of people who wanted to fuck AM was kinda weird

Not weird for the normal reason of AM being AM, though that's still kinda weird.

Weird cause in the short story, video game, graphic novel, and radio drama, AM is without a body. And unlike most out fandoms, a lot(not all but most) of fan art for IHNMIMS sticks to that, drawing AM as a plain and boring computer

So how did people ever decided they wanted to have sex with AM??

Readers on tiktok and Instagram have apparently never witnessed (and also can't imagine):

A deep and gutteral sound(grow)

A devilish smile(smirk)

A titled head(cocked)

Someone from their eyes in frustration??

And a lot of others but I accidently lost the post I'm pulling these real examples from

I think the biggest issue is that the people making these comments just immensely lack imagination. I've hardly seen anyone smirk, but even as a kid I understood what it meant for a character to be smirking, it's a clearly defined word used in a self explanatory concept, there's no reason people can't get what it means and are so thrown off by it, and yet it happens

You've probably never felt the pull of g forces, will you find your disbelief broken if you read a book about fighter jets?

You probably don't have a secret handshake, will you find the characters to be stereotypical if they do?

Do you cringe when people use words you've never used and behave in ways you've never believed??

It just drives me nuts people who read books, from a young age, and reportedly love books, struggle so much that children grasp once they have the words explained

The writing process is going very well

Brain for sale, does not work, for parts only

Does emotion feel fake to anyone else

I'm genuinely going through something, but the second I call attention to it or tell anyone about it everything I feel feels so melodramatic and fake and unearned. Why are you crying? You feel pointless? Bullshit, what have you done to deserve feeling anything. Your father's depressed, your parents friends are immensely struggling with mental health, your best friend was sexually assaulted for times, what injustice have you suffered to make you worthy of feeling anything at all? You're an attention craving mockary

And I know that's all bullshit

But I can't help feeling it, feel it even just from posting this