I Need Answers!!!

I Need Answers!!!

i just want to disappear, evaporate into thin air. life isn't worth living, i'm sad constantly, i have no friends, i've been slowly pushing my family away from me. i've been praying to God that he'll just kill me off already. what the hell is my purpose in this life. where am i supposed to end up. how do i go on constantly knowing i'm worthless and sad!!! 

SARCASM

thanks a lot depression. because of you i might not graduate high school...

Anxiety: hey!

Me: what now?

Anxiety: Nothing, just wanted to worry you today.

Me: ...great

Anxiety: Hey your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't text you back, they're probably with someone else right now.

Me: ....

Anxiety: Oh your best friend hasn't spoken to you today either. They're probably sick of your shit.

Me: ....

Anxiety: Your parents said they're really proud of you..do you honestly believe that?

Me: ....

Anxiety: Where do you see yourself in a year? Oh wait, you can barely get through a day!

Me: ...shut up.

Anxiety: Will you ever rise to anything?

Me: Shut up!

Anxiety: Or are you always this pathetic? Lol

Me: Why can't you leave me alone!?

Anxiety: Because messing with your head is what I live for.

Some days I just want to escape the world, escape my life and who I am. My mind travels out of my body, into a world that only exists in my eyes. The feeling of not having anyone to judge, question or change anything about me or how I feel. I’ve alway wondered what it would be like to be someone...

Long Time Depression, Second Time Cutter

i want to see the blood ooze from my cuts, that would make me happy right now. 

story of my life