Guide To Living Entry Xvi.

guide to living entry xvi.

dear darling,

i soldier on another day.

with this new dawn i devote myself to self reflection. i oftentimes jump into decisions out of practice -- such behavior prompts issues when such "practice" proves negative. i thus aim to end my personal cycles of needless suffering by enforcing greater self understanding.

before i act i will pause and think: why am i acting this way? are my to-be actions productive? thoughtful? or only furthering anxiety?

i will alter/maintain course accordingly and continue to soldier on.

in intentional manifestation of a better tomorrow.

xx

c.r.c.

guide to living mantra xii.

i know my worth. i respect my boundaries.

"i stand my ground."

guide to living mantra xxi.

i create productive plans. i stick to my schedules.

"i prioritize discipline over dalliances."

guide to living entry x.

dear darling,

i am strong. i resist ill-fated temptation. i prioritize my present as an inseparable part of my future.

these phrases fill my mind as i direct myself towards the greenest pastures and away from stagnant waters. although failure of goals proves an easily embodied feeling, i urge myself to avoid such mind traps. i know which actions allow me to flourish.

i know which decisions lead to self-sabotage, and i guide myself elsewhere.

i love the present i create.

xx

c.r.c.

guide to living entry xiv.

dear darling,

do you recall the unfortunate news from yesterday? the situation has worsened, to my great dismay.

my "day of relaxation" was for naught as my mind is overburdened with despair. i urge myself out of this dreary psychological state -- i must exert great self discipline and respect over the next period as i navigate these unfriendly waters.

i cannot bring myself to reflect too deeply at this moment.

and so i sign off in hopes of a better tomorrow.

xx

c.r.c.

guide to living entry xvii.

dear darling,

i feel weighed down without relief as i navigate these troubled passageways. my brain fogs with tangled fuzzies as i struggle to persevere. an anxious cloud nestles below my ears and settles onto my shoulders.

i shall overcome. i know this much. but i find myself in sluggish anticipation of my motivation's arrival -- i need to practice the self discipline that will kickstart my revival.

my soul feels unanchored and i must provide my own tether.

xx

c.r.c.