I Think Too Much Without Knowing How To Communicate My Thoughts, Just Like The Way I Feel Too Much Without

I think too much without knowing how to communicate my thoughts, just like the way I feel too much without having any words to express my feelings. That’s what makes it hard for me to be understood. The truth is you don’t have to understand everything I am made of or try to fix the puzzle inside of me, because it is complicated. That’s why I never ask to be understood. Most of the time I only want you to stay with me and never leave my side even when I seem to push you away. Just stay, especially at times when I don’t even have words to say, because those are the moments when I need you the most to stay and listen to my silence. Sometimes you don’t need my words to listen. I have moments when I speak in language of silence. Someday when things get better and it gets less harder for me to say, I will eventually tell you everything that has been bottled inside of me. But for now and always, I only want you to stay with me.

Personal quotes

We were moving so fast that it made me dizzy, and when we started moving slow I got vertigo. It was so good yet felt so wrong like riding on a roller coaster without wearing the safety belt. I knew I was not ready. We both were not ready. We were such in a rush. Why I still wonder sometimes. What was all that for anyway? We were fool and reckless like we got no time left for each other. We were just in love I guess... but it was not right. I was relieved that we both came into our senses just in time, before everything good we had together were torn apart.

Relying on God has to begin all over again every day as if nothing had yet been done.

C.S. Lewis (via jspark3000)

I don’t know how much I have to remind myself not to expect too much from a person, no matter how good the person has been for me, or how good I think the person is. Sometimes people are just being people, and there is nothing you can do about it. All you have to do is either stop expecting so much from a person or just live and deal with the emotions that come up when reality doesn’t meet your expectations. I just don’t think that I can do both, not today, not right now.

Personal quotes

I can't do anything right when you keep messing around with my head. You are always there in every curve of my brain. You are under my skin, I can't move an inch without feeling you are here. You are messing too much with my body and soul. It hurts sometimes, but it feels good. I need you... just please stop messing around... I need you.

Forbidden Thoughts

“The problem is that tolerant has changed its meaning. It used to mean ‘I may disagree with you completely, but I will treat you with respect. Today, tolerant means – ‘you must approve of everything I do.’ There’s a difference between tolerance and approval. Jesus accepted everyone no matter who they were. He doesn’t approve of everything I do, or you do, or anybody else does either. You can be accepting without being approving.”

Rick Warren (via peterdwebb)