Is This A Me Thing Or Does This Happen To Anyone Else?? I Just Like Chugged Some Water And Now My Heart

Is this a me thing or does this happen to anyone else?? I just like chugged some water and now my heart rate is 130 and I’m sitting. Wtf is this shit

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I hate hate hate classes that have a no absence policy. I can’t make it to my classes today because I am in too much pain and because of that I’ll lose points. Why am I punished for having a shitty body arugh

A paraphrased conversation between my mom and I

Me: “I couldn’t go to class today because my disability is causing my joints to be too unstable for what we are doing today plus my pots is really flairing”

My mom: “ you know I don’t see you as disabled, you should really stop thinking about disability and start thinking of ability or different ability”

Things my body can’t tolerate:

- Heat - Cold - Humidity - Rain - Extreme Dryness - Over exertion - Mild exercise - No exercise - Standing up - Sitting down - Lying flat - Lying on my side - Lying on my back - Lying on my stomach - Sleep - No sleep - Eating - Not eating

Ya know I really wish sitting didn’t feel like I was fucking sprinting. Why for the love of everything does my heart rate decide to be 140 when all I’ve been doing for the last 20(? probably more) minutes is be sitting down. Fuck I hate disautonomia