Now Im Full On Sobbing

now I’m full on sobbing

can we just get some pure thomas and virgil content. I'm missing my father/son duo :c Also, you au makes me want to cry with tears of happiness and sadness at the same time and I am so utterly in love with it!

Absolutely of course.

“They’ll love you, Buddy. Just take a breath okay?” Thomas murmured, ruffling his hair.

“They were okay with you adopting me? It’s just- we’re so close in age and… don’t they want you to be with someone before you adopt?” Virgil asked, twisting his fingers in the fabric of his t-shirt. He’d only been with Thomas for two months now. What if his family convinced him to give Virgil back?

“I know you’re nervous. But our family is loving and accepting, m’kay?” He asked, then sighed quietly, scratching at the back of his neck. “Well. Now. That’s not important, though.”

Our family. Our.

“What do you mean? Now?” Virgil asked. Thomas sighed, not taking his eyes off the road.

“Well… there was a time where we didn’t really accept a lot of things. When my brother came out, none of us understood. Not even me. And then even after I learned to accept him, I was… well, scared that the same thing would happen to me. I didn’t come out until six years ago.”

“You didn’t?” Virgil asked. “Oh god- what if they don’t like me because I’m gay- I can hide it! I can just pretend to be straight, it can’t be that hard, right? I mean-“

“Take a breath.” Thomas reminded him. “You don’t have to hide anything. Things are different now. I know I haven’t had you very long, and I don’t expect you to think of me as your dad. But as far as I’m concerned, you’re my son. The love I have for you is the same as the love I could have for any baby that was biologically mine. And they’re going to love you just the same.”

Virgil took in a deep breath, staring up at the house in front of him as they pulled up. He was scared.

“C’mon. It’s time to meet your grandparents.” Thomas smiled, turning off the car. “Christian is here too. Patrick should be here soon, but Shea is deployed. You won’t meet him for a little while.” He hummed. “But you get to meet your cousin, too! She’s a sweetheart, she’s only six months old.”

Virgil followed Thomas in, just slightly behind him. He was extremely nervous, but the second they got to the door Thomas’ parents were opening it with big smiles.

“Hi, dear!” His mom cooed, giving him a tight hug. His father turned to Virgil though, his eyes warm.

“You must be Virgil.” He said. “Thomas has told us so much about you.”

“He told me a lot about you two, too. It’s really nice to meet you, Mr. and Mrs. Sanders.” Virgil smiled. His mom laughed lightly, pulling him into a hug.

“Oh, don’t be silly! Call us grandma and grandpa!” She cooed. Her husband chuckled, patting her back lightly.

“And it that makes you uncomfortable, you can call us by our first names.” He said.

Virgil nodded as they stepped away from each other and Thomas wrapped an arm around his shoulders to comfort him. They were just as nice as Thomas, he didn’t know why he’d been so worried.

“Where’s Christian?” Thomas asked. “I wanna see my baby niece, and he needs to meet his nephew!”

“He’ll be here soon. Come on, I have some appetizers set up that you can snack on before they get here.” His dad said.

Virgil really liked their family, he found out. They were all so welcoming, they made him feel like they fit right in. He was a little shocked when he saw Patrick because of just how much he looked like his dad, but he shook it off fairly easily.

His new cousin was his favorite part, she was so giggly and smiley and she kept grabbing onto his fingers while he held her on the couch. That’s where he was, playfully wiggling one of her rattles in front of her for her to grab and play with, when Thomas’ mom came in with a box.

“Here, Virgil, I have a present for you.” She cooed. His cheeks went bright red immediately.

“Oh, you didn’t have to-“

“No no, I made one of these for every one of my children while I was pregnant, and every one of my grandchildren are going to get one too. I started this the second Thomas told me he was trying to adopt you.”

Thomas took his niece from Virgil, smiling knowingly and nodding. “Just open it, Bud, you’ll love it.” He promsied.

Virgil let out a shaky breath, nodding in agreement and letting her hand him the box. He opened it and his eyes widened at what he saw. A beautiful pastel purple and blue knitted blanket with a square pattern and little stormclouds and hearts knitted into the squares.

“Valerie told me that your dad used to call you Stormcloud.” Thomas smiled. “I went ahead and told Mom. She likes making the blankets really personal.”

Virgil pulled it out, shocked at how big it was. It would cover all of him… and it was so nice and the yarn was probably the softest thing he’d ever owned…

He didn’t even realize there were tears in his eyes until he heard Thomas’ quiet “Aww, Buddy.”

“Thank you so much…” Virgil said shakily, hugging it to his chest. He felt so welcome now, he didn’t know how to process this.

He had a new family…

That night, Thomas tucked him into his bed with his new blanket. Virgil felt safe and secure, and Thomas felt his chest swell because this was how he always imagined putting his child to bed, tucked in with the blanket his mom made them.

virgil: *silently brooding and pushing his food around his plate*

Patton, not even looking up: Stop brooding and eat, you can’t be vengeful on an empty stomach.

*over text*

Virgil; I wanna make a gay account on Christian Mingle

Roman; OMG. DO IT

Virgil; I was kinda joking but nOW I HAVE TO

Roman: YOU DO

Roman: she was poetry, but he couldn’t read

Virgil: his name is Jared, he’s nineteen

So. People??? like this??? my like 2am thoughts about my slimy boi?? uhm, lol okay. y’all... can like... add on? y’all got any ideas? you can bet your gucci sliders I wanna hear them. send me them all ~ or if you wanna send me a prompt? Or like, if you have questions? Don’t worry about bothering me, I’m basically is a doss year in school and have like one friend, so I’m usually here (cri). like, send me lyrics and I’ll write you a fic?? idk. i’m chill

Deceit freckin’ Sanders

ya know what. It took me since Dee was first introduced up until about a month ago to realise I LOVE HIM. Like?? HOW??? Can??? You??? Not??? Like, yeah he’s a little rough around the edges, but so was Virgil. Maybe Dee is a bit more extreme but if you actually look at it, he’s doing what Virgil did. But, in honour of me finally realising Deceit Sanders is my lil’ slimy boi, here’s me some Head Cannons I have come up with;

Deceit + Virgil Platonic: Virgil slowly realising that Deceit has fallen down the same path he did before he was accepted and slowly helping him integrate himself into the group by yelling discussing with the others why Deceit is valuable  and need as part of their team  Romantic: Virgil being the only one who gets what Deceit is going through and so he the snaky boi gets a mad schoolboy crush that Virgil notices but he doesn’t wanna do anything until Deceit is in a better mindset. Deceit kisses his cheek once and from them on, Virgil is high key gay and proud of his soft but slimy boyf

Roman + Deceit Platonic: Roman walking in on Deceit crying in the kitchen because he broke a mug on his foot and there’s blood everywhere and he sees Roman watching him and before Roman can even ask is he okay, Deciet is already apologising and saying he’ll clean it and is going to grab a towel and wincing as he takes a step and Roman realises just how fragile the boy is. And he just holds him and lets him cry it out. Romantic: Classic enimes to lovers trope. Roman hated Deceit until he saw him in a whole new light. Deciet is just tryna help Roman after Logon got mad case he missed a deadline by making him brownies. And they turn out really nice! And he walks to Roman’s room and leaves them their as a sercret but Roman catches him and soon realises that Dee is always helping them, him especially

Logon + Deciet Platonic: Logon being salty after the video where Deceit shuts him up and when he goes to shout it out, see the poor boy crying in his balck hole of a room. Notices the words on the walls of horrible messages. Confronts Virgil about it and Virgil explains that for the dark sides, every bad thing someone thinks of them, gets written on their walls so that they continue being dark. (Virigl was never a dark side, more of a mix between the two but he usually stayed with the dark side because they accepted him more than the others at first). Logon realises that he needs to talk to the others but first brings Deceit into his room away from those messages. Romantic: Logon falling in love first after Deceit explains that the only reason he lies is so Thomas can protect himself. he doesn’t want him to be alone, so whats wrong with lying to a friend about where he was? He doesn’t want Thomas to get hurt, so whats wrong with imbelishing the truth? After Logon explains the negative side of Deceits plan, the two work out a better way for Deceit to help Thomas without actually hurting them. And they both are hella gay and realise that they like each other and its just pure fluffly goo

Patton + Deciet Platonic: When Patton first sees Deceit all he can think is “Yay! New friend!” and goes out of his way to help Deceit. And after a few failed attempts, he find progress! He’s there when Deceit needs to talk and yeah he doesn’t agree with everything but, he does understand that Deceit is just a sappy boi at heart. And OH MY GOD, all the puns they share, and Deceit shows Patton how to make brownies (can you tell I really want brownies?) Romantic: Deceit falling headover heels whenever Patton’s nice but he’s Patton. He’s nice to everybody. ‘he only gave him that extra portian as a friend!! He only hugs him for longer than the others because they’re friends! He only… kisses his cheek as friends…!…?’ A very red Deceit eventually confesses and Patton laughs and kisses his cheek, saying how he wondered how long it’d take for him to come forward and admit it.

DLAMP Plantonic: The trio (Roman, Patton, Logon) finding a very scared Virgil and a very broken Deceit and treating them like they’re lost puppies. Clothing them, feading them, helping them when things get to bad. And just think onsies! And movie nights! And pillow and/or popcorn fights! The possibilities! 

SO! MANY! POSSIBILITIES! I actually can’t narrow one down as my favourite but you can all pick your own or add on!

Thomas: *while holding bent ruler* IT’S DOING ITS BEST TO BE STRAIGHT

Logan: like you during that phase