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Weirdly anti-millennial articles have scraped the bottom of the barrel so hard that they are now two feet down into the topsoil
I'm not doing well this evening. My grandmother, who has been taking care of my cat for a few years now, just let me know he is not doing well health wise, and she can not get him to eat regularly. She has tried a lot of different food, but nothing seems to work for long. He might not have long left. The last time I saw him was before the covid lockdowns. I'm going to miss him. A couple of old pictures I have of him, his name is Garfield.
Unfortunate update here I was told today that my little man has been cremated.
The first few chapters of my girls' love thriller novel are now available to read online - on your computer or handheld device, wow! - and it would be fantastic if you would consider reading, liking or subscribing! New chapters regularly!
Sunflowers Bloom In Winter is the tale of two star-crossed lovers who are stuck in one of the world's worst fantasy thriller novels. Will they be able to defy the plot and find true love? Will multiple people be violently murdered, will a tree-worshipping cult execute an evil plot, or will a priestess get beheaded? There's only one way to find out: Read new chapters every week! One thing's for sure: it's gay!
p.s. I'm participating in a contest so the view/like/subscribe metrics actually matter oh god he;lp p.p.s. illustration by the incredible @koyoriin who is a world-class artist
Okay, I doubt that anyone who follows me would be able to help, but I've been searching for over an hour now and need to ask for assistance. So, while in the long car ride home today, I was scrolling Tumblr and found someone's story that I believe was being entered into a competition. Well, we reached a part of the road where I didn't have a signal on my phone, and I lost the story. Now I can't find it. The story was about a woman main character from modern times who was aware that she was in a book. However, the book took place in a middle ages time period. The main character was being forced along the stories plot no matter what they did to avoid it, usually making things worse if she tried to avoid it. The story starts with her and her nameless lesbian lover in bed. Her explaining that she had to return to the plot or something bad would happen, so she tells her lover goodbye and goes to take these extremely difficult tests. But with basic math skills from our time, she does very well, and the chapters split to show what the nameless lover is doing (becoming a knight), and now I can not find it someone please help LOL
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Found it finally. The title was Sunflowers bloom in Winter by Katelyn Gad. I will be sharing the post now that I found it.
In my experience people actually go insane about fat tummy all the time but are afraid to publicly express it so you have to do it for them. Anyways reblog if you would make out with someone’s fat tummy, want someone to make out with your tummy, or if you think the united states needs to violently topple their two party liberal democracy if it wants any hope of progressing further left of neoliberal capitalism
Also, I suppose I never stated it. I am 25, and my pronouns are He/Him, oh, and I am aggressively bisexual. I think that's it. If there are other questions, feel free to ask me.
Headed home from my mini vacation aside from a few annoyances it was pretty nice. Now to get home and play Skyrim for the 7542nd time.
It's been a long day already. My brain has looped around from harassing me last night about my mistakes to hyper focusing on my father, the drug addict and how I should have done more to help him. There was nothing I could have done he was the adult and chose his high over his kids. I really want to be nicer to my younger self, but I feel like I can't.
Well, I can't just not re post this.
Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room, a rubber room. A rubber room with Rats, and Rats make me crazy.
Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me In a room, a rubber room. A rubber room with Rats, and Rats make me crazy.
Sometimes visiting family is not a good thing. I'm tired their coffee tastes awful, and this place is so messy physically and verbally.
Some of the worst things I have done in my life were when I was trying to be a devout christian. I owe a few people the best apology I can give, and I don't think they would let me try. To shout it into void, I genuinely regret letting other hoity toity Christians at my college make me cut ties with some great people. I know for a fact now that the life I wanted back then that I was denying because it was "sinful and wrong" was bullshit. I hope that the lives of those people have gotten better without me bringing them down they deserve the world and so much happiness. I wish I had been honest with myself with how Gay I was back then.
Well, I seem to be unable to sleep despite how tired I am. It's time for a classic mental movie. All my greatest mistakes and regrets oo with director commentary tonight how delightful.
I'm still tired but finally getting a few days off. Time to relax, regain my mental fortitude, get back to the point where I can complain, and think clearly about something other than work. First, I slumber, and then I conquer like a true eldritch horror. Lol
Women 🤝🏿
It's kind of nice having no plans on a Sunday. Growing up in a religious house meant that so much of my time on Wednesdays and Sundays was spent at church. I am just enjoying the little things about my freedom. Getting a little high scrolling Tumblr to admire amazing furry artists.
1,000 followers raffle!
Hiii thank you sososo much for 1k followers!!! I made this blog just over a month ago and I’m so happy so many people like my art!
Reblog + be following me to enter! Winner will get a pinup like these:
Raffle will be drawn on July 30th (my birthday!)
[please no blank accounts, no minors, and no raffle accounts. I’ll message the winner on the day of, and if I don’t get an answer in ~3 days another winner will be drawn!]
Good luck all!!
I'm tired. Sketches are rough today. Want to take a nap, but I have to get ready for work. No energy for being philosophical today. Be gay do crime, don't hurt people.
One more of these today just to get my thoughts out. People are allowed to be who they want. Full stop if what you do does not harm anyone else or yourself (I care way too much about people to give the okay for non kinky harm). Then do it you like people with the same parts as you great I don't care what you do in your free time. You like people with parts different than you great have a good time. You like both at the same time. Awesome, have extra fun for me. Do you like either one? Great me too! You like all types and are more into vibes of a person. Hell yeah brother thats what is up. You like neither great we can play videogames together sometimes. You don't want to be involved but like to watch people awesome as long as they know you are watching and are okay with it all cool. People can do what they want with their own dang bodies. That includes changing it if they don't like it. One thing that always bothered me was the Christian rhetoric of "God doesn't make mistakes, so you are perfect just the way you were made." Okay, let's follow that line of thought for a moment right just to play along. If God made man and woman right and made every part of every person, then he also made the people who feel like they are in the wrong bodies. Meaning that for all the bigoted folks of the church, know maybe it was God's plan to have a person go through that kind of change. I mean, look, God is meant to be a single entity and a 3 in one and also be the image that we are made in, right? So that means he would be a combination of man and woman. Otherwise, we would all be the exact same thing, so maybe just maybe some people did get the wrong body. And that's fine. I just want people to be happy. Okay, religious rant over be kind to people and let them live their lives while you live yours. Stop hurting people. Just love people like you love yourself. Or hell, if you don't love yourself, then love people the way you wish someone would love you, idk.
Emotions are difficult. When I was young, I used to cry over every little thing. Someone yelled I would cry. Someone would drop food. I would cry. Someone said something mean at school, waterfalls of tears. I reached a point probably in middle school where I just sort of stopped. No more crying to anything. I never understood what changed. Everyone in my life treated it as a good thing, and I went along with them, thinking it was great I was no longer getting bullied. One thing I have noticed lately was that all that happened was that I sort of shut people out. Yes, I wasn't crying anymore, but I also felt like I was not expressing my emotions at all anymore. Now, instead of crying, when someone yells, I go silent, look away, and just shut down. I avoid conflict at all costs to avoid feeling like I may get emotional. Again, I am not sure where I am going with this or if anyone will read my ramblings and needs to hear this, but it is okay to have feelings both good and bad. It is okay to cry and not something that needs to be seen as a negative. It's okay to feel, and I hope that anyone else does feel the way I did/do that you can find some peace someplace to actually feel your emotions.
Welp after an hour of trying sketches are eh today. At least it's something, I guess.
I grew up in an aggressively Christian Low income house. Sometimes, I look back, telling myself that it wasn't so bad and that my brain exaggerates things. I spent a good two years in a house that had no insulation and was missing several walls on the inside. The door I had to my room at one point was a sheet that was held in place by thumbtacks. The house itself held a 10 year old me, a 5 year old brother of mine, a 3 year old brother of mine, and my sister, who had to be 2. Then there were the adults, my uncle, who was an alcoholic, my stepmother, who was awful to me but cared greatly for her kids, my dad who was a drug addict to the point of me finding his stashed needles in my clothes basket, my grandmother who was the only one making money and it was her unemployment as she had gotten too old to keep working as a nurse, and my grandfather ... he was the one who took me to church, among other things that I'm not quite ready to post on the internet yet. The house was a 3 bedroom 2 bath. Things sucked to put it lightly, but I still tell myself to this day that it wasn't so bad. Yes, people have it worse, and they have every right to complain .... but that does not make your complaints invalid, you know? Like people can be worse off than you, but that doesn't mean you were well off. I got lost in the sauce on this one. I don't know where I was going anymore. Something, something religious, teachings that are meant to hide trauma and convince you that things were just great when they were not, are harmful, so on so forth.
I find myself constantly wishing I could do more. Help the people who are important to me more, work more, and play more Skyrim. It feels like a weird cycle to find myself in doing everything I can, but it is not feeling like enough. I think it is one of those things that kind of nailed into me when I was young and then reinforced once I was able to start working. I think I'll start working on myself a bit more and using this place to post/keep track of it.
I think I'm going to try making some art again it has been a few years since I got discouraged last. Let's see how this goes. _______________________________________Well it was a good start but after a few failed attempts at arms on my snake man I am taking a break.
