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Thinking About This One Guy On Summer Camp Which Made Me Feel Right.
Thinking about this one guy on summer camp which made me feel right.
He would sing to me. He would hold me when I was to drunk to walk. He would stargaze with me. He would go on midnight swims with me. He would build little gobling houses out of stickes and stones and moss with me. He would hold and cuddle me for hours.
He was everything.
He made me feel like I didn't have to pretend.
He showed me unconditional kindness. I asked him how and why and he hugged me and explained that I deserved it.
I miss him. I'd really like to be in his arms and have him sing to me right now.
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