I Feel So Weak Right Now I Think My Honeymoon Phase Ended Too Fast, It Was Only For 4 Days And I Don't

i feel so weak right now I think my honeymoon phase ended too fast, it was only for 4 days and I don't feel euphoric anymore but I am once again so obsessed with ⭐ving, c@/0rie c0unting and th!nsp0 that I cannot go back to "normal".

I am stuck here so I might as well lose weight until I reach my gw1 (8 kg left, already lost 7 in less than a month!!)

If I dont hit my gw by the end of the summer holidays I will cry because there is no way im THAT much of a failure

all vessels are capable of change

you can change your metabolism you can change your endurance you can change your weight

ana believes in you, angel

starting a 24 hour fast !! anyone who wants to join?

FUCK I BINGED IT WAS GOING SO WELL I HAD SO MUCH CONTROL OVER THIS BINGE YET I CONCIOUSLY DECIDED TO EAT THAT I AM SO DISGUSTING AND I FEEL SO CLAUSTROPHOBIC IN MY OWN BODY RIGHT NOW I AM BIG AND FAT AND JUST SO REPULSIVE I HATE MYSELF

i will probably do this diet but I will start at day 6 since that is my average calorie intake <3

(btw thank you for the template @st4rryl0ver <333)

Going from eating 900 Cals straight to 300 will result in binging so I made this template to help u eat fewer calories with no binges and then you can get into the habit <33