Old Selfie Photodump! From A 7am Blizzard To Being Hammered At A Concert It Appears The RBF Does Not

old selfie photodump! from a 7am blizzard to being hammered at a concert it appears the RBF does not budge °~° / sotd is spellbound, by siouxsie and the banshees <3 (bonus cameo from my strange earrings collection?)

this one is a risky post xD had some fun w trad-style makeup - sotd is little miss scare (again.. i just love this song)

performative

if I got better, would I fade away?

like how a star is only awe-some when it burns

teen chic rage crackling into acceptance,

happiness at the cost of being seen

my words are venom

my anger is palpable in every stroke of razor and pen alike

what good am i without the pain that I illustrate into mirrors?

translated into words and verses to make my fellow aliens feel a little less alone

my torment is the connective tissue that allows me relevance

is it really peace, recovery, healing -

or is it giving up?

(+ makeup close up)

a moment for this new top i got<3 sotd is 'dr sunshine is dead'

raver goth doodle :P i like drawing sometimes! // sotd is half-decade hangover

when you grow up completely inadequate and below-average: no good at conversation, or sports, or looks, or intelligence, no passion or talent—

self destruction is a neat party trick for a while; you're a child proidgy until you find out kids years younger are reaching into their skin and starving to a rot

is it really extraordinary once you turn 14?

is your hurt enough once it becomes bearable?

are you poetry after the poem has finished?

but now it's too late too little, you've long since abandoned identity in favour of the much more rewarding role of "sick"

you lack the skill to turn this nothingness into somethingness, pain into art that used to be implied with your youth

sit with it now