Today Was My First Time Posting Fma Fics Second Year Anniversary. It Saddens Me That This Year I Haven't

Today was my first time posting fma fics second year anniversary. It saddens me that this year I haven't been able to write as much as I used to- not because of life- but because I can't. My brain can't work with me when it comes to writing.

January was spent on writing a chapter for “ took my kids take my fire.” fic, which took a lot of energy to do since that fic has been draining to write as of late- as much as I love it and it is so dear to me, it has been hard putting out new chapters for it.

When I posted that it was in January the 24th, I started two birthday fics for Ed’s birthday- due to me joining in few completions for the clubs I am in in real life, I wasn't able to write and finish Ed’s fics.

I fell ill after that, on February 12th to be exact my health worsened all of a sudden, and I was admitted to the hospital on February the 15th. Spent 4 days there and I was just so drained when I came back home.

The rest of February, and the whole part of March I wasn't able to think of any ideas, the writer's block was so severe. Reading and writing was a hard thing for me to do. Especially parental fics ( be it parental Roy, Riza, Reigen or Loid) for some unknown reason. Then I tried doing something for Roy’s birthday fic but now it is sitting in my drafts and I only wrote like a couple of lines in it. Around Roy’s birthday I had a fallout with a close friend of mine and that fall out left me super confused and also, drained. Unable to really do anything.

Today tho. I was able to start writing a fic for my anniversary. God, I was able to think of an idea, and start writing it. And actually making paragraphs that made sense! I wasn't able to finish it since today was busy - the good kind of busy - but… I feel like I finally made it!

Point of this post I guess is that hey, I am alive, working on art for some big projects and I am going through some tough things in life and being your busy girl. Fics will come, and they might be less than 2023, but I promise, I will try my best to post some things soon

Just yea, thank you for reading my rambles, hehe, have a good day 🫶🏻❤️ love ya, and trust me, when it feels dark and not ending, it will end and you will be free

can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.

“ the lion is asleep, hush. The deer is asleep, hush. dino is asleep, hush. Sleep baby sleep.”

Roy’s soft voice rang in the sweet room that he and his major stayed in. He smiled as he felt the boy lean completely on him, resting his head on his shoulder, sound asleep.

HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS TO THE LOVELY @user-needs-a-username

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Wahooo!! Have the best day, and the best year ever! I wish you all of the best ( which includes but not limited to always having your bed at the right temperature, no bad hair days, and your snack is ready at the times you want it and that your new show is good as you want it! ) I hope your year is filled with Joy and great health and love 💖💖

AHH love ya ( and I hope you love your gift 🫂🫂)

*another version because yes heh*

This art

This art!

Again

THIS ART OH MY GOD!!!???

The pose, the coloring, the soft emotional hug my heart 😭 your art is so pretty I am in love! So in love 😭💖💖💖 you are very talented

Wah it is so pretty!

okay okay okay

How about…. Hospital hug ✨ like, Roy or Ed one of them is injured and the other is there and they hug?

I didn't forget... But I did...

I drew this and forgot to post it. 😅

I really hope you like it because I really loved making it and that many other variations that came before this one.

Factssss

Yes, I'm here for Zutara. No one can change my mind. I've been shipping them since I was a kid, long before I knew about shipping and fandom. When I re-watch ATLA, I shipping them even more. When I watch Zutarian art and video, I shipping them even more. When I read Zutarian meta, fanfic, or headcanon, I shipping them even more. Even when I read canon shipper points, I still love and shipping Zutara even harder. I mean, just look at their chemistry! And some people still denying.

Obsessed with this au 🥹🥹🥹

Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara

They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them

But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd

The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>