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Part 1??
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HioriYo: literally right after she finished the episode she wouldn't stop talking about wanting to fuck the monster💀
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•YourUsername: Broski, you can't deny he has that unspoken rizz
°HioriYo: literally can't believe I'm in love with you.
•Isagiyoichi: LMFAO OFC SHE'S GONNA SAY THAT😭
•KarasuTabito: she ain't even wrong🙏🙏
°OtoyaEita: what the actual fuck??
°KarasuTabito: I was hacked.
•ShidouRyusei: AND THEY THOUGHT I WAS CRAZY, HE IS HOT‼️‼️‼️
°YourUsername: RIGHT?? THEY JUST DONT UNDERSTAND 🙏‼️
•BachiraMeguru: He kinda looks like my monster🤔
Here's my husband as a kitty!!! Also late asf birthday art...(May 22) Ahem ahem, IM NOW 19 WEEEEEWWWWW💪💪💪💪
Haven't posted these in awhile lmao
Blue lock Bf texts 😩
Included characters: Barou,Karasu,Kurona,otoya
Yaaaaaaaasss!
Don't leave me here, I'm scared!
Summary: You meet Isagi's parent and the lights go out by a thunderstorm. Boyfriend Isagi reacts to you being scared of the dark
Fluff/Comfort
Pairing: Isagi x Fem!Reader
You were invited to Isagi's house so you can meet his parents, though you were nervous Isagi reassured you that there's nothing to worry about.
Once you and Isagi reach the door he unlocked it.
"I'm home!"
The sweet smell of lavender scented flowers reaches your nostrils, his house is as refreshing as laying down in a field of flowers.
"Oh Yoichi, Welcome home Darling!" His mom walks toward him and gives him a kiss on his cheek causing him to blush of embarrassment because of your presence.
"Oh? Who's this?". "Mom, dad. This is my girlfriend, Y/N..". You get from behind Isagi and bow deeply.
"Hello, my name is Y/N L/N and I'm happy to be with Isagi. I promise to treat him so well that he'll get tired of it." You smile at them
You walk up to Isagi's mom and take her hand with both of your hands and ask:
"You're so beautiful, it's like an Angel giving birth to another Angel. Will you please allow me to date your son?".
She looks stunned and smiles from ear to ear,
"Thank you so much, you're so adorable! I'll go wash the dishes so we can have a celebration for my son getting a beautiful lady! And you can call me Iyo if you'd like!"
"let me help you".
You walk with Isagi's mom and start talking about something.
Isagi's smiling at how beautiful you look and how well you get along with his mother.
Once dinner is you sit next to Isagi, you guys start eating at the table and talking about Isagi when he was younger.
It's a thunderstorm so Iyo is going to give you some of her clothes to borrow, but we'll cross that bridge when we get there.
As you guys are eating a random strike of lighting hits the electricity causing the lights to go out.
"Oh? Has there been a power outage?"
Once the lights turn off your heart beats faster, your breaths are getting heavier, and your body is trembling
"Yoichi, I'm scared..".
"What?".
"I'm scared..I'm scared of the dark."
Isagi is surprised to hear that but he grabs his phone and uses his flashlight to find your hand.
he puts his arm around your waist and his hand on your head causing you to put your head on his shoulder.
You put your arms around his torso and hold it tightly, tears forming in your eyes.
Isagi feels his shirt getting wet where your eyes are and he hears you whimpering.
"Shh, it's okay..I'm here, you're safe with me..I'll protect you..".
You start taking deep breaths to calm yourself down but it isn't working. Isagi doesn't like seeing, feeling, or hearing you cry.
Out of nowhere Isagi starts singing you a lullaby calming your nerves.
...
"Aww, so kawaii!!" Isagi points his phone screen using it as a light to see what his mom is gushing about.
"I took a video and a picture of you lovebirds!"
"Not the time!" Isagi and his dad say in sync.
Moral of the story: Isagi is the best boy ever <3 💚
Rest Up Well
sometimes your presence itself could be your biggest contribution to someone's life.
pairings: Nagi Seishiro x Reader genre: fluff word count: 366 notes: no set timeline, not specified whether nagi is a pro player or not, does not follow the original plot NOT PROOFREAD!!!
His day was tiring and you knew it, you always knew. Right from the moment the way the keys jingle a familiar tune to you. Opening the door in a rushed manner, your partner, Nagi Seishiro, enters his so called home heading straight to his room not even bothering to close the door nor greet you.
Sighing, you closed the closed for him. Knowing Sei he would be laying in bed still in his outdoor clothes trying to regain some energy to function.
You're right, upon entering the room you share with him, you see your lover plopped on the bed clothes unchanged.
Sitting down on the empty space nest to Nagi's face to gaze at his relaxed features. This seemed to alert him a bit since his dropy eyes staring back at yours. This continued in silence until you decided to give him a gentle smile accompanied by gentle pats on his fluffy white hair.
Your boyfriend hummed and closed his eyes once again at the showcase of affection towards him given by his loved one.
"I don't know how but..." Although his voice was but a whisper you still hear him.
"What is it?" Your pats then turned into gentle strokes sliding up and down on his head.
"The fact that I felt your presence enter the room immediately helped me relax. The stress I've been feeling? It's like it disappeared the moment you started patting my head." Even if his voice was muffled by the pillow he was resting on, you understand his words. Not even a single letter in a word was misheard.
Your smile widened at that. "Well then, how about you my darling here rest while I stay by your side hmm?"
"I would be happy..."
Of course you stayed by his side while he sleeps. This went on for a while until you felt slumber visiting you. Changing positions a bit, your partner's back facing you while you hugged him (spooning him ya know).
By the time the soccer player woke up, he was greeted with arms wrapped around him his back warm his whole person feeling safe in the hands of the individual that he loves the most.
additional notes: I wrote this since I was tired from practicing our dance and I needed an outlet to release any stress, and what a better choice for an outlet is writing? Hope y'all enjoyed this and stay safe <3!
i LIVE for this type of domestic, slice of life smut <333 such a cute & well written fic
nagi coming back home all sweaty and sore but he's wearing new uniforms that look a lot like those that the braziian team used to wear in the 80s. shorty shorts that stop just at the start of his toned thighs, showing just enough for you to lick your lips.
your boyfriend is tired, of course. but he doesn't need to do anything if you just straddle his leg and start rubbing your greedy pussy down on him; he purposefuly clenches his thigh muscle and grips your waist, long slender fingers dipping into your smooth skin. you admire his beautiful face as he relax in the armchair, throwing his head back and watching as you roll your hips, simply using him to get off.
and he loves it.
he loves how you hungrily kiss him and slightly pull on his hair when you're about to cum, doing the prettiest noises just for him when the heat inside your tummy gets too much handle. he especially loves how you offer to suck him off after, your soft sleepy voice telling him how much you want to make him feel good.
he says you don't need to but you insist, dropping to your knees between his legs to palm his clothed cock, your mouth watering at the sight of his bulge, he clearly enjoyed watching you riding his thigh. you tug his shorts and boxers down, licking the length of his dick, the slight salty taste makes you giggle, nagi simply chuckles with you and becomes pliant under your hands that pump his cock up and down.
you suck the tip and look up at him, "don't worry, honey. i'll take care of you."
If you go I'll stay, you come back I'll be right here.
After the love of your life returns back from spain, you decide to hold a small but much needed celebration with him, together.
Warnings: gn reader, angsty undertones, hurt/comfort?? possibly ooc sae bc idk how to write him, no beta we die like the light in rin's eyes. Not proofread it's 12 am and i cant sleep so sorry if it seems rushed
Word count: 539 words
"Hm? What's this?" Sae curiously eyed the mysterious box laid out on the table, before shifting his gaze towards you with a raised eyebrow.
You said nothing, other than silently gesturing for him to open it with an encouraging smile on your face. Sae complies, albeit hesitantly. As he carefully opens the box, his eyes widen slightly in surprise.
"Cake?" He blinks, confused. Sure, you were full of surprises (literally), but you getting him cake was completely out of nowhere.
Four different slices of cake to be exact.
"Do you like it?" You looked at him expectantly, absent-mindedly drumming your fingers against the mahogany table.
"I would've gotten you four whole cakes if I could, but those were too expensive so I had to settle for these." You sheepishly grinned, grabbing a plastic fork that came along with the cakes.
"Here, I got them each in your favourite flavours, which one do you wanna eat first?" You handed Sae a fork and a paper plate, who was still dumbstruck from the surprise. "Come on Sae, before I decide to eat them all myself!" You nudged him playfully, before taking a small bite out of the strawberry shortcake.
"Why…" Your boyfriend began to speak, pursing his lips to form a small frown, he didn't look upset or annoyed at all however, he looked… thoughtful.
"Why did you get me these?" He asked blankly, with no hint of any emotion behind it. It made your stomach twist, oh no, does he not like sweets? That could be the reason, he was a renowned athlete after all, a prodigy.
Why did you even bother to try?
"I uh, just wanted to surprise you, y'know?" The words begin to choke in your throat, your cheerful smile falters a little, something chips away inside you, it's heavy, and it tugs at your heartstrings uncomfortably.
"I missed you, a lot."
Ah, he realises.
Four cakes.
Four years.
Four miserable years that he's been away, from his home, his brother.
From you.
And suddenly, you find yourself engulfed in Sae's slightly shaky, but warm embrace, finally. Strong arms awkwardly wrap around your body as you bury your head into the crook of his neck, sighing deeply in relief.
"I… I missed you too." Sae says, hugging you tighter like his life depended on it. Like you were the very air he breathed in.
"God, I'm no good for you, mi amor." He muttered softly into your ear, with how close you both were, you could now clearly see just how tired he was.
"Shush, don't say that. I wouldn't trade you for anyone else." You nuzzled your face into Sae's chest, shutting your eyes to relish this moment even more as you felt your lover press a gentle kiss onto your forehead.
You wished you could stay like this forever.
And you both did, kind of.
"So, can I eat my cake now?" Sae interrupted after a while.
"Wow, how nice of you to ruin the moment, genius."
"Mi amor, I thought you said these cakes were for me, no? Also that strawberry shortcake is mine."
"If you want, fine but- Hey, where are you going?! At least let me hug you for a little longer!"
A/N: normalise sae speaking in spanish !! Aughh i cant believe i actually finished a drabble omg anyways byebye i should sleep rn
Tagging: @kaveh-kisser (the one and only sae stan)
matching bracelets ￤ meguru bachira
cw : meguru being meguru and embarrassing the reader just tad bit! teeth rotting fluff??
a/n : this is my first post on herebsix and it's dedicated to my numba one for his BDAYYY!!!! hopefully this is not toe like eww?? but ya enjoy it!
( august 8 — 8:08pm )
bachira meguru loves to make it known to everyone that it’s his birthday. he loves every single thing about it from the beginning of the day, all the way up to the very last milliseconds of the last hour.
he loves starting off his day waking up to ‘happy birthday meguru!’ texts from family, friends, neighbors, and most importantly, you.
though he adores the thoughtful presents, small parties, and treats he’s gifted throughout the day celebrating his birth, nothing is as beautiful as a gift as spending his special day with you!
and that’s where we are lead to now, a beautiful scene it is truly. the two of you entangled with one another’s bodies on the comfortable mattress. the movie you both had put on initially was now nothing as mere background noise for you both. the two of you laid, speaking about nothing else, but meguru’s special day.
"i love the new cleats my aunt got me, ive been wanting a pair in that color!" meguru said, though it came out more as muffled words, since his head was situated in the crook of your neck.
you hummed, "i thought the new painting supplies your mom got you would've been your favorite gift, no?"
meguru readjusted himself, making it so he could look at you, “i do love it! i’m just saving my favorite for a certain, special gift…”
you knew what he was hinting towards. he meant the birthday gift you have yet to give him.
nerves taking over you, you bit the inside of your cheek, and spoke up hesitantly, “i…i do have a gift for you, it’s just that…”
your voice slightly trailed off, noticing the big grin that etched its way onto meguru’s face in the corner of your eye.
“just what?”
a defeated sigh came from your mouth, you turned your head to fully face him, “it’s just that it’s silly, ‘nd i don’t know if you’ll even like it…”
meguru stared at you for a moment, before erupting into a melodious laugh. your lips pouted slightly as he continued his laughing fit. you laid there confused as to why he began to laugh so abruptly.
“y/n,” he started once his laughter had died down to small giggles. he placed his warm hand on your cheek and smiled so genuinely it almost made your heart explode. “i’m going to love anything you give me! you could give me mud and i’d still love it, maybe i’ll be like ‘what the heck?’, but i would cherish that mud till end of time because you gave it to me!”
you placed your hand on top of the one he had placed on your cheek and laughed. his stupid way of comforting you worked, and you absolutely adored him for that.
“okay, okay,” you said after dying down your own laughter. you scooted off his bed and walked over to your bag that laid in the corner of his room. after some digging, you pulled out a small, yellow pouch.
“it’s nothing too big, just something small,” you light-heartedly warned, walking back over to the bed. you sat on the edge of it while meguru leaned his back against the headboard.
he smiled, “i’m sure i’m gonna love it!”
you chuckled, holding out your hand, signaling for him to put his arm out, which he did not understand. he placed his hand in yours and laced your fingers together.
“no! give me your wrist!” you said, eyebrows knitting together. “and close your eyes!”
“oh!”
he corrected himself and followed your orders, closing his eyes tightly. he felt something cold wrap around his wrists, a bracelet obviously.
“okay, open!” you said, biting your bottom lip anxiously as you saw him open his eyes and investigate the new bracelet that sat on his wrist.
it was gold, probably not real, but it had the same gold coloring. hanging so delicately from the band, was a small dolphin shaped charm.
meguru looked at the jewelry with pure admiration and love, “a dolphin charm!”
he brought the bracelet closer to his face, closely examining it. a shy smile soon made its way to your lips, “do you like it? i can return it—!”
“no, i love it! i love it so much you have no idea!” he interrupted you, looking at your still reluctant face. “really, i do.”
“okay, good because we have matching ones,” you pulled up the sleeve of your (meguru’s) hoodie to reveal the same bracelet, but yours had a small sea-horse charm, differing from his dolphin one.
somehow, his eyes sparkled even more than before seeing the matching set you both wore. he tackled you into a hug, resulting in your back softly hitting the mattress.
“this is the perfect gift, y/n,” he mumbled while he laid in the crook of your neck. “i told you i would love it!”
you wrapped your arms around him and gave him a small squeeze, “shhh, i was just nervous!”
he lifted his head so he was hovering above you properly, “there’s no need to be nervous around me or what you think my thoughts are, okay?”
you softly smiled at the boy, which he mirrored, “okay.”
moving your hands from his back to his face, you placed both of your hands on his warm cheeks. you lifted your body up a bit to close the distance between you both, eagerly placing your lips onto his. meguru’s lips felt soft, and it felt like they sat perfectly against yours, which they did.
a satisfying hum came from your throat, breaking off the quick kiss. meguru pouted, “rude!”
“i can only kiss you for so long, meguru! i need to breathe ya know?!”
“‘kay then i’ll just kiss you like this!” he leaned down once more and happily peppered your face with kisses. not one spot was left un—kissed.
“meguru, stop! it tickles,” you laughed, as he continued to press soft kisses to your face.
you pushed his face away, continuing to laugh at the lingering, tickling feeling his lips left on your skin.
he looked at you with pure love as he watched you laugh. he smiled to himself, thinking about how he had to be the luckiest guy in the world to have someone like you by his side, especially on a special day like today.
“i love you,” he softly said.
“i love you too,” you replied.
© megururus august 8, 2022
relax love ￤ anri teieri
cw : this is a wlw oneshot so if ur for some reason uncomfortable with that then leave!! anri has no shirt on at some point, but nothing suggestive!! teeth rotting fluff!!
a/n : this is for my gf and future wife, anri bc i love her sm, and she doesn’t get enough love🫶🫶 this also basically a bday post but i’m not gonna label it as that since it’s not the focus of this one shot!!
( august 17 — 9:58pm )
you knew anri had usually worked quite late work days, doing god knows what for ego, and his blue lock project. her usual arrival time home was about 8:30 in the night, but right now she was nearing the one hour late mark.
you began to grow nervous, confused and worried as to why your girlfriend was not answering your texts nor your calls. you took one big, deep breathe, telling yourself that there could be many reasons as to why she is not home at the moment.
these reasons come as;
1. ego forced her to stay back and do extra paperwork.
2. ego forced her to stay back and do the stinky laundry for the stinky teenage boys.
3. she got into a car accident that has left her with no way of contacting her.
of course, you hope the last one was not true, and prayed it would be one of the first two options instead, which seemed more realistic.
you honestly were starting to think like an overbearing parent, but one thing you knew for sure was that you were not the overprotective kind of girlfriend, not at all. you were just very concerned at the moment, you know?
deciding you had enough waiting, you pushed yourself off the couch and towards the front door, hastily grabbing your keys and slipping on your outside slippers. the ones you would usually sport when going last minute grocery shopping with anri.
just as your hand reached for the doorknob, the door swung open, and in came a stumbling anri. you quickly held her up by her forearms, providing support so she could stand properly.
“anri, are you drunk?” you inquired, utter concern in your tone.
she looked up at you with a pout, blowing some strands of light brown, almost pink, hair that fell onto her face. “no i’m not drunk! it’s these damn heels, they’re squeezing my feet…my shoulders hurts, too…”
she kicked her feet, which resulted in her heels flying into a random place in the entryway.
you softly smiled at her, grabbing her hand and gently pulling her to the couch. you affably pushed her back onto the couch and visibly saw her stiffen.
“i’ll get that lotion you like and give you a massage, ‘kay?” you told her, though she quickly shook her head.
“it’s alright! you don’t need to do that for me,” she said as she was ready to get up from the couch, but you gave her a look. “or you can, fine!”
you quickly smiled and ran to the bathroom, grabbing her favorite lotion, ‘country ma’am cookies’ scent, and made your way back into the living room.
there sat anri in the same spot, back straight and stiff, while watching that random sitcom. she took notice of your presence and gave you a pointed look, clearly talking about the show.
“don’t even ask, it was the only thing on at this time,” you slightly frowned, then soon replaced it with a smile. “now, let me help you relax!”
your girlfriend sighed, and began to unbutton her pink top. she slid the shirt off her shoulders and tossed it to the ground, leaving her in her bra, making easy access to her shoulders and back.
you pumped some of the lotion onto your hand, rubbing it so it covered every inch of your palms and fingers.
“lie down for me, it’ll be more relaxing,” you softly instructed, to which she obliged to. she laid so that she was on her stomach, face squished onto the plush cushion.
you sat on her butt, giving you a more comfortable position to give your massage.
you placed your lotioned hands onto her shoulders, gently rubbing circles into the places that felt they needed it. when you got closer to her neck, you noticed she still wasn’t fully relaxed.
“anri,” you said, squeezing the spot where her neck and shoulders meet. “relax, love.”
it’s as if your words had a magical effect on her, since her body instantaneously eased. she looked much more calm and comfortable like this.
you continued working your palms and fingers over her neck, shoulders, upper/lower back, and a bit of her arms.
everytime your hands would knead a spot that felt good, anri would hum, her way of indicating that was a good spot and to continue.
it was quiet, nothing but skin rubbing and the sitcom was heard, though you had to ask your girlfriend a question. breaking the quiet room you asked, “so, why were you back so late? ego has you doing those boy’s laundry again?”
the girl below you breathily laughed, “no, thank god! but, he made me stay back to analyze some data about some of the players. looking at the same screen for so many hours strains my eyes.”
now it was your turn to laugh, you reached over to the bottle and pumped more lotion onto your palm. rubbing it in you spoke, “he needs to get off his ass and do his own work, and also stop eating those gross mayo ramen things.”
“i agree!”
another quiet atmosphere washed over you, something you both enjoyed and appreciated. you knew how much anri just wanted a break from work, she was very clearly worked to the bone, barely ever getting a vacation or a second to breathe.
you had hoped this small massage had released whatever physical stress she had in her body. swinging your leg off the other side of her body, you placed both feet on the ground, telling her you were done.
anri lifted herself with her arms, cracking her back after being in the same position for twenty minutes.
she moved to a sitting position and started to slip on her shirt that you had handed to her.
“so, how do you feel now?”
“wayyyy better, thank you, love,” anri said sweetly, dragging out her letters, then pulled you down to sit next to her.
you chuckled and placed a soft, chaste kiss to her lips.
“i’m glad!”
© megururus august 19, 2022
blue lock ￤ headcanons
cw : none that i can think of! fluff / stupidly random head canons :)
a/n; uhhh hiii LMFAO I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN SO LONG SORRY...i have no motivation to write an actual small drabble/fic so this is just a small collection of my BIG blue lock headcanons list in my notes app. i might make this just a lil thing so i can be active on here more but in a more reasonable way for myself IDK YET THO- but enjoy!
✧ rin is the type of person to listen to the beatles and be like, "name three of their songs 🤓😒" if you say you like them too
"name three of their songs, not mainstream..."
✧ nagi has one plant in each room of his apartment to talk to since he lives alone
some of their names are yuna, nora, luella, oer (?!)
✧ niko has an unhealthy amount of skincare products, he's gone through many trial and error. also, when he went to blue lock and didn't have access to them it was the end of the world for him
✧ meguru has one too many broken headphones, and when he uses wire headphones, they're so tangled to the point he has about an inch of wire (the rest is up to his chin)
✧ reo closes car doors with his hips.
✧ as a kid, karasu was the type to say, "i'm not even playing", when he was 1) the seeker or 2) the person who got found first
✧ meguru is ambidextrous (thank you for this one lani ❤︎)
✧ nagi easily gets roped in by those random game ads that are clearly a rip off, but he just gets so entertained. even if they cost money, he will mindlessly
"nagi, you don't need it-" "yes i do."
✧ tokimitsu apologizes to inanimate objects he bumps into/drops
✧ isagi always has food stuck between his teeth...☹︎
✧ kunigami claps when the plane lands
✧ isagi is 100% the type to say, "this one's for you", then COMPLETELY miss
✧ despite meguru's name literally meaning happy, buzzing bee, that boy is absolutely MORTIFIED by them (self projection ngl)
© megururus march 17, 2023
blue lock ￤ headcanons
cw : none
a/n : just saying hi 🤭🤭
✧ shidou never shuts the hell up during movies. he stays asking unnecessary questions just to annoy you
“what’s the main characters name?” “what’s their mission?” “what’s this movie called again??”
✧ when holding hands, meguru likes to swing your arms back and forth
✧ chigiri gives the BEST and i mean THEEEE BEST massages ever. he gets really into the tissue and everything
✧ otoya was a ‘RAWR XD’ kid
✧ shidou was an animal leash backpack kid (so was i, it’s okay)
✧ chigiri has random leg twitches/jolts. he could be minding his own business and eating a bowl of cereal and then BAM! his leg just hit the damn table
✧ meguru raps beef flo mix easy no trouble ✗
✧ karasu will randomly start talking/narrating in an animal planet documenter voice
“and here we have a wild eita otoya mates…in his natural habitat of being a whore…”
✧ chigiri and rin have dimples AND SAE HAS ONE DIMPLE ON HIS LEFT CHEEK!
✧ reo likes his steak basically mooing on the plate still
✧ meguru buys fake glasses
✧ meguru makes sure that if you pinkie promise, you HAVE to connect thumbs or else it isn’t complete
✧ hiori, nagi, and niko are big vegetable haters
© megururus july 2, 2023
Stop why is this actually cute 😭
LOVE LANGUAGES - quality time warnings;; gn reader. both of u are downbad(🤢🤢) . u kiss also. 1.3k words
RIN ITOSHI isn’t the most affectionate person by nature, the extreme drive for his soccer carrier has left the man stranded the permanent aggravated expression that runs through the itoshi bloodline definitely doesn’t help
in all senses, rin itoshi is not the one you expect to appear at your door, 4 in the morning.
For a couple of minutes you just stare at eachother, him fully dressed and annoyingly awake; you in your pajamas and hardly aware at your presence on earth.
“It’s my birthday” is what he says simply. “Why are you not ready” Perhaps it’s just you, but the tone in his voice seems even more agitated than usual.
“Ready for what rin?” You can see the white fog of your breath as you exhale, you don’t want to be mean to the boy on his birthday but he really is challenging his chances
“You said we’d hang out at four. It’s already four thirty five and you aren’t even ready” His tone is harsh. Accusing. But in those teal eyes that had always resembled glaciers to you now look melted down, you can tell deep down the reason for his bother is different than your so called lack of punctuality.
You can tell he’s afraid you may have forgotten about a plan that meant so much to him. He’s afraid you may not even care about it, or him. He’s terrified to not mean half as much to one person he cares about.
He won’t ever voice it. But somehow you know, or perhaps you hope that this is what he thinks; that he longs for you as much as you do for him.
It’s stupid really, how your heart fluttered at the sight of him in your door or how you can’t even bring yourself to be properly mad at him.
That’s cute and all but that doesn’t change the fact that you planned to sleep a good 2 more hours.
“Rin” you finally speak again “I meant 4 pm why would you think- How long have you even been awake for?”
A small oh leaves the strikers lips as he looks at you, dumbfounded. It appears that normally people don’t arrange meetings before dawn only occurring to him now.
With the new emotion in his face rin quite resembles a stray puppy, so much you suddenly get the urge to coddle him
“Well do you want to come inside? We can eat breakfast or something”
He trails behind you to kitchen, with how long you’ve two been friends rin knows the way as good as his own and it’s him who takes the lead on your small walk towards kitchen.
crack
The egg falls to the pan with a satisfying sound, normally you’d have gone with something easier like cereal but the mr sportsman seated in your kitchen now is determined to force his stupidly healthy diet onto you as much as he can.
Despite all his protests and attempts to help you have him sat near the table as you prepare everything. It’s half because it’s his special day and half because he’s a complete disaster in kitchen(perhaps more the later than first).
While doing so you’ve been rambling on and on about whatever comes to your mind to fill his silence, on small changes in your life, school, a show you liked, the cute cat you saw on the street yesterday… Perhaps with someone else this could feel like a monologue but it’s different with rin; maybe it’s the way how he always looks so concentrated on whatever you say, or the way he always remembers everything you’ve told to the smallest detail. Or maybe it’s just your feelings for him that make this enjoyable for you
Whatever it is, it’s how it goes between you two: you talk, and he listens. Aside from the cynical remarks here and there, talking isn’t his thing. Even if sometimes you wished it was, you wished that for once he’d be the one to talk, be the one to tell the words you never brought yourself to speak to him.
With a tap on your shoulder that caught you off guard, you almost hit the man on the face. And you probably would’ve if he didn’t caught your hand midair.
Maybe it’s because you were too caught upon telling whatever story you were on or maybe it was because the eerily quiet way rin moves for a man his size but you only notice how close he has gotten to you at this moment.
So you can almost feel the warmth emitting of his skin. So close you can hear his breath. And suddenly, you’re hyper aware of the way your very own heartbeat seems to quicken.
Perhaps it’s because it’s so early in the morning, but there’s something just so romantic about this moment; how close you two are, how the newly setting sunshine dances on his face.
You need serious help.
“Sorry did I bore you?” Once again, you’re the one to break the silence. Yes that must be it, he was just bored with you talking all the time. You should stop dreaming.
He blinks a few times, it’s evident he finds even the suggestion of such idea absurd “I enjoy listening to you (name), I thought you knew that” you hate yourself for it but even those simple words gives you such euphoria that it practically overwhelms you. Plus he still hasn’t let go of your wrist.
You have to leave before you do something seriously stupid. Like pour your heart out to rin itoshi
“That reminds me! I got something for your birthday,” You originally planned to give it to him much later, but you’re desperate and you need out “it’s upstairs if you’d let me go I can just run real quick and ge-”
“Don’t want it”
His grasp on your wrist is now much more firm, it contrasts the previous gentleness of his touch towards you. Rin has always treated you with fragility that it’s only now you realize how strong he actually is.
“I told you I don’t want you to buy me anything” his bright, teal eyes look more like a turquoise as the sun hits them, leaving you captivated by them even in this moment “But if you’re that insistent on giving me something then um…”
His newly found confidence starts to die down as he mutters the next bit “if you really want to gift me…you can give me something else” the last part is said in such low whisper that you’re sure you wouldn’t be able to hear it if weren’t for how close you two are right now. Maybe your eyes are playing a game to you right now but you can see red on his cheeks.
You must be dreaming. Or it’s that you aren’t fully awake right now and can’t think clearly, because there’s no way the rin itoshi is saying what you think he is
Fuck it, you’ve waited long enough
Your pull on him is harsher than you intended, your lips practically to crash to each other but neither of you seem to care. His body is warm against yours, and he tastes of mint.
You’re not sure how long have passed, maybe a few minutes, maybe an eternity. Or perhaps it was just a moment, shorter than one blink.
Before you can even process what just happened, you’re hit with another shock; he is smiling
rin itoshi is smiling. not a know it all “I said so”type of smirk. not a forced one.
But one that creeps bigger and bigger as he stares to you, mimicking the way red blossoms to his cheek. Yours probably aren’t much different right now either
At that moment one sentence slips out of your mouth;
“Happy birthday rin”
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“what? me needing you?” he lifted one of his eyebrows. lips still pressed in a straight, thin line. “you must be dreaming, y/n.” were the words that banged through your brain all day and night. your eyes shot open, chest rising and falling at a fast pace.
“fuck…” you cursed in a murmur. the thin fabric of your pajamas sticked to your chest from the cold sweat. still in a lying position, your arm landed on your right side. ‘cold sheets..’ you looked outside, the moon’s ray entered into your room dimly by the clouds covering it.
after a sharp inhale then outhale, wiping away your tears before they could break their way on your face, the phone on the nightstand vibrated with messages. you turned over, checking it instantly. it was him. it was really rin this time.
“sorry for leaving so early. got things to do.” yeah. things.. his girlfriend probably missed her, it was better if he leaves anyway. you couldn’t get up. you didn’t want to see the traces of him all around in your bed. the mess he left you in. but you felt it. you still felt his filthy touch on your skin.
the obsession never got the best out of you. you fell. he didn’t. you loved. he didn’t. you wanted to be close to him. he tried to push you away. you couldn’t forget him. he couldn’t get rid of you because passion blinded you.
‘i got what i wanted, no? i did… then why am i so… so-’ you bit your lower lip, then continue remembering how you got here, in your bed, 3 a.m., seeing your thighs’ outline under the blankets. his scent got rubbed on you. how disgusting, yet sweet scent.
“don’t follow me. don’t come near me, y/n. you’re in the way of my career and life. i don’t need love.” ‘says the liar with a lover..’ you thought and gulped when he finally spoke to you. yes. he spoke to you, but these are not the words you were expecting nor you wanted to hear. he was your everything. not in a crazy shit way like pictures of him in your room, but it was hard to get him out of your head. then a regrettable idea popped into your head.
“if i can’t have your heart… can i have your body?” you looked determined. he scoffed. “you’re kidding-”
“i am not, rin.” a few seconds of silence passed. he frowned in disappointment. “i know that your girlfriend isn’t willing to do it with you.”
"don’t bring her up now." his tone got sharper. you flinched, it was almost like a blade.
"I understand.. that you don't want me like you want her but.. if we could try it.."
“..so you want me to..”
“yes. exactly.”
“but i don’t love you.” his lips curled into a snicker smile, like he could laugh at you, just because you were yearning for him and his touch. “you’re pathetic… okay.”
‘i don’t want to be used anymore’
‘but i will lose him…
‘he was never yours.’
your fingers tangled into your hair in frustration. you went through this almost every night when you were with him. you could do so much better but instead you’re having breakdown with his semen between your legs. his deep eyes gave you the hope every time, that one day… maybe one day, after breaking your heart countless times, your time will come. but why did you thought of something so stupid? you wanted his love. how? out of pity? but what if he doesn’t pity…
“don’t be stupid.“ after that night, determination settled into your mind. the cup filled and you got enough of all the ‘i don’t know her, what are you talking about?’ and ‘we’re just two strangers enjoying their life. nothing much and nothing less, you should get that into your brain. you’re not my first choice.” ‘i’m not his first choice..’ all your dignity got thrown out of the window and smashed into pieces. this time you realized, that the rin you got so much fond of was only a stupid image in your head and after time, you got attached to it. to his smell. to his skin. to his mesmerizing green locks and orbs. the way you imagined him smiling when looking at you. “why would i do that?”
“out of pity… maybe…” your throat were soar, the talking was hard, steam runned across your forehead, lips trembling, eyes avoiding his gaze.
“i thought you knew it.” he groaned.
“what?..”
“you’re truly despicable. ‘pity’? i don’t think so, it was more like… using you out.” you knew that. you knew that he wasn’t going to feel sorry for your stupid love for him. rin saw the potential sex partner in you. he was thinking with his dick. but this hit you like a car. so what’s now–
“what’s now? do you want to continue this or not?”
‘do i? will this ever change?’
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