BTS When You're Lonely:

BTS when you're lonely:

Kim Seokjin:

It didn't take long for your boyfriend to notice that you missed home more than usual. It made sense, considering it's been more than a year since you've last seen your parents, due to Covid.

Of course, living with your boyfriend in Seoul was a dream, especially since the past year he's actually been at home and not touring around the world. But it still hurt when someone like you, who is so emotionally attached to your family, couldn't see them for so long.

You suppose it was only a matter of time before Seokjin would notice you coming out of the bathroom with puffy, red eyes after a talk with your mom, or staring at family pictures with a trembling bottom lip, your knuckles turning white from the harsh grip on the paper.

But you were trying so hard to hide you anxiety, the worry-filled thoughts and nightmare-filled nights about how your family is doing at the other side of the world, because the last thing you wanted was to add to your boyfriend's list of problems his whiny girlfriend.

"I have a surprise for you.", Jin says out of nowhere, just as you finish dinner, wiping his mouth with a clean, white napkin before setting it down on the table, raising his eyes up to meet your confused ones, the brown orbs glinting with mischief.

It wasn't so weird for Seokjin to surprise you with various presents, whether it was some shoes he saw you searching for on your laptop, a piece of jewelry that he thought would look good on you, or anything else that reminded him of you and he just 'had to buy'.

Before you can even question your lover, Jin is quick to throw an envelope on the table in front of you, simply raising his eyebrows and gesturing for you to open the suspicious-looking object when you send him an incredulous look, not expecting your surprise to come in shape of an envelope.

You don't hesitate too much despite your initial reaction, knowing that whatever is inside the paper cover is guaranteed to make you happy, and open the envelope with careful fingers, taking out the folded, official-looking paper before unfolding it slowly with shaky hands.

"Are you serious?", you deadpan after a few seconds of confused silence, raising your head from the scribbled words written in yellow highlight saying 'i love myself:)' to your laughing boyfriend, his brown eyes crinkled as he slaps the kitchen table with every high-pitched giggle he lets out.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't resist", Seokjin breaths out when he finally calms down, wiping imaginary tears from the corner of his eyes, before taking another folded paper out of the pocket of his blue pyjama top, handing you the white material.

"Go on, open it", your grinning lover encourages you when you stare at him accusingly, not knowing if it'll be another one of his silly antics, and you sigh, reaching out to unfold the paper, before you freeze, not believing the words written before your eyes.

"Oh my god", you whisper, your heartbeat rising and eyes filling with tears as you keep looking at the words written on the magical piece of paper: 'Premission to fly to...", unable to move your gaze away for a few seconds before looking up at Jin's, who's smile turned soft and fond, love filling his dark orbs.

"Is this real?", you utter out, probably sound a little bit crazy as you look at your boyfriend with wide, desperate eyes, your hands clutching the paper as if it's your last bit of sanity. "Am I really going to see them?"

"Yes, princess. You're going to see your family.", Jin smiles widely, his hands already ready to catch you when you practically fling yourself into his lap, hiding your tears in the crook of his neck as the older man rocks you back in forth, pressing kisses all over your silky, dark hair, his chuckles filling your chest with warmth. And even though you can't talk right now, you know he knows how grateful you are.

Min Yoongi:

Since you had a fight with your best friend two days ago, you were down in the dumps to say at least. Your best friend wasn't only the person you relied on more than anyone else, she was practically the only person in Seoul you actually trusted with your heart, aside from Yoongi and the rest of BTS.

It was a stupid fight, so stupid you actually forgot what you were arguing about to start with, but both of your egos were too big to admit your own faults and move on, so in the mean time you were curled up in your apartment, in the pyjama set you've been wearing for the past two days nonstop, licking ice cream off a huge tablespoon gloomily.

Your boyfriend hadn't said anything about your behaviour for the past two days, letting you deal with your frustration and sadness by watching old romantic movies and eating take-out, but you could tell he was starting to lose his patience, judging by the exasperated sighs leaving his mouth whenever you refused to eat a normal meal, or dragged your sock-clad feet around the house aimlessly.

Honestly, you knew you were acting childishly, but you couldn't help the way your loneliness seemed to consume you, the huge spot in your heart that was filled with your best friend's face now eerily empty.

You turn to look at your boyfriend when he sits on the couch next to you, his hands finding their way immediately around your waist, pulling you so you're leaning against him, head right over his heart.

He's still wearing his clothes from work, simple washed out jeans and a thin white tee, but he still seems out of place in your gloomy, lifeless space, his pale skin shining in the dim light coming from the kitchen.

"I saw Y/B/F/N today", he starts, his voice nonchalant, and you try to hide the way your whole body tenses up at the words, your heart physically aching, but you pretend to be indifferent, shrugging carelessly against Suga's lean form.

"She looks horrible, pretty much like you.", you frown at the words, but don't disagree knowing that your lover is saying the truth. You're not even sure when was the last time you brushed your hair.

"I think you should talk to her. Friendships like yours are too precious to ruin because of something as stupid as an argument. If people would just put their egos down and choose peace and love over war and hate, the world would be a much better place."

Your boyfriend doesn't even give you time to answer, simply mumbling 'I better take a shower' before getting up from the sofa, leaning down to press a quick kiss to your forehead before heading towards the bathroom, your dark eyes following his broad back until he disappears.

You're left alone in your thoughts, and you can't help but sigh, cursing under your breath, before opening up your phone, wincing a bit when you're met with a smiling picture of you and Y/B/F/N, the two of you pressed so close together you could think you're twins.

Hesitating, your finger hovers over the second number in your speed dial after Yoongi, named 'Soultwin', before you press the button, raising the electronic device to your ear with shaky hands, hearing the steading ringing in your ear. "Y/B/F/N?"

Jung Hoseok:

You stare at the bag of dog food sitting on the kitchen island, willing it to move out of your way but also making no attenpt to physically touch the lifeless object in front of you and push it away from your area.

The simple bag brings back too many memories: memories of laughter and excited barks, memories of autumn leaves and summer winds, memories of comforting licks on your face and soft, golden fur against your fingertips.

It's been nearly a month since Honey died, and some people would probably find it pathetic just how affected you are, but you can't help the way hot tears spring to your eyes and a sob bubbles in your throat everytime you think about the loyal pet that grew up with you for the past ten years, watching you go through every possible, awful teenage and adult stage without running away once.

You couldn't quite get yourself to throw away all the Bonzo from your apartment, nor the old, worn out red collar he used to wear, or the soft, beige cushion he used to nap on. You know you're only hurting yourself more, but you can't get yourself to care.

"Oh baby.", you don't even realize you're crying until a warm hand pulls you into an even warmer chest, and you breath shakily, burying your wet face into Hoseok's soft, baby blue wool sweater, the material brushing against your skin like a comforting breeze.

Your boyfriend has been nothing less than absolutely angelic since Honey passed away, hugging your crying form at nights when it got exceptionally bad, cleaning the house when you couldn't be bothered to do it yourself, doing everything to make you crack a smile, no matter how ridiculous it is.

It helped fill up the pit of loneliness in your heart a little bit, even if the space there was still painfully obvious, like a piece of duck-tape holding together broken shards of glass that used to be a sculpture.

"I just miss him so much", you whimper into J-hope's neck with a hoarse voice, the fragrant of his cologne, something utterly flowery and sweet like him, calming your nerves slowly until your grip on his sleeves loosens, your lean form slumping against his broad body tiredly.

"I know, sweetie. But you have to stay strong for me, okay? I'll take away all the loneliness, I promise.", your boyfriend's voice is sad, so terribly sad, but no less determined, and when you raise your red-rimmed orbs to stare into his face, watching the dark, serious, love-filled eyes staring down at you, you believe him.

Kim Namjoon:

It's been a few days since quarantine started and you were starting to get bored and exhausted from watching the same old rom-coms on TV and eating the same bowl of healthy cereal every day.

The hardest part was being away from Namjoon. Because BTS were out of the country when Covid started, your boyfriend had to be quarantined with the rest of the band, to ensure your safety and the rest of the South-Korean citizens'.

But even though you knew it was the most logical thing to do, you couldn't help but sulk over the fact that Namjoon could have been right here with you, enjoying some quality couple time that you never really experienced, without work or studies, just cuddling and kissing and sleeping and then all over again.

You couldn't even see him, except for the daily telephone calls and face-timing you were so consistent about, but it was nothing like actually seeing those deep, adorable dimples face-to-face, or the beautiful, brown dragon-eyes, or the tall, broad form of his body.

The shrill sound of the doorbell makes you sit up straight in your bed, eyes wide as you stare at the exit of your room that leads to the hallway perplexed. Who the hell is visiting you at a time like this?

You get up from bed, pushing away the covers that were cacooning your small form as fast as possible before sprinting down the hallway, your fuzzy socks skidding against the shiny, parquet floor, your messy ponytail flying behind you.

You practically body-slam into the door, opening it widely only to furrow your eyebrows when you're met with nothing at all, the hallway completely empty, not even the sound of footsteps being heard.

'I've really gone crazy, haven't I?', you think, shaking your head at your own imagination before starting to turn around, only to stop abruptly when your eyes catch the sight of something unusual on your cream-colored doormat.

It's a small, heavily wrapped carton box, and scribbled on top of it are the words 'For Miss Y/N' in messy, thick black letters, the handwriting unfamiliar to you.

Looking at the box wearily, you think how stupid what you're doing is, before leaning down to pick it up. In your defence, you were desperately looking for anything interesting right now, despite usually being a very responsible woman.

Running back into the apartment, you lock your door once again before dropping on the ground, not even bothering to go sit in the living room, and immediately starting to tear off the duct-tape keeping the brown carton stubbornly closed.

It's a rather funny situation, with you fighting two long pieces of glue, too impatient to go to the kitchen and take scissors or a knife, but you manage to do it in the end, taking out the object inside before gasping, your eyes filling with tears.

It's one of your boyfriend's most adored stuffed animals, a small Ryan plushie, big enough to fit in your hands, the perfect size to use as a small pillow or as a cuddling partner. You've seen it countless of times in RM's studio, perched on the computer table.

Wiping away the salty tears streaming down your face, you grab the small, white note tucked in the character's small, chubby arms with shaky hands, before unfolding it slowly, overwhelmed by the idea that your lover touched the same paper you're holding right now.

And there, in his simple, neat handwriting are the three words that fill your heart to the brim with something you didn't even know you were missing, causing you to let out a wet chuckle of happiness. 'You're never alone.'

Park Jimin:

Since Jimin left for tour, it became much harder to talk, with your boyfriend changing time-zones every few days and your own busy life as a university student, yet the two of you made sure to stay in contact, talking on the phone and facetiming as much as you can.

Your boyfriend was currently in Brazil, getting ready for his concert in five days, and you were positive he was working hard as always to ensure the fans have the best possible performance, yet he still promised to call you when he wakes up, so here you were, sitting on the edge of your bed, already dressed in your Chimmy pyjamas.

It's somewhat nerve-wracking, waiting like this, and you can't help but let out a shaky breath, tightening your dark ponytail like you always do when you're nervous, before swiping to the Facetime app on your phone, burning holes into the screen of your phone as you wait for an incoming call.

When it does happen though, it manages to surprise you, and your phone falls from your hands to the rug-covered floor of your room, and you curse under your breath as you lean down to pick the small device, almost rolling off the bed but too afraid Jimin will hang up to care.

Pressing the answer button quickly, you sigh with relief when a slightly blurry photo of Jimin appears on screen, your boyfriend's tired face stretching into a wide smile when he sees you.

He looks exhausted, his chocolate brown eyes red-rimmed, dark bags framing them, and his hair is still messy from sleep, grey strands sticking out in odd directions, his cute, chubby cheeks even puffier than usual.

"Jiminie~", you cry out happily, scooching even closer to the screen as if that could close the thousands of miles separating you from the love of your life.

Your boyfriend's eyes seem to brighten up slightly at the sound of your voice, and he waves at you, his small hands covered in sweater paws from the oversized jumper he was wearing. "Hello, beautiful."

The two of you talk for what seems like mere minutes when in reality you spent over three hours on the phone, judging by the darkness emitting from your window and the commotion around Jimin, signaling that the rest of the members had already woken up.

You've moved to a lying position, your lithe body tucked into the thick, wool blanket and your head leaning on your forearm as you listen to Jimin describe the tour and how amazing the fans' reaction are.

"I'm really happy for you, Jiminie, but I can't help but miss you so much", you mumble quietly, your drowsiness causing you to lose your filter, and you immediately regret it when your boyfriend's eyes darken, a sad, fond smile appearing on his plump lips.

"I miss you, too.", he whispers, staring at you for another second, before he adds: "But you know I'm always with you in your heart, right? No matter how far you are."

His words make you smile sleepily, nodding into your pillow before you open your eyes again, your lips pulling into a small pout. "I'm sorry for making it sound like it's your fault. I know that you-"

"There's nothing to be sorry for", your lover cuts you off, and the sincerity in his voice makes warmth fill your heart, grateful for the beautiful human in front of you who never gave up on you, even with all your flaws. "Now go to sleep, I'm right here."

Kim Taehyung:

The best decision you ever made was the day you agreed to move in to your boyfriend's apartment in Seoul, after a year and half of dating, a year and a half of love that fills your soul to the brim.

You and Taehyung had met when you were escorting BTS on their world tour as a stage producer, and to say you fell in love with the guy was a major understatement. After less than two years, you're positive Tae is the person you're going to be with for the rest of your life.

But sometimes, like today, it was still hard to be a foreigner in a country like South Korea, not knowing the culture or the language fluently, not having many friends to share your hardships with. It felt lonely and scary.

You walk through the door of your apartment, taking off your shoes quickly and shrugging off the puffy, white coat from your shoulders, letting it fall down to the floor underneath you carelessly.

You're already anticipating Taehyung to exit your shared bedroom the second he hears the door close, and indeed he appears, a bright smile already on his face even before he properly sees you.

He's wearing a cute, brown pyjama set, making him look even more like a oversized teddy bear than usual, the wool material clinging to his broad shoulders and long legs, and his fluffy, chocolate hair falls over his forehead, framing his twinkling, Bambi eyes.

But the big, delighted grin drops the second he sees your own expression, probably looking defeated, like you felt. His thick eyebrows furrow in confusion, pink lips pulling into a frown that you hated being the reason for.

"Hey, what's wrong?", your boyfriend is by your side in a second, his large hands cupping your face tenderly, eyes wide and soft as he inspects you, looking for the reason for your sadness.

"Do you think I fit here?", you blurt out, unable to stops the words from slipping out in front of Taehyung's concern and attentiveness, but regretting them immediately when said man's mouth drops, his expression filled with confusion.

"What do you mean 'here'?", Taehyung questions gently, probably noticing how your cheeks are red with embarrassment, and he moves to brush a lock of dark hair from your eyes before lifting your chin up carefully to look at him.

"I mean here. In South Korea, in your apartment, in your life. I'm so far away from home, from my country, from my people- and I just- I don't know.", your words end in a hushed whisper, feeling the way Taehyung tenses in front of you, the hands on your warm cheeks freezing.

There's a second of silence, and then you're being pulled into a familiar, comforting embrace, Taehyung's strong arms wrapping around your waist, one of his hands holding the back of your head lovingly as he rocks the two of you back and forth.

You inhale shakily, feeling your limbs relaxing in Taehyung's hold, and bury your nose in the older man's neck, breathing in the natural, woody smell of him and letting his hug wash your fears away the way words never could.

"You'll always belong. You'll always belong in my arms, just like I belong in yours. No matter where you are.", Taehyung says after a while, his voice firm and determined as he pulls away to peer down at you, and you can't help but nod, a smile fluttering on your lips as the brown-haired man in front of you smiles back, pulling in for a kiss.

Jeon Jungkook:

Since the day your B/F/N went back home, things have been strange. It's strange to go back home from uni without hugging her goodbye, strange to not meet up at the mall every other day and whine about being too short and not thin enough for Korean clothes.

B/F/N was two years older than you, which meant that she finished her studies at Seoul University before you did. Which meant that she went back home eventually, as reluctant as she was, leaving you alone for the first time.

Well, not really alone. Since you came to Seoul two years ago, you happened to meet the most incredible man on the face of this earth, a man who you can now proudly call your boyfriend and the love of your life. But it was still different without her.

"Hey baby, what's up?", Jungkook's soft voice resonates in your ear, making your lips perk up automatically, pressing the phone in your hand even closer to you, as if it could close the distance between you.

"Jungkookie~ When are you coming back home?", you can't help the way your voice turns high, almost whiny, and you turn bright red, hoping Jungkook didn't notice how desperate and lonely you sound.

It's silent for a minute, the only sound being your heel tapping against the parquet floor of your apartment steadily and the soft breathing from the other side. "Is everything okay, sweetheart?"

You sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose. The last thing you wanted was for Jungkook to go crazy worrying about you, especially before BTS' comeback, when all his attention had to be on the preparations.

"Yeah, I'm fine. Just missing B/F/N is all.", you try to force your voice to sound happy and light, but you know Jungkook can easily read you like an open book, can sense the slight tinge of sadness in each word.

"Well, I have practice till late at night today, beautiful.", you deflate slightly at the words, before getting ready to pretend that everything is fine, before Jungkook cuts you off. "But you can come over if you want? I mean it's probably a bit bori-"

"I'll be there.", you cut him off, the wide smile on your face threatening to rip your face apart, but you just love this man so much, the man who doesn't really know how to use his words, but it doesn't matter when he can use his touch and actions to express just how much he cares for you. How much he loves you. "Thank you, Gukkie."

NCT Dream reaction to you wearing a sexy outfit:

Mark:

I feel like Mark won't be able to take his eyes off of you when he sees the lacy, black top and matching skinny jeans you were wearing for your night out, his brown eyes widening in awe and his cheeks flushing as he takes in your appearance. He'll stutter out a compliment as well, turning even darker when you giggle at his awkward, shy behaviour. He'll be touchier than usual that day, especially if you're next to other people, always keeping one of his hands on the small of your back, kissing your bare shoulders occasionally, or stroking your thigh absentmindedly when you sit down.

"W-wow, you look so hot- I mean, beautiful. And hot."

Renjun:

Renjun's eyes will widen when he sees the dress you're wearing for your dinner date that day, and a pink blush will cover his cheeks as he forces himself to look away from your sharp collarbones and long, toned legs, missing your small smile at his behaviour. He'll get himself together quickly enough though, complimenting you gently, a shy smile still adorning his face, and he'll try his best not to stare too much throughout the evening, not wanting to make you feel uncomfortable, but his hands will say otherwise, lingering on your waist for longer than usual as you walk around.

"You look gorgeous, honey."

Jeno:

Jeno will be more protective, asking you gently if you want one of his sweaters after he sees you wearing a thin, white crop-top that did nothing to hide the expanse of your tanned stomach. If you'd decline his offer, he'd take it upon himself to cover you, back hugging you the whole time you were out, his big hands splayed over your tummy and hardly leaving any skin out in the open, his chin placed on your shoulder. If you were out with the members, he'll also glare at anyone who dared to look at you for more than a few seconds, tightening his hold around you as if warning everyone else to back off.

"Are you sure you don't want my sweater?"

Haechan:

Your number one hype-man lol. Unlike the others, Haechan is not shy or hesitant about you showing some skin, he's ready to show you off and boast about having the prettiest girl as his girlfriend uwu. He'll wolf-whistle when he sees the sexy leather dress you were wearing, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively as you blush, punching his arm gently in response. He'll be like a peacock the whole night, walking around with his hand placed securely on your slim waist and his nose high on the air, smirking at anyone who looked at you with want as if to laugh at their bad luck.

"Damn, look at my girlfriend looking like a whole meal!"

Jaemin:

Jaemin is the type of boyfriend to hardly be able to control himself around you, especially when you're dressed in that short, tight lace skirt and matching top. The two of you will probably get to the dinner with the rest of the members half an hour late because you were too busy making out in the car, not even noticing the messages and missed calls from the members. When you finally get to the dorm, Jaemin won't hesitate to call out any member who looks at your body for a second too long, making sure to kiss you for good measure, so everyone will know you're his.

"How can I resist you when you look like that?"

Chenle:

Chenle will probably more worried about how comfortable you can possibly be in the tight skirt and top you were wearing than he is about other guys staring at you. He'll suggest you change the outfit to something more loose and long, but if you won't want to he'll let it go, but will still make sure you feel okay the whole time, trying to fix your outfit so it will cover more of your skin and putting his sweater on your lap when you sit down so it will cover your exposed legs. And if anyone will make a move on you, he'll be quick to show up, introducing himself to the guy as your boyfriend with a smile.

"How can you possibly walk around in that skirt?"

Jisung:

You are not doing any good to Jisung's heart lol. Jisung will probably need a few good seconds to recover from the shock he feels seeing you in that long, sexy black dress, the split in the side revealing your toned, tanned legs. He won't even know how to compliment you, turning red instead as he avoids your eyes completely, not wanting you to see the amazement written on his face. Everytime he'll turn to talk to you that night, he'll go through the same reaction, whatever he wanted to say completely evaporating from his mind as he stutters, trying to remember what the hell he was going to say.

"Um... Sorry, what was I saying?"

Got7 when they're missing you on tour:

Mark:

I feel like Mark isn't the type to show just how much he misses you, and if anyone asks him about it, he'll let out a nonchalant 'yeah, of course.' But don't let that fool you, because Mark is literally counting down to the moment you'll meet again. He's super professional about it, even though he's dying to see you, and he won't let it distract him, rehearsing and preforming and rehearsing again without hesitation. But the second he's done with his duties, he's running back to his room in whatever hotel they are now, his phone already on dial, and he can spend all night talking to you, or even just listening to you breath, and he probably will, if you won't tell him to go to sleep because he has a freaking concert tomorrow. Mark also probably has the date you'll meet again highlighted in his calendar, with two different countdowns as well lol.

"Babe, only 38 more days until I see you again!"

Jaebum:

Unlike the former, I feel like JB will be quite obvious about how much he misses you. He won't whine about it, no, but he won't be able to help the way his whole aura changes, from his dull expression in the mornings, to the way he seems to drag his legs to the venue, as if he doesn't want to be there at all. Next to you, he seems to radiate happiness, determination, and positivity, but now, he's quiet, finishing the rehearsals as quickly as possible, his eyes flying to his phone every few seconds before practically sprinting back to the hotel, making sure you're not sleeping before calling you. And if anyone happens to catch him at that moment, well, they'll see the old JB, smiling uncontrollably the whole conversation with you, his eyes sparkling like fairy lights as he drinks up every dumb story you tell him.

"No, keep talking, I just want to hear your voice."

Jackson:

I feel like Jackson is the type of guy to go visit you every free day he has, even if it means flying for 13 hours for a 5 hour meeting with you, even if it means cramming all the recording and writing he has to do in the few spare hours on the plane, even if it means being absolutely exhausted before coming back to another concert only a day after. Jackson literally couldn't care less, he has the opportunity to do it, so of course he'll go meet you, it's worth everything. But if for some reason he can't fly to see you, he'll be super whiny about it, complaining to the members the whole day about how much he wants to see you. He'll also make sure to buy you souvenirs from every place they visit, because he just thinks about you all the time and everything cute reminds him of you, so that explains how he comes back from tour with two suitcases filled with little nick-nacks he thought you'll like.

"Look how small and adorable it is! It reminded me of you, so I had to buy it."

Jinyoung:

I feel like Jinyoung is the type to deny how much he misses you, glaring at the other members when they laugh at how he checks his phone every few minutes, hoping to see texts from you. Your boyfriend will probably not want to admit just how much he wants you back in his arms, thinking that saying it out loud will only hurt more. So he'll distract himself instead, practicing till late at night and recording the same chorus seven times so he won't have to think about the person he wants here so dearly. The only time it'll slip out is when he's preforming, staring at the thousands of faces in front of him, and wondering how is it possible that among all these people, you're not here. He'll probably spend a good amount of time after the show staring at pictures of you in his phone, before deciding to call you, ignoring the fact that he's exhausted and sweaty.

"Hey princess, I just thought I'd check if you're awake..."

Youngjae:

Youngjae is the kind of boyfriend to take your absence rather hard, without even realizing how much it affects him. He's just so used to holding you in his arms, to laughing with you, to seeing your face first thing in the morning. He'll deal with his sadness by talking to you whenever he can, he'll have your whole weekly routine planned out, so the second he knows the two of you are free, he's already pressing the phone to his ear, jumping in place with unconcealed excitement. He'll also try to make you feel as if you're right there beside him, sending you recordings of whatever song he was working on right now, or videos of the members fooling around during rehearsal. But despite all this, he still has bad days, where he simply wants to hide in his bed and do nothing but cry and stare at selfies of the two of you.

"Jinyoung hyung and Yugyeom, say hello to Y/N~~ We miss you so much, jagi~~"

Bambam:

Bambam is the kind to bombard your phone with meaningless texts all day, no matter the hour, just because he misses you, but also the type to not answer his phone when you call because he's so busy rehearsing choreography or getting some well-deserved beauty sleep. I think Bambam himself will be surprised by how much he misses you, and he'll probably complain to Yugyeom about seeing your face everywhere and how it's distracting him from having fun during the tour. I can see him face-timing you at the most random times and just talking non-stop, trying his best to fit all the time he's been away in the video call, and when he's done, he'll probably spend another hour just watching you walk around the apartment and get your studies done or whatever, not ending the call until he falls asleep or he needs to go.

"And you won't believe what Jackson did yesterday during the concert-"

Yugyeom:

Yugyeom will try his best to take his mind off of you, filling his whole day up to the brim so he won't have to deal with depressing thoughts about your lips, your pretty eyes, your soft giggles- But the second he collapses on the hotel bed, ready to go to sleep after working non-stop, he opens his phone to see his lockscreen- a selfie of the two of you- and his heart burns in his chest. He'll call on the spot, and you'll spend hours talking, going over every possible topic and repeating the same sentences just so you won't have to hang up, but when he starts to get sleepy, your boyfriend won't be able to help the way he whines into the small device, gripping it tightly as if it'll transport you here, into his arms, where you belong.

"Y/N, I need you here, I miss you so much, baby~"

ATEEZ when you're on your period:

Seonghwa:

Honestly, this is Seonghwa's time to shine. I see him as such a caring, attentive boyfriend. The kind that'll track your periods and will probably know that they're coming before you do lol, so don't be surprised when everything you need is already at your apartment a week before, from tampons, to chocolates, to heating pads. Not only that, but this cutie will also be super patient and understanding, giving you all the space you need when you're moody, and of course happily giving you as much cuddles as you need when you feel emotional or just in need of some affection. But don't get him wrong, he will not let you get away with skipping breakfast or talking bad about yourself. Basically, you've got nothing to worry about when it comes to your menstrual cycle, Seonghwa already planned everything to the smallest detail.

"Here's you favorite chocolate bar, babe, and also your favorite stuffed animal. And I made you a warm bath, I know you always get cramps during the first day."

Hongjoong:

Hongjoong is definitely the type of guy to be sort of clueless the first time he sees you in your apartment, wrapped in twenty blankets and surrounded by chocolate wrappers. But after you timidly ask him if he can go buy you some more tampons/pads, he'll mentally face-palm himself for not understanding sooner, before rushing to the supermarket, determined to make you feel better. He's that boyfriend who gets lost in the feminine care aisle and ends up buying one of each kind because he had no idea what's the difference between all these colors and package sizes lmao. But he'll also be super sweet, lingering around you to the point it gets irritating, because he just wants to be there when you need something, and offering as much kisses and cuddles as you like, because according to him, hugs fix everything uwu.

"Why are there so much types of pads??? Aren't periods the same thing for all women??"

Yunho:

Aww, this boy is shy shy shy. I feel like Yunho will turn fifty shades of red when you ask him to buy you some tampons and painkillers on his way back from work uwu. But he'll want to appear like a dependent boyfriend, so he'll swallow down his nerves and go buy you everything you need, even if he'll remember an hour after he enters the supermarket that he has absolutely no idea what to buy and he needs to call you so you can help him differentiate between all the brands and types lmao. I can also see Yunho being the kind of guy to look online for 'remedies for period cramps' or 'how to pass that time of the month', and just randomly throw suggestions in the air when you're moody or in pain until you shut him up and the both of you settle down for a cuddle session lmao.

"Do you want to do yoga with me? I heard that it helps increase the blood flow and reduces period cramps."

Yeosang:

Yeosang will be that one protective boyfriend uwu. I can see him being so bothered whenever he sees you sad or annoyed, he'd fight those stupid cramps of yours if he could lmao. He'll buy so much chocolates, put on a movie to distract you, wrap you in heating pads and he'll also give you a massage, anything to see you comfortable and content. Even if you ask him to leave you alone, he'll stick around, not being able to let you suffer alone uwu. Will probably make you cry because he's just so sweet and who did you save in your past life to deserve an angel like him? But don't worry, he'll be there to console you and cheer you up with kisses and hugs, no matter how silly you think you are.

"Y/N, why are you crying? Shh, I'm right here, baby, I don't want to see anything but a smile on your face, okay?"

San:

This baby will baby the hell out of you. San has absolutely no problem running to the nearest store to buy you anything you need, no matter the hour or the absurdity of it. I can see him as the type to cling to you the whole time you're on your period, and he'll definitely use this time of the month to spend every moment he can with you, preferably cuddling in bed with his plushies. This sweetie will be so understanding when you get mood swings, listening to you ramble about the stupidest things and cooing at you when you cry over an animated movie lol. He'll also massage you when you get cramps and feed you ice cream and sing you lullabies and just be the perfect boyfriend in general uwu.

"Babyy~~ stop cuddling with that plushie and hug your boyfriend instead~" *pouting intensifies*

Mingi:

Another flustered baby to add to the list uwu. Mingi is going to be so lost and helpless when you tell him that you're having period cramps. I think he might be the type of dude to call his mom and ask her what helps a girl on her period lol. I don't think Mingi will necessarily be clingy, but he'll definitely stop whatever he's doing whenever you want the smallest thing, not complaining once, even when he has to massage your abdomen for the fifth time in four hours. His naturally innocent and happy behaviour will distract you from the pain and the mood swings, even on your worst periods, and he'll try his best to keep you smiling and calm, humming to you as he cards his fingers through your hair gently.

"Did you order another massage, my lady? Song Mingi is here to make the pain go away!"

Wooyoung:

I can definitely see Woo being the type of boyfriend to cheer you up by being his goofy self and making you laugh so much lmao. The second you'll tell your boyfriend that the time has come, he's already on your way to your apartment with loads of snacks and sweets (it's his excuse to finally end that diet lol). Wooyoung won't let you even think about the pain, immediately putting on a movie and getting the two of you blankets and pillows before collapsing onto the sofa with you in his arms. The two of you will probably just goof around, but if you do get sad, Wooyoung won't hesitate to kiss away all of your tears, encouraging you to let it all out uwu.

"It's okay, sweetie, cry as much as you need. I'm right here with you."

Jongho:

Even though he is the maknae of the group, I feel like Jongho will be the most unbothered one, at least from the outside, probably because he doesn't want you to feel embarrassed about your periods. He just wants you to feel as comfortable as possible uwu. I can see Jongho as the kind of boyfriend to do whatever you ask him without questions, and also as the type to have everything ready beforehand, no matter how weird and uncommon it may be lol. But I also think that this baby boy will get quite awkward and helpless if you start crying for no reason, pulling you into a gentle hug and just standing there with his mind racing, not knowing what to do lol. Also, if you cuddle him super close, he'll turn all blushy and embarrassed and will probably bury your head in his chest so you won't see uwu.

"Why are you looking at me like that? It makes sense that you'll want to eat pickled radish, that's why I bought it."

Stray Kids reaction to you back hugging them:

Bang Chan:

Chan loves all types of affection, especially when they come from you, but there was something about backhugs that made them even more precious. It'll probably happen a few weeks before a comeback, when your boyfriend looks constantly stressed and sleep-deprived, his blonde hair a mess and his brown eyes sporting dark circles underneath. The second you'll wrap you arms around his shoulders, leaning your chin on top of his head, he'll sigh happily, his body sinking into the revolving chair, and his hands will come up to grab your wrist, stroking your soft skin absentmindedly, as if to ground himself, and the two of you will spend the next few minutes in peaceful silence.

Minho:

Minho is the type to tease you a lot, especially when it comes to how cuddly and affectionate you are, but it's just his way of showing love, and he absolutely adores how you cling to him and coddle him. Your boyfriend is probably busy downing water in large, desperate gulps after practicing the band's newest song for an hour straight when you come up to him, gingerly wrapping your hands around his slim waist. Minho will jump, his water bottle almost slipping from his hands before he manages to retrieve it, and he'll turn around to look at you, a frown on his face as he scolds you for scaring him, but he'll still wrap his own arms around you, playfully rubbing his sweaty forehead against your neck, until you whine and push him away.

Changbin:

We all know Changbin is the hard outside, soft inside type of guy, always trying to hide just how whipped he is for you, and failing at it completely. Since backhugs are one of your most deadliest moves, you usually use it on your boyfriend when he is mad at you, for instance when you constantly tease him for being small and cute despite his constant attempts to seem manly and tall. Binnie will face away from you on the bed, scrolling through his phone with a frown when he'll feel you press against his back, your pout clearly felt against his neck as you kiss the soft skin as an apology, and he can't help but a crack a smile at your cuteness, eventually turning around to press a sweet, loving kiss to your lips.

Hyunjin:

Hyunjin is more shy and reserved when it comes to physical affection with you, the tips of his ears constantly coloring as well as his cheeks whenever you're attention is focused on him, but he still loves it no matter how red it makes him. The two of you are probably just walking down the street, swinging your interlocked hands like two children, when you suddenly release Hyunjin, making him frown in confusion before you trap him in a tight backhug, his arms held underneath yours. Your boyfriend won't be able to help the chuckles leaving his throat when the two of you waddle down the sidewalk, hardly immobile, and he'll complain lightly about how hard it is to move, but it's hardly convincing with the sweet giggles leaving his lips.

Jisung:

Han is such a sweetheart honestly, always looking for ways to touch you and for you to touch him, whether it's hugging, hand-holding, hair-playing, and also back-hugging a lot, with Jisung usually being the one to initiate it, so when you do it, he always gets excited. Your boyfriend will just be on his phone in the kitchen, leaning against the counter lazily, when you come up behind him on your way to get a cup of water, wrapping your arms around him tightly and pressing your cheek to the expanse of his broad back. Han will immediately smile like a child, his heart beating in his chest as he wraps his own arms around yours, and he won't let you move anywhere for a while, whining whenever you try to move away.

Felix:

Felix is kind of person who naturally thrives off of physical affection from his loved ones, and he considers it a very important aspect in any relationship, especially yours. The two of you are making brownies in the kitchen, the whole area around you looking absolutely disgusting, egg shells and flour coating the floor, and your boyfriend is starting to clean up, tiredly dragging his legs over to the broom by your apartment door when you collapse on him, wrapping your arms around his waist to steady yourself. Felix will let you lean on him, dropping his own head backwards to lay on your lean shoulder, and the two of you will stay like that for a few minutes, trying to restore your energy and also contemplating life at the sight of the chaos you made.

Seungmin:

Seungmin is constantly singing around the house, whether he's practicing or just humming songs he's been hearing recently, and whenever you hear your boyfriend sing you can't help but stop whatever you're doing and admire his angelic voice. Right now for instance, you're standing outside your bedroom door, watching as Seungmin sings to himself softly, brushing his long, auburn hair in front of the mirror. You don't hesitate to walk straight to your lover, wrapping your arms around him and making him stop in the middle of a sentence, a shy smile creeping on his face when you demand him to continue, still holding him tightly as you press a loving kiss to his back, and Seungmin will agree, his cheeks rosy red as he finishes the song.

Jeongin:

Jeongin is in charge of the food in your relationship, always giving a bowl of steaming noodles or a carefully-made sandwich with a fond kiss to your cheek, and that's exactly what he was doing now, making the two of you ramen for dinner, when you come up to him, drawn to the kitchen by the amazing smell slowly filling the house. You'll wrap your arms around your boyfriend, feeling the way I.N tenses under your arms, slightly shocked by the display of affection. He'll try to play it cool, but he'll be so out of focus he'll eventually push you away gently, stuttering about how hot it is in the room and how he can't focus on the food, but the blush covering his fair skin and the lack of eye contact will tell the truth.

BTS when you catch them staring at you:

Seokjin:

"Yoongi, can you pass me the salt?", you turn to ask the mint-haired man sitting beside you, flashing him a grateful smile when he reaches over the table with his longer arm, easily grabbing the metallic container and heading it to you.

You continue eating, talking with the members of BTS and laughing at their crackhead behaviour, when you feel that tingling sensation people have when someone stares at them.

Moving your gaze from a pink-haired Jimin, who's enthusiastically telling a story about how he won Jungkook in wrestling, to Jin who's sitting in front of you, you find your boyfriend staring at you with a sparkling eyes, his eyebrows raising slightly when your eyes meet.

You blush when you realize he's been staring at you, and your cheeks turn even redder when a mischevious smirk surfaces Seokjin's full, pink lips, before he winks at you and sends you a kiss, his shameless behaviour making you chuckle fondly and shake your head.

Yoongi:

"Why isn't this working?", you whine, hitting the obnoxious keyboard with your left hand as you stare with irritation at the indifferent screen, a picture of you and Yoongi from that evening when you were both drunk, your boyfriend pressing a seemingly-wet kiss to your cheek, while you smile widely at the blurry front camera.

You sigh, letting your head fall back to rest on the comfortable rotating chair Yoongi brought for you when you started studying at Seoul's University, before moving your head to the side, ready to call your boyfriend, only to find him leaning against the doorway, hands tucked in his gray fila sweatpants and a fond look in his eyes.

"You've been here this whole time?!", you try to sound demanding, but your voice comes out slightly weak and whiny as your boyfriend continues to stare at you, not even pretending to be doing anything else as his lips tilt into a small smirk, and he rolls his shoulders backwards before walking towards you, his black hair barely hiding the mischevious glint in your eyes as he comes to help you.

Hoseok:

You stare at yourself in the mirror, tugging slightly at the hems of the tight red dress you were trying on, slightly dissatisfied by the way the garment sits on your lithe form, when your eyes travel up from your reflection to the face of your boyfriend, who's staring at you from his spot on the couch.

You can't help but chuckle fondly when you see Hoseok's face, his slightly open mouth, dark brown eyes wide and the admiration flooding his features all making you feel warm inside, your heart doing flips in your chest as you turn to look at your boyfriend with a sly smile.

"What do you think?", you ask with fake innocence, watching with laughter-filled eyes as Hoseok comes out of his trance, blinking rapidly before he nods at you, not even bothering to answer you verbally, his aggressive movements making you laugh once again at his cuteness as you go back to the changing room, having decided to buy the dress.

Namjoon:

Your hum when you add some more black pepper to the simmering meat in the black steel pan, breathing in the delicious smell of the slowly-cooking dinner deeply, your humming intensifying into soft singing as you decide you like the way your amateur cooking turned out.

A sudden crash from beside you makes you turn around, slightly surprised when you see Namjoon's eyes snap from your face to the floor, his brown orbs fixating on the broken glass of water on your now-wet parquet with confusion.

"Oops", your boyfriend mumbles after a second of silence, sheepishly rubbing the back of his neck as he tries to look anywhere but at your amused features, before running off to the living room, mumbling something like 'I should clean that up...', and you can't help but smile to yourself when you understand Namjoon was staring at you so hard, he managed to knock the cup of water off the counter.

Jimin:

You brush away the golden strand of hair framing Jimin's face, your eyebrows knitted in concentration and bottom lip tucked between your teeth as you fix all the flaws in Jimin's outfit only you can see.

Sighing, you brush away the invisible specks of dust on Jimin's suit, straightening his sleek black tie and readjusting his matching jacket before raising your head, your breath getting caught in your throat when you catch the fond look in your boyfriend's caramel eyes.

"Is there something on my face?", you ask, feeling embarrassed as you slide a hesitating hand down your soft cheek, before sending your lover another confused look, the older responding by sending you a sweet smile, his eyes fleeting to the floor.

"No, you're just beautiful.", Jimin mumbles, his cheeks growing red along with yours, and you bite your lip, feeling your heart expand at the sound of your boyfriend's honest compliment, the two of you blushing like a couple of inexperienced teenagers.

Taehyung:

The attractive young man on the screen swoops down to save the pretty woman without hesitation, his strong arms flexing as he clambers down the five-story building with ease, and your popcorn-filled hand freezes on its way to your mouth, your eyes wide as you stare at the scene unfolding in front of you.

You don't even realize that Taehyung is literally burning holes in your nape until the credits roll around, darkness filling the living room once again, and you look up at your boyfriend, meeting his warm brown eyes already directed towards you, deep and intense with love and admiration.

Taehyung doesn't even try to pretend he wasn't staring at you, instead choosing to tug your closer with the strong hand wrapped around your slim waist, and there's a faint smile pulling up the corners of his lips when a soft blush surfaces your round cheeks. And then he's leaning down to kiss you, warm and familiar like the sun that rises and sets everyday.

Jungkook:

You wake up to rays of sunshine filtering through the window of your bedroom, the familiar heat of Jungkook's arms wrapped around your lithe body, comforting and peaceful, and the smell of pine trees and vanilla, a scent so entirely Jungkook.

Your eyes flicker open slowly, just enough to catch sight of your boyfriend's beautiful face, his dark hair still messy, soft skin slightly puffy from sleep, and a twinkling galaxy shining in his big, doe eyes as he stares at you with a look so intensely loving, it takes all the breath away from your lungs.

"Good morning", you mumble out, your voice still hoarse and deep from sleep, and Jungkook seems to snap out of his trance, his dark eyes immediately lowering as he clears his throat, before looking back up, a soft blush dusting his cheeks and a gentle smile curving his pink lips, and he leans down to peck your cheek. "Good morning, baby."