Imagine Being Emotional
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can I request a charac using reader who has a crush on them for their own benefits. while reader is left to wonder why chrc acts like a stranger to reader in public. eventually confronting chrc and them brushing it off as not noticing, being too busy. until reader eavesdropped to a convo with chrc's friend abt chrc just using reader. and reader leaves and ignores chrc for a while and chrc slowly starts missing reader's presence, only to see reader with someone else and confronting reader about it. of course charac won't get the happy ending đ
(preferably scara, or childe-- if u write for him.)
feel free to ignore, I think I haven't expressed my req properly đđ.
also can I be đ§ïž anon ? :>
thanks đ§ïž anon for the request ^^ i hope you enjoy!

not your pet, anymore
scaramouche x reader
warnings: angst, arguments, insults, suggestive mentions

âyou love me, right?â
âof course i do, scara. you mean so much to me.â you whispered, fingers running through his hair as he leaned against you. his thick eyelashes fluttered shut, hand on his chest as he lay against you.
the biting cold of fall couldnât compare to the warmth you two shared, huddled together like this. his cheeks still tinted pink from the cold air, hands cold to the touch, it was just the way you liked him to be. cold enough for him to want to sit close to you and warm up.
touches were not a regular occurrence for scaramouche, he was normally dismissive, claiming he hated the closeness of skin on skin contact. but that wasnât said when heâd tug at the end of your sweater, asking if he could feel more of your warmth. soft pants escaping your lips, his cold hands wandering, bodies on the cold floor of his bedroom. thatâs how youâd spend your days after school.
but this time, with your hair sticking to your sweaty forehead as you finished up some of scaramoucheâs homework he had passed on to you, something felt different. he was glued to his phone, an unusual smile gracing his lips as his thumbs danced across the device. you frowned, putting down your pen as you watched his face pull up in expressions you had rarely seen.
âwhoâre you talking to scara?â
ânone of your business, (y/n).â he snapped, the smile he had been wearing for a few minutes dropping as his head snapped up to look at you. he sighed dramatically, getting up from the floor as he placed his phone down next to your hand, his face inches away from you.
âso damn nosy (y/n), when you should be doing my essay. are you bored? should i give you more work? or maybe i should let you suck me off, put your mouth to use. i think i like you better when youâre stuffing me in than anything youâve ever said, anyway.â he sneered, enjoying the silence from you. a slight movement from you caused annoyance to bubbled up inside of him, his face unable to hide that itching feeling.
âyou know, if you werenât like this iâd be nicer to you, hell, maybe iâd love you. fat chance of that happening, i hate you most of the time. the only time i like your mouth open is when youâre making those pretty sounds for me, anything else is just muck.
whyâre you so quiet, huh? are you gonna run off to your friends again? tell them how horrible i am? you think someone like collei will bother with you after you tell her what you do in here with me? how you open yourself to me? after swearing to her youâre done with me? youâre fucking something, (y/n). honestly, iâm getting sick of you. can you get the fuck out now?â
scaramoucheâs phone buzzes, screen lighting up with a new text message. the both of you glance to it at the same time before he snatches it up, typing away a response as you gather your things without a word. biting your tongue was easier said then done, but you knew the argument would be worse if you said anything to him at all.
with a gentle click of scaramoucheâs door, hours had gone by since you made your way home. a warm shower to rid of the nagging feeling at the pit of your stomach, along with the stickiness scaramouche had left you. you werenât enjoying this, not one bit.
you figured youâd talk to him tomorrow in class, apologize for your inconveniences to him, and have it return to how it usually was after a fight. if you could call it one.
what you didnât expect was to see scaramouche sitting by the green haired girl, haypasia, his usual seat empty as they sat side by side. quietly setting your things down, you still thought to say good morning to him, as a sign of peace.
standing from your seat, you meekly stood in front of him, hands wringing in front of you nervously. âgood morning scara, and haypasia, i was wondering ifââ
scaramouche never looked at you the whole time you were standing in front of him, his eyes glued on haypasia as her eyes bore into yours. a bitter smirk on haypasiaâs face as she waved you off, scaramouche rolling his eyes before continuing whatever conversation they were having before you interrupted him.
a pain started to form in your chest. that nauseating prick that youâd feel every time you knew scaramouche was fooling around with other girls. cold sweat was all you felt as class droned on, your eyes never leaving the back of scaramoucheâs head as his hand would slip underneath haypasiaâs desk, sliding her pieces of paper that she would giggle at or turn red to after reading.
why is he being like this? should you have said something yesterday? would the satisfaction of knowing he practically owned you satisfy him enough to not be like this? these thoughts ran through your head until it was time for lunch, that bell being something of a savior as you were freed from seeing him there with her.
childeâs loud laughs caught your attention as he stood with kazuha, an anxious look on the white haired boys face as his eyes locked with yours for a moment. âi mean, just look at her! everyone knows scara is just using her. i heard, heâs been sleeping with (y/n) so heâs good enough to do it with that other girl, whatever her name is. you know her, right kazuha? whatdya think? did you get a piece of her yet too? or is it just scara sinking his claws in her, and something else!â
kazuhaâs nervous laugh as childe punched his arm spoke volumes as you stood up, clutching the strap of your bag. kazuha noticed the tears in your eyes as you ran out of the classroom, you had heard every word that came out of childeâs mouth. excusing himself, he ran after you, his soft taps of his feet on the floor in comparison to your loud, cluttered footsteps.
scaramouche heard about this from childe, his demeanor changing once childe gave him the details on how kazuha ran after you. he didnât know why it bothered him, but it did. no one else should be acknowledging his pet, the one that was so compliant and listened to everything he asked of you.
thatâs how he saw you, and thatâs all you were to him. right? that egging feeling in his chest as his messages to you were now left on seen more often than not. your cat keychain you hung on your bag that âreminded you of himâ being replaced by a charm of a maple leaf, the same one kazuha had on his bag.
it bothered him. and he didnât try to hide it. every time youâd sit next to kazuha instead of him, heâd grumble under his breath. a part of him ached to see you bare on his bedroom floor again, your fingers running through his hair, your gentle kisses on his forehead when youâd put him to bed when he was in a foul mood. he actually missed you.
but why were you so distant now? surely kazuha wasnât giving you something he wasnât, right? he couldnât. youâd always declared your loyalty to scaramouche, never once breaking it.
then why did you admit you were in love with kazuha? your hands together in front of scaramouche as he scoffs, taking you by the wrist the second those words left your mouth.
âcome again? i think i misheard you (y/n). you said you were in love with me just last month. so how do you even think you have feelings for that poet?â his voice wavered, eyes scanning across your face for a sign, a hint of remorse or love that you once held for him.
you shake your head, taking your hand away from scaramoucheâs grip but he tightens it anyway. his eyes bore into yours, begging, pleading for it not to be true. for you to laugh it off and say you were kidding.
âheâs.. kind. itâs unlike something iâve had before, and.. it feels good. it feels good to be wanted, scara. something i never felt with you.â
âsomething i never felt with youâ, those words rung in his head as he laughs loudly, fat tears spilling as he pulls you into his chest. your hands going to push him away as he holds you tightly, laughing through his tears.
âyou promised me (y/n), you promised youâd stay. you said youâd stay with me forever, love me forever! please donât be like them, please donât let that be a lie.â
âlet me go, scara. please.â you whispered, feeling him shake his head as his hands tighten around you.
ân-no, no.. i canât lose you too. archons, i canât. what did childe say (y/n)? i promise he didnât mean it, whatever he said isnât true! i swear.. letâs just, go back to how it used to be, yeah? you can come over like you used to and- and we just donât have to have sex. we can do things you like! i swear.. so please..â
his tears had rolled down, coating your neck as he wept. youâd never seen him in such a desperate state. his eyes looking into yours for a hint of what used to be there for him, but there wasnât. more tears rolled down his cheeks as he let you go. he had fucked up. again. and this time he lost you, the one thing he never thought heâd lose.
âiâm sorry, scara. iâve moved on. i think you have too with haypasia, youâll be okay.â you say before picking up your bag, leaving him standing there with a wreck of feelings in his chest.
âyouâre just like the rest.â he spat under his breath, harshly wiping at his eyes as the tears continued to flow. a hateful sentence meant to comfort no one but himself. he knew you werenât at fault for it, he knew one day youâd want something more of him, something heâd be reluctant to give you. the day you finally escaped the clutches of the toxic relationship he had given you, the same day he had deemed the end of his new beginning.
âi never got my forever with you, like you promised. i canât apologize for hating you for it.â

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THEY'RE SO FRUITY I SERIOUSLY CAN NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE OH MY GOD
LAUFEY REAL
"FROM THE START!"
SAE ITOSHI X READER !
GENDER NEUTRAL!
warnings : sae being a cutie patootie

From the day Sae arrived in Spain, it was not going well. He had just met up with his competitors in the Royal Madrid club and he had felt absolutely, utterly defeated. There was no way he was going to become the world's best striker. It was out of reach, for a nobody like him.
Not even in academics can Sae outshine them. Although it was obvious that he clearly wanted to at least try to best them in something, not even trigonometry was on his side. In many ways, Sae had already given up on his dreams.
Merely a month has passed and Sae still has not found any sort of joy since coming to Spain. Everyday, even after merciless professors unleashing questions that required at least 18 scholars and 23 trained council leaders at the Agora from Ancient Athens to decipher (his classmates solved it in approximately 0.394 seconds), he also had to face brutal training sessions from his dog-like coach, barking orders at him day after day, week after week. This torture sessions continued on for weeks on end, until Sae could not take it anymore. He just really wanted a break, and just really wanted to see Rin again. Sae shut the door to his apartment, and really, REALLY wish he did not break down in his paper-thin dorm walls. That all went down the drain when he turned his phone on and saw Rin, 5 year old Rin, smiling back at him. Soon, one tears turned to two, two turned to three, and three turned to many. Itoshi Sae, Japan's child prodigy, the treasure of Japanese Football, was having a mental breakdown in his dorm room in Spain.
Who would be the knight in shining armor to save his day?
...You, of course. This wouldn't be a Sae x reader fanfic if it weren't you.
Kind-hearted you living next door overheard his sobbing and got worried. Who would be crying at 6.50 pm in the night? You were tired from studying about the law from the Roman Empire anyways, and thought you deserved a break from the mind boggling questions posed to you. (Seriously, who asks people to find the cause of the downfall of Rome? As a LAW STUDENT?)
So, you did only what your tired mind could think of. Bake some cookies for your neighbour. Do you have all the ingredients? Yes, since you bought them on a whim, albeit losing the motivation to bake immediately. You got up from your chair and decided to head to your kitchen. (LET HIM COOK đ„đ„đ„)
Although the cupcakes were baked on a whim, you can't deny that the sweet strawberry scent was in fact, quite convincing that this cupcake was most definitely one of the best things you've baked in a while (being a law student doesn't really allow for leisure activities..), and it did help get your mind off the excruciatingly painful essay questions anyways. Now, all you have to do it just pass it to him. Easy, right?
The doorbell rang once. Twice. Thrice, and you hear heavy footsteps trudging to the door. You took a deep breath as you hear the door handle turn, and tired eyes glanced at the cupcakes in your hand before turning towards you. All you could do was give an awkward smile to the eyes, covered by the bangs and looking absolutely demolished. "Um, You...sounded like you weren't having the best of days. You, um, do you want a cupcake?" A deafening silence fills the room. "Okay. Thanks." Sae gives a small smile. An approval.
You and Sae's "neighbourliness" got closer and closer, until Sae and you actually were considered best friends. Best friends that attended everything together, from Sae's soccer matches to your court proceedings, and even Sae following you to every frat house party (in the breaks given, of course.) to ensure that nobody dares to even come one inch closer to you when you're intoxicated.
It was actuallg at this particular party when you realised your true feelings for Sae. And that's when you're sober, so you REALLY know it's real. The realisation hits you when you come back from the toilet to see Sae pushing someone away approaching your drink with a ... something in hand. They were then engaged in an argument, and then, Sae just...slapped him. It was like everything happened in a flash, but the constant increase in your heartbeats sing a different song. Sae eventually was so done with the guy he went upstairs, dragged your arm and found a quiet place to sit at to calm down.
"...fucker. What a bitch. Can't believe he would even think I would let him touch that." Sae kept grumbling and mumbling about it, but your mind was only focus on how his long lashes fluttered when he batted his eyelids, or how he crumples his cup in rage when bitching about that guy.
For you. For you, for you, for you, for you, for you-
Thoughts were swarming your head right now, and Sae, seeing the distressed look on your face, got worried for you.
"You kay?" Sae's worried voice asked.
"Y-yeah, thanks." You meekly reply.
The music from the party slowly drowns out. The Spotify playlist that Sae made (for you too, by the way) was all you could hear beside the blood rush in your ears.
"Mmn, this song is good." Sae commented.
Have to get this off my chest, I'm telling you today..
"Sae, can I tell you something?" You raised up.
"Hm? What's up?" Sae questioned, his eyebrows raising.
That when I talk to you, oh, Cupid walks right through, and shoots an arrow through my heart..!
"Promise, PROMISE, you won't laugh?" You had to make sure. It's gonna be very extremely embarrassing if he does.
"What's got ya so worked up? I won't, I promise!" Sae ruffed up your hair adoringly.
And I sound like a loon, but don't you feel it too?
"Well, I-" You hesitated. Will he reciprocate your feelings? What if he doesn't and finds you annoying? What if he didn't even like you as a friend? What if-
"Hey, you're off again. What did you want to say?" Sae's voice takes on a sterner tone, concern etched all over his face for you.
"Well, I confess I loved you from the start.."
You have never seen Sae's face so red before.
RARARRSRARARAARARARARRARARARARARARARARARARARARARRAS4RARAR



stardance - prince!sae x knight!reader
a fic for a trade with the lovely @saenora <33
cw: 2.5k words, gn!reader, hurt comfort, sae is pretty rude (to reader), mild descriptions of violence, there's a failed assassination but no blood or serious injury

When the palace walls and kingâs carriages proved at last too confining for the eldest prince of the Itoshi family, Sae was assigned a knight of his own. A soldier to fend off the creatures of the forests; to discourage burglars with a glare and blade; to guard a door in a palace so thoroughly guarded that at times even visitors struggled to enter. In his mind, his guard was an excessive layer of protection for an already coddled son, another attempt to shelter him from the kingdom he would one day come to rule.
But mostly, his guard was a nuisance.Â
âWith all due respect, your highness, just how long do you plan to look through these historical tomes that - if I may remind you - your fatherâs library already has.â
At the mere sound of your voice, he stopped flipping through the large volume in front of him. It wasnât the one he wanted anyways, and neither were the twenty others the bookshop owner had presented him with. An honor to help the prince with his studies? Hah. If only the fools had what I needed. With a frustrated sigh, he motioned to leave in search of yet another shop.
âIâll look until one of these shops has what I need.â He hardly looked back as he began making his way to the next bookstore. Technically, he was supposed to let you walk in front, parting the crowds around their crown, but in the near-empty twilight streets, he set a pace brisk enough to discourage anyone wishing to follow him, his guard included. For a moment, as the stars began to rise, he could forget.
Though peace of mind could never never last long. âYour Highness, itâs too late for you to be out. You know as well as I do that your father doesnât like you being out in the city late, especially not on some wild goose chase for a history book that might not even exist.â
Sae knew that he should be returning to the palace. But in those grand halls, he couldnât forget, not even for a moment. It was always someone or someone else pestering about something he couldnât bring himself to care about. Courtship. Parties. Foreign gossip. Meaningless awards. Petty disputes between lords. His brother. His blasted annoying guard.
âReally, your highness, what even is it that youâre looking for?â You continued, beginning to get impatient. âPrimary sources from the Cretaceous period? Because, I hate to break it to you, but crabs canât write.âÂ
Against his better judgment, Sae nearly chuckled at that remark. Nearly.Â

At this point, you didnât know if Sae genuinely hated you or if his tendency towards bitter words was an overdramatized facade. Though whichever it was, it was slowly slipping further toward loathing as you urged him out of the library. It was a war of his stubbornness against your orders, and though the kingâs own word should always win, it never seemed to.
Worn down by tiredness and the convoluted organization of his fatherâs library, Sae snapped. Once more you tried to convince him to leave and he turned sharply to face you, eyes darkened. Whatever curious stars had once been behind them had died out, leaving only the aquamarine void.
âJust leave me.âÂ
So this is how heâs playing this. You pulled out his chair, a not-so-subtle sign that it was time to leave, regardless of what he thought. âYour Highness, Iâm strictly forbidden from leaving you. Iâll escort you to your room now.â
âIâll get to my room on my own,â He muttered, waving you off, âOne of the sentries can take me if they see me.â
âSae. Youâve had a long night, itâs time for you to sleep. You can find your books on a clear head in the morning.â There was a certain firmness in your voice this time - you werenât about to let him ignore you, regardless of the fact that he was above you in rank and had no obligation to listen to you.
âDonât call me that.âÂ
âWhat, your name? I donât answer to you, Iâll call you whatever I like.â
âI outrank you, remember. I donât care if my father ordered you to make me rest, you answer to me, not him.â He refused to turn to you, gripping white-knuckled on the arms of his chair. If he squeezed them any harder, they might break. A normal soldier would stop provoking him now - you should stop provoking him now - but there was no point in shoving the frustration down any further. Sae was insolent, stubborn, lived on his own time, and wouldnât take care of himself. But you would protect him. You swore so on your life and honor. Â
âTheyâre not his orders.â
âThen whose are they?â He seethed, turning to look you in the eyes. Though he couldnât see your face in the dim light, Sae was sure you were grinning smugly, taking some sick satisfaction in watching him snap.Â
âMine.â You stated plainly.
âBlasted nuisance,â Sae huffed, âYou have no authority to give yourself orders. Leave.â
Suddenly he found himself being pulled by the arm, yanked up and out of his chair by a uniformed hand. Electricity prickled down his spine as he was forced to his feet. âI have plenty of authority to care about you and want you to take care of yourself because I know you wouldnât otherwise. With that said, I will be escorting you to your room.â
Without sparing even a moment, you began pulling Sae toward the door. Your grip was far from rough - he could escape easily if he felt like it - but he saw no reason to struggle. He had hardly noticed the fatigue seeping into his body, sapping his strength as the night grew late.

Saeâs knight was an inevitability. A constant. Guaranteed to be somewhere in the vicinity, be it hovering at his shoulder or stationed at a doorway just out of sight. Even as he reclined in his barely lit sitting room, there was no mistaking the uniformed figure lurking in the shadows near the tightly bolted door.
âArenât I safe enough in here? You can leave,â He waved you off halfheartedly, âGet some of that sleep youâve been hounding me incessantly about.â
Your laugh floated over from the dark corner. At least someone had the energy for humor at this hour. âBelieve me, if I werenât under direct orders to stay here until Kento comes to replace me, Iâd be comfortably cuddled up in my bed. Like you should be right now.â
With a sigh, Sae stood from his reading chair and made his way to his bed. He was hardly tired, but pretending to sleep would at least give you peace of mind. The last thing he needed was yet another person overly concerned about his safety, especially not one who was only concerned because it was their job.
Or was it?Â
I have plenty of authority to care about you.Â
Your words echoed in his mind. That hadnât been on his fatherâs orders â none of the insistence that Sae cared for himself had been. It was, startlingly, the first time that concern for his safety had extended past duels and burglars and-
âASSASSIN!!!â
Sae turned his head sharply, watching as a badly illuminated figure entered his room from the moonlit balcony, empty glass bottle in hand. His heart stopped in his chest. His feet wouldnât move. He urged himself to run, to make his way to safety, to make his way toward you. The most he could do was turn and watch you as you charged.
The assassin stepped up behind him. The bottle came crashing down.
The last thing he registered was you running toward him, sword drawn, radiant like starlight incarnate.

âGood morning, your highness. Howâd you sleep?â
Of course, the first thing Sae would hear after coming to consciousness would be his knightâs voice. Classic.
âWhat⊠what happened?â At some point, heâd been moved from the floor to his bed, and the lack of light from outdoors meant it was still night. The only people in the room, as far as he could tell, were him and the knight.
The knight chuckled. Someone ought to teach them that assassination is not a laughing matter.
âWell, some fool managed to climb up your balcony and hit you over the head with an empty liquor bottle. He got you pretty good, but at least you didnât get cut by the glass shards. The doc said youâll be fine in a day or two.â Somewhere across the room, your uniform rustled as you stood to leave, satisfied to know that Sae was alright. âWell, Iâll be going now. Kento, Miroku, and Tatsuki are outside if you need anything, but Iâll hopefully be back before you wake up. Get some sleep, youâll need it.â
As Sae watched you retreat, he felt the sudden urge to reach out toward you; to thank you for saving his life yet again; to savor your company just a little longer. All that escaped his lips was a croaked, âDonât-â
âHuh?â You turned, âDonât what? Youâve gotta be specific if youâre giving me orders.â
Struggling for words, Sae sputtered, not entirely sure what he wanted. Donât hate me? Donât abandon me? Donât resign from your post and never return? âLeave.â
You sighed, turning back again. âBeing evasive, I see. Good to know youâre back to normal. Goodnight, your highness.â
âWait- No- Donât leave. Stay. Please.â Sae didnât realize, but he was reaching toward you with his hand as if trying to pull you back toward him. But of course, you were across the room, and his fingers couldnât find purchase.
âYour Highness, youâll be perfectly safe, I promise. There are two guards outside and one on the balcony⊠I can tell Kento to come inside if that would make you feel safer.â It pained Sae how you didnât look him in the eyes as you spoke â you hardly turned to face him. But that was about the treatment he deserved, considering how he had treated you, pushing you away and still expecting you to save his life.
âItâs not- Stay, Y/n, please. I- Itâs nice. Having you around.â He begged, voice breaking. He cursed himself for sounding so foolish, so unnecessarily vulnerable. You were his guard, nothing more.
Oh, how he wished it was more.
âOh. I guess⊠I guess I could stay,â You murmur, striding back toward him, âFor what itâs worth, youâre not half-bad of a guy to guard. Following you around all day is pretty fun⊠even when youâre mad at me.â
Sae groaned, wanting nothing more than to hide under his bedsheets. Half the time when he snapped at you it was just to provoke a clever quip or witty insult from you who never seemed to care, and the other half the time, when he stepped too far, his stubbornness left the apologies aching in his chest.
âIâm not mad. Not usually,â He muttered, not entirely sure if you could hear or not. Sae assumed not, from the way you settled into one of his sitting chairs, leaning your sword belt against the arm.Â
No, donât sit there- The words were on the tip of his tongue, but you spoke first.
âIâll sit here as long as you want, but you should get to sleep. Let me know if you need anything, alright? Iâll do my best to not doze off.â
âThere is one thing,â Sae said, internally shuddering at how foolish his request seemed. But it was you, and you wouldnât make fun of it⊠right?
You chuckled. âSpit it out before I fall asleep. This chair is ridiculously comfortable.â
âCome sleep with me. Propriety be damned.â
You looked at him incredulously, not believing the words that exited his mouth. A sentence you had long given up on hearing. But the response that forms bypasses that yearning entirely.
âAww, does His Royal Grumpiness get cuddly when heâs concussed?â
He sighed and scowled â though the snarky reply made his heart skip a beat. âShut it, Y/n. Iâm serious. Iâd like to be close to you.â
âAs you wish, Sae,â You smiled, taking off your uniform coat and discarding it on the same chair that your sword leaned against. Sae watched you intensely as you removed your shoes and climbed into the soft, powder blue sheets. Heâs quick to wrap his arms around you, drinking in the warmth of your skin.Â
If only for a night, you could be his. You were his. And he was yours. By the witness of the stars. His troubled soul was held in the comfort of another, melting into the tenderness of an embrace outside of the reach of prying eyes. For the first time in far too long, the tension left the princeâs muscles, eased out by the soft breathing of his knight, his friend, his beloved.
In the silent depths of night, sweet words were whispered in dulcet tones.Â
âI love you.â

Bonus: Two Weeks Later
Exactly two weeks after the ridiculous attempt on Prince Saeâs life, Aiku â Captain of the Kingâs Guard and your somewhat-direct superior â summoned you into his office.
Not pleased to be away from your job for too long, you intended to make this quick.
âLet me guess, you need help training new recruits? Because if thatâs what you want, I canât do it. Iâm with Sae full time now,â You said, standing in the doorway. Aiku looked at you from where he leaned against his desk, letting out a soft chuckle.
âFamiliar with His Royal Highness, are you?â The Captain asked, smirking, âWell, therein lies the problem.âÂ
You furrowed your brow, not entirely understanding what he meant. âAnd how is that an issue? Youâre plenty familiar with His Majesty the King, why should I not be the same with the man I guard?â
âItâs not quite the same. Rumors are spreading, you know, and if things continue like this then you might be reassigned.âÂ
âReally? Why? I keep Sae perfectly safe, no?â Captain Aiku stepped toward you, straightened posture making him seem unnervingly tall. He lowered his voice, as if worried someone would overhear. âListen, Y/n. Let me put it this way: If the king catches you and his son making bedroom eyes at each other one more time he will replace you. The rest of us on the guard donât exactly appreciate it either.â
Suddenly a gentle wrapped around your waist, the newcomerâs chest pressed comfortingly against your back. You didnât have to turn around to know that Sae had come to intervene, tugging you gently away from the Captain.
âSorry to interrupt, Captain, but I will look at my knight however I please. If my father chooses to reassign Y/n, I will deal with him myself.â

i'm such a sucker for royalty au
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love tester! test our love âĄ

synopsis: you put your love to the test. (read: you take a tiktok filter seriously.)
characters: rin, kunigami, sae, nagi, reo
warnings: none!
note/s: this was supposed to be a/n smau (i had the screenshots ready and everything) but decided on writing it instead because it seemed more fun (and it was!) iâm dedicating this to @kakujis because⊠:DD she knows why and @izanhuhhh for helping me with reoâs bit! i had a lot of fun writing this and i might write more characters if i feel up to it. i hope yaâll enjoy!Â
inspired by this tiktok trend
masterlist

rin:
rin was lying down beside you as you mindlessly scrolled through your tiktok feed, the video of the love tester appeared and you laughed at how the girl looked betrayed when their names let out a measly 26%, just friends.Â
âdo you wanna try this out, baby?â you asked rin who looked at you with indifference before he shook his head.Â
âwhy not?â you jut your lower lip as you pouted at him.Â
âthose are dumb and have no scientific basis whatsoever.â rin huffed as he cuddled closer to you, but you paid him no mind as you put on the filter and typed in your names. from the reflection of the camera, you can see rin roll his eyes but look at the filter nonetheless, a bit curious about the results.Â
the audio played and rin watched with a bated breath on how the numbers teasingly went up and down before the both of you froze once it stopped at 50%Â
âcould be bffs!â the filter read. before you could even say anything, rin took your phone and deleted the previous results and inputted different variations of your names.Â
ârin itoshi + y/n l/nâ âjust friends!â
âitoshi rin + l/n y/nâ could be something more!
you took your phone back before he could get even more heated before laughing at his response.Â
âso⊠weâre not meant for each othââ âi told you this was a dumb idea!âÂ
ârin⊠are you pouting?â âno.âÂ

kunigami:Â
once the video appears on your feed, you stood up from the couch and ran towards your boyfriend who was in the middle of working out.Â
âbaby!â kunigami stops mid-push up as he sees you beam at him. âwhatâs up, darling?â you wave your phone in front of him, urging him to click the paused video.Â
once kunigami finishes watching the video, he looks at you with a raised brow. âiâm assuming you want us to do that trend?âÂ
with the giddy nod you let out, he let out a chuckle before patting the ground next to him. âalright, darling.â
when you inputted your names, the both of you watched intently as the numbers increased and decreased.Â
31%. âjust friends!â the filter read.Â
you looked at kunigami who was staring at the filter in shock.Â
âhow rigged.â kunigami mutters as he glares at your device. you blinked, a teasing smile threatening to escape your lips.Â
âso⊠bestiââ âdarling, donât even start.â with the glare he directs to you, you couldnât help but laugh and pat his sweaty frame.Â
âitâs just a filter, bestie! donât worry about it.â you hear kunigami bite back a sound of annoyance before closing his eyes and sighing.Â
âokay, friend. whatever you say.â kunigami says, looking straight into your eyes, a neutral expression on his face, causing you to pout.Â
âyou didnât like that, huh?â â...no. sorry, baby.â
âitâs fine, bestie.â ârensuke!!â Â

sae:
the midfielder was frozen as he looked down on his phone.Â
âletâs break up.â the text said.Â
he didnât know what happened. your conversations prior to the break up text were fairly normal and you even wished him good luck and told him that you loved him, so really. he doesnât know where this was coming from.Â
he had 15 minutes before the game and he tried calling you multiple times, only to be declined because the subscriber cannot be reached.Â
his hands were slightly shaking as he stared at your last message. only to be filled with hope as he saw your text bubble appear.Â
you: âweâre not soulmates :((âÂ
huh? now sae was confused. however, his answer was soon revealed when the picture you sent has now loaded in his messages.Â
it was a screenshot of the filter in tiktok with your names inputted. âjust friends!â it said, saeâs erratically beating heart seemed to have calmed down and he just wants to go home and flick you in the forehead for giving him such anxiety.Â
sae: thatâs stupid.Â
you: you see, maybe this is why we arenât soulmates >:(( youâre mean.
sae: iâm tempted to not go back to japan for scaring me like that.Â
you: youâre scared to lose me???Â
sae: the game is starting, watch well.Â
you: SAE
you: COME BACK AND GIVE ME CONFIRMATION !!
you: meanie >:(( iâm not gonna lose you too so i guess weâre stuck with each other.
sae smirked a bit before putting his phone on silent, preparing himself to walk out in the field as he recalled your messages.Â
of course he was scared to lose you, he thinks as he rubbed the tattooed initial of your first name on the inside of his left ring finger. his only tattoo, and one that you have yet to know of.Â
he couldnât wait until he gets back to japan to show you and finally make you his, officially.Â

nagi:Â
you and nagi were scrolling through tiktok couple trends to recreate, well⊠you were, nagi couldnât care less and decided to just go with whatever you wanted to do.Â
or so he says.Â
any video that you were interested in recreating, it was suddenly âtoo much.â âiâm not going to do that.â and of course, âthat involves too much moving.âÂ
with a sigh, you turn towards your boyfriend whoâs eyes were drooping shut, snow colored hair splayed out on the pillow, looking back at you innocently.Â
âdo you really wanna do a trend today.â nagi only nods, you sighed before lying down next to him and scrolling further down.Â
the video of the love tester trend appeared and you showed it to your lazy boyfriend, âhow about this?â you asked as nagiâs eyes intently watched the video.Â
you scoffed once you heard him let out a sound of confirmation. âmm. seems doable.âÂ
ânagi, weâre just going to put in our names.â âput my name in for me too.â âyouâre such a lazy baby.â ââmm.âÂ
once you opened the camera, the filter immediately shows and you typed in your names, nagi placed his chin by your shoulder, staring at the numbers as it stopped at a high mark of 98% âdefinitely soulmates!â
nagi let out a small smirk, the reaction caught by the camera as he presses a soft kiss to your neck, causing you to drop your phone at the ticklish feeling.Â
ânagi!â âshh. donât yell at your soulmate.â âyouâre enjoying this a bit too much, seishiro.â nagi hums, a small smile on his face.Â
having you as a soulmate didnât sound like a hassle.Â

reo:
you were reading your book peacefully, basking in the quiet night before reo opens the door and walks excitedly towards you.Â
âlovie!â he beams as he stops in front of you. you look up from the book you were reading with a curious expression.Â
"we should try this trend!" he said as he pulls out his phone and goes to his saved videos, the video of a couple doing the love meter makes its way on the screen.Â
you let out a hum, giving him a small smile before patting the space on the couch beside you. reo does so, smiling as he cuddles up to your side and presses the filter.Â
once he inputs your names, he remained close to you as the both of you watched in horror as the love meter went down to a pitiful 6%. 'yeaaaaaa.'
you bite back a giggle at the look on your boyfriend's face, his face resembles a kicked puppy before he glares at his phone and takes it away. standing up and walking to the kitchen, dialing a few numbers whilst doing so.Â
you stared at his retreating form. surely, he couldn't be bothered by a tiktok filter, right?Â
but before you could ponder more, he comes back and presses the filter once more.Â
"reoâ""just watch." he says in a cryptic tone, before letting out a big smile as your names equated to a 100%. 'definitely soulmates!'
your brows furrowed before it clicked in your head.Â
"reo⊠did you pay to have this filter rigged?" "i have no idea what you're talking about, love."Â
"reo!"Â

This is getting me back to my aib era
I come to your aid, my dear writer!
an idea would be an adhd!gn!reader that always manages to survive, but no one understands how.
they get distracted easily, can't concentrate for too long when someone is explaining the plan, and start wandering off to explore, etc.
everyone think they survive only thanks to the rest of the group
but chishiya is the only one who sees the truth (reader finds important clues at early stages of the game while wandering off, they try to explain what they believe is the right answer (normally being the right answer) but no one manages to understand what they mean because reader doesn't explain their full thought process or forgets to add context, asking simple questions out of curiosity and sometimes helping the group realise stuff, their previous fixations on random hobbies being useful, etc)
also, the reader is usually calm and unbothered about the situation, always in a good mood
people underestimate them a lot

gn reader with adhd x Alice In Borderland
It was time to play another game, you had only two days left on your visa which left you with no other choice. Hatter teamed you up with Kuina and Chishiya, something that made you feel safer. You drove to the location of your assigned game, a mansion in the Aoyama area, one of the wealthiest in Tokyo. You enter the entrance hall and each grab a phone off the table. In the room are two other players waiting for the game to start. A man fitting the aesthetic of the area, wearing an expensive watch and an even more expensive-looking suit is tapping his foot impatiently on the marble floor. And a posh older woman who could easily be your grandmother, fidgeting with her pearl necklace.Â
Chishiya immediately starts analyzing the people and the room while Kuina greets the other players. The registration closes and an arrow appears pointing to an opening door, everyone hurries inside and the door closes behind you. On your phones appear the ace of clubs and a voice starts explaining the rules. âGame: escape room. Find clues and get out of the room in time.â You laugh âAn ace? Weâre definitely gonna ace thisâ you look at your friends to see if they got your joke, Chishiya rolls his eyes while Kuina snorts. They got used to your humor by now but you never skip the opportunity to make a cheesy joke to lighten the mood.Â
âThirty minutes left.â You look up at Chishiya as he begins speaking: âOkay, the room is big so letâs split up to cover the ground faster. Share everythingâŠâ You look around the room as your attention is pulled to a big bookcase. You tilt your head to read the titles. âI loved this book, ooh, Kuina you will really like this one!â â... and lastly we need a code to open that door.â Chishiya ends his little instruction talk. Everyone splits up to look for clues, the room is basically a large living room. Decorated with lavish couches and baroque art. After scanning the shelf with books you notice an aquarium with a small turtle. You smile as you watch it move, becoming hypnotized by the cute animal.
Meanwhile, the others were searching frantically for the key that would open a box. You got taken out of your trance when someone yanked you backward. âSearch the fucking key you idiotâ the posh asshole swears as he grips the front of your shirt. Immediately Chishiya and Kuina come to your aid. âLook violence isnât gonna solve this game, so leave him aloneâ Kuina speaks. The guy lets go of you and points at the box, âWe need a key to open it, search for it.â You take it from Chishiyaâs hands and examine it. Itâs a wooden box, decorated with flowers, one flower stands out, a carnation. âHey, Kuina did you know that a green carnation used to be a symbol to show that you were queer. It was popularized byâŠâ You rush to the bookshelf as the others stand in confusion, your fingers trace the names of authors until you find the one youâre looking for: Oscar Wilde. You take it off the shelf and read the title. âThe Picture Of Dorian Grayâ you exclaim âI loved this book! The way Wilde portrays the dark side of humanityâŠâ âY/N!â Kuina signals. âOops sorry. Does anyone have a knife?â âI doâ the old woman proclaims while waving her purse in the air. She pulls the knife out of it but hesitates to hand it over. âWhat are you going toâŠâ Chishiya snatches it from her before sheâs able to finish her sentence. âJust trust them.âÂ
He gives you the knife and you walk determined towards the portrait hanging above the fireplace and slash it. Behind the canvas a key appears, you grab it and toss it at Kuina who opens the box. âTen minutes left.â The box contains a riddle that gets rapidly solved by Chishiya, the riddle leads to another clue. It keeps on going like this and it looks like you were almost there. You slowly gravitate back to the turtle.Â
âFive minutes leftâ the voice chimes. Behind you, the others cheer because they found the final code. You join them as Chishiya types it in. The door opens but you were met with another one. A sorrowful sigh left the older lady and the man punches the wall. The door was beautiful, so would have been escaping but you could just as well admire the craftwork that went into making the door. Beautiful curves, leaves, a turtle. A turtle. âOne minute left.â You reach for the wooden turtle and start pushing it. It moved. You copy the unusual trail of the actual turtle, which had made you so interested in it in the first place: a triangle.Â
The door opens and everyone leaps through just in time before the floor collapses. You look at your friends in shock before grinning widely. âI fucking love you y/nâ Kuina sighs as she pulls you into a hug, Chishiya pats your back âWell done.â
notes: I hope you enjoyed it! it was fun writing a reader with adhd and putting some of my own special interests in it ;) (queer history)