anexistingexistence - A living, breathing existential crisis
A living, breathing existential crisis

They / It // This originally was just a fandom blog, but now you have to deal with my bullshit. // Assume me to be dead if I don't post for a day, thanks.

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Crying At The Fact That Dear Is A PROFESSOR And DOESNT KNOW IF DEMONS CAN EAT????

crying at the fact that dear is a PROFESSOR and DOESNT KNOW IF DEMONS CAN EAT????

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More Posts from Anexistingexistence

1 year ago

a) throw paint at a canvas and smear it around with your fingers it'll make you feel better about your art trust me (and if not at least you'll have fun)

b) ...can I get a purple snail pls

ARGRHTHHTHRHRHRHRH I CANT DRAW FOR SHIT NO WONDER I GAVE UP

ok i cant draw people, animals are boring. i can‘t do abstract, ive tried every single medium, im not interested too much in fanart, i don‘t have a style, i only enjoy traditional not digital, painting never goes well, i never make stuff im proud of, RAHHHH WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO


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1 year ago

Characters : Sam, Darlin', Alexis Tags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered Listener (Fem Darlin')

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Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered
Characters : Sam, Darlin', AlexisTags : Grief, Main Character Death, Heavy Angst No Comfort, Gendered

Author's Note : I've always liked the idea that if Sam and Darlin' were ever to have a conversation on whether Darlin' would ever be a vampire and live an eternal life with Sam; they'd decline.

Because I think that it'd make a nice resolution to the conflict that Alexis brings. I for one, love Alexis as a character. Her actions are cruel and unjustified, but she does have quite the tragic narrative in my opinion. Sam having to live a temporary life with Darlin' would show his difference in character and attitude towards love. Alexis once mentioned in the Monarchial Summit that she turned Sam because she wanted him, and I would like to see Sam experience that same "want" over someone but dealing with it in a different way; relishing his time with Darlin' instead of subjecting them to eternal life like Alexis did with him. It's a "breaking of a cycle" of sorts, I guess.

And that's also why I added Alexis in this comic, because I also want her to be the person witnessing this decision that Sam made and the grief he's had to live with as a result. Because I think she has the mindset that if you love someone, that you do whatever it takes to make them stay, while with Sam, he's willing to go through the grief and pain precisely BECAUSE he loves Darlin'.

Also the comet is Halley's comet, that passes by earth every 79 or so years!

1 year ago
So I Found This Caterpillar On My Way To Class
So I Found This Caterpillar On My Way To Class
So I Found This Caterpillar On My Way To Class

So I found this caterpillar on my way to class

We’re bros

1 year ago

I am but a little guy with a craving for döner kebab


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1 year ago

I just passed out for an hour bc nap and I dreamt of reading a fic and the only things I remember about it are the tags [Lovely/Darlin'], [Dismemberment] and [Perished Pigeon, Do Not Consume]

I feel like my therapist is going to regret our next session.


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