Whats The Origin Of My Name? Glad You Asked!

What’s the origin of my name? Glad you asked!

Andras literally no one asked-

SO, obviously I changed my name from Simon to Andras. The meaning of the name that comes up when first searched (“manly, masculine, and brave”) are not why I chose it to be my new name.

THIS FUCKER RIGHT HERE IS WHY IT’S MY NEW NAME! :D

This is the demon Andras. He is a part of the Ars Goetia (he was the 63rd to be summoned by King Solomon) and is the spirit of discord, war, and lightning.

Those who summon him and succumb to his influence become emotionally lethargic, and eventually give up their battle. He also has command over storms in some mythos.

Source (at least the one that sums up all the information. I would suggest doing extra research too. However, I would like to make it clear that we don’t really believe in demons. This is a lot more like Greek or Roman mythology to us.)

Needless to say this demon guy is actually really interesting and where I got my new name from and I wanted to share it because he’s really cool. :)

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Holy shit. Ok yeah, in that situation whole system should take account for that damn. Like… thankfully everything bad an alter has done in our system is make a mistake or lash out at our abuser verbally only. Only time anyone has physically started a fight was back in 2017 and it was so wimpy anyway (old host tried to slap someone and missed). Even then it was before they were aware of the system and shit so it wasn’t a big deal then.

But like, yeah definitely learning a lot about system accountability and system responsibility through responses to this.

Yeah it may not have been that alter that had switched in’s fault, but they needed to deescalate the situation at the least. Damn.

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Another poll kinda related to the earlier one that is less specific.

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Does anyone else have that one friend whose sleep schedule is like an ever-evolving mystery? One day they’ll appear to be asleep for the entire 16 hours that you’re awake, but the next three they won’t appear to actually sleep at all. Sometimes they appear to be on Australian time, other times their schedule has adjusted to somewhere in the middle of the Pacific ocean. (I call this Cthulhu time.) You go a week without seeing them and you have no idea if they’re just really busy, dead, or if their sleep has simply synced up to the exact hours you’re awake and online. The only indication that they’re still in this mortal coil is vague posts about grocery shopping that pop up on their blogs at 4:12AM. 

Btw: drew myself. Didn’t know exactly what do so I attempted a more realistic things turned out pretty good imo.

And if someone else in this system calls me Grumpy Bear I’m gonna lose it :) /hj

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There so dumb, but I love them so much

Message to other survivors:

TW// child on child SA

You’re allowed to be angry. You’re allowed to hate them. You don’t need to forgive them. Even they didn’t know what they were doing. Even if they were probably a victim too. Even if they were younger than you. You’re allowed to be upset about what they did to you.

So many people love to say “oh but they were probably a victim too!” When child on child SA survivors speak up. But the fact is, even if they were a victim too it doesn’t change the fact that it hurt you, that they hurt you.

So if you do want to forgive them, you can! But you don’t have too. You have a right to be upset and angry as much as any other SA survivors. Just know you’re not alone, there’s other people out there who understand, and your experiences and feelings are valid <3