This.

This.

When we love you, we love deeply. When we hate you, you better watch out mother fucker

Kinda hate how people suck at establishing + respecting boundaries. They turn every conversation and make it about themselves. They use me as a dumping vessel where they unload all the shit they have piled up, that they've been carrying for years. You could be talking about your trauma and they'd make it about their trauma. I understand you've been through shit, and I would love to be there for you, to lend you an ear and stuff but right now, I'm all over the fucking place and if you want to make this conversation about your experiences, I ask you to leave me the fuck alone. I always try to be there for people, but I don't know how to be there for myself. I hate when people do that. It's okay to be there for someone else without making it about yourself for once. It's disgusting. Stop it. Please.

Scorpio  Scorpio Moon

Emotional Exorcism 

Emotions are a source of energy for Scorpio. Wherever emotion goes, it makes passion, desire, love, and collision flow. It’s difficult for Scorpios not to pour their whole spirit into their emotional pursuits, they can become unwillingly attached, infatuated, and consumed. Whatever they become emotional about can seem like a matter of life and death. Scorpios are naturally impassioned, and when their hearts have locked forces their resolve is inspiringly remarkable. This is why Scorpios can become explosive, commanding, and ferocious in debate and ensuring the message is heard. They can become intensely frustrated and agitated toward people who disrespect their craft, conviction, or calling. They put their heart and soul into these pursuits, they represent a part of themselves released from the shackles and exposed vulnerably to the world. The Scorpio’s emotions are like a morse-code, and next to impossible for anyone but the Scorpio to decode, but this can only follow intense self-reflection and painful self-honesty. Emotions intrude like masked assassins and the message is obscure, complex, and lurid. They can become very good at containing these in the short term, but that dense and opaque fire is always burning behind the eyes. They are forced to tear themselves to shreds with psychological incisions to source the mood, the emotion, and the wound, learning to decrypt their emotions like a psychic psychiatrist and read them like it’s someone else’s diary. There are multiple layers and currents in every emotion, and the mood prevails long after the physical experience has vanished. This can be demanding, so it’s common for Scorpios to shut themselves off from people for days and crawl into spaces that nobody knows.

-C.

art by Xue Wang

To add to the list of things I hate and are pissing me off, here's another one. I absolutely hate when people start liking my posts. Commenting is cool but I don't want to know who's read my posts (I DO I DO I DO) and who's tapped the little heart button to drop a like. I hate when the notifications in my notification box start piling up in huge numbers because I lose sight of my answered asks and anything more substantial and relevant.

Can someone please help me out. I want to turn off the like button on Tumblr. Is that even an option? How do you turn off likes and prohibit people from liking your posts? Hmu 😭

And when you told me what your favorite book was, I bought it and read it over and over trying to find pieces of you in it.

- unknown

I’m not sure if any other Scorpio moons feel like this…

But my soul is very very dark. There are things I try to not admit to myself, and often times my Aries head gets in the way. Things that make me question if maybe I really am a psychopath deep down, but I keep it tucked away because I must be socially acceptable.

And I’m not talking about my dark soul like… Emo talk “oh I’m so evil” or “oh my soul is so dark haha tehe” I mean in all actuality.

I had something happen recently where I had to take the life of an animal - it was her time to go, and I was the only one could could stomach to do it, but I still question myself on it because of feeling that came up while I was doing it that I will not admit to…

Because if I do… I’ll sound like a monster.

Thoughts?