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"Your tears don't fall They crash around me" "The moments died I hear no screaming The visions left inside me Are slowly fading" ~BFMV #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love #words #poetry #songlyrics #bfmv #bulletformyvalentine #tearsdontfall https://www.instagram.com/p/BzH-8hLFhmEKZ_4qfKD_IjnvR8vmwXLmwIYLmE0/?igshid=yfokl38b2cdz

"When you look at my life Tell me what do you see? I'm only human So don't expect too much from me I lost my faith, what have I become? I don't think I can be safe from what I'm running from Will you remember me if I Were to fall into the sky? And what will they think of me If I leave it all behind? When I leave it all behind Would you be so surprised If I gave up tonight? I'm barely breathing I wanna kill the pain I feel inside" ~Sleeping With Sirens This song means so much to me #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #imgivingup #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love #words #poetry #songlyrics #sleepingwithsirens #sws #leaveitallbehind https://www.instagram.com/p/BzH_18IlrytqsLpIlSqis02TvyQEq4MxYZeSNk0/?igshid=12p2gsyred7yw

The end brings out the best in some and the worst in others. #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #love #words #poetry #end https://www.instagram.com/p/BzH_8tYlfMT4E4lPX8Pl1Zc_0m066EYvK0zRn80/?igshid=11smp4c1cuzxd

Things may seem like it's getting better But I am only getting better at hurting myself To save you the pain ~© #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #pain #better #hidemypain #hidemypainwithasmile #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming https://www.instagram.com/p/BzOcKbklyVc5mZ1-ot5xEa_ZEPTQEvp6j9wG6E0/?igshid=jraocycdznzq

I am afraid ~© #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #pain #better #hidemypain #hidemypainwithasmile #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #afraid #fear #anxious #scared #ireallyneedyourightnow https://www.instagram.com/p/BzOcXzklgy5VuHmMUlYlXWTrqa2dYZxSMcGpDE0/?igshid=14b6p127vnw08

"Little girl, Little girl why are you crying? Inside your restless soul Your heart is dying Little one, Little one your soul is purging Of love and razor blades your blood is surging" ~Green Day #ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #pain #better #hidemypain #hidemypainwithasmile #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #afraid #fear #anxious #scared #ireallyneedyourightnow https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzse7f_lnYd_oz7D7W2bz1x3h-pnWPXRA11c4k0/?igshid=wzke81jrcbs9

#ownpoetry #depression #depressed #anxiety #suicide #suicidal #lonely #alone #mentalhealth #hurting #cut #pain #better #hidemypain #hidemypainwithasmile #justcozyoucantseeitdoesntmeanitsnotthere #hiddenpain #italwayscomesback #hereigoagain #nobodycansavemenow #sorryifailed #failure #betteroffdead #guessishouldhaveseenitcoming #afraid #fear #anxious #scared #ireallyneedyourightnow https://www.instagram.com/p/B0vcPfvFpP5ZRY_pYDVBvB4RxobxHhC-OC75j80/?igshid=16t2p82u29yjz

when ever a guy is pissing you off show them this *Evil LAugh*

I was watching kdrama "Good Doctor" with my mum and there was a scalpel on the screen...my mum looked at me and said:

- I hope you don't use things like this on yourself

And I was like:

- Mum, I don't even have one.

But there was also me thinking about the scalpel and knife I just ordered....

My parcel with scalpel will come to me today ! And you know what that means ?

Exactly ! SH session !

I'm so happy...

⚠️Tw/sh mention/talk

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So my scalpel came and I was so happy....so I tried it out

I was scared ....Idk why...I was shaking and stuff

But I broke and cut myself

This motherfucker is not that sharp as I thought !

But it hurts after a bit....

But that's good

Yes, sir

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That moment when you cut and feel nothing....you just cut to see the blood ...

I missed that and I'm happy that I came back to this state....no pain just blood

⚠️ tw/sh

It's another level of pretending....

Cutting then pretending everything's fine is another kind of pain..

⚠️tw sh

First smoke then cut

So you know....my hands and legs are fucking barcode and I wear long sleeves....but it's warm so I decided to wear shorts but still long sleeves....

and my mum was 'why aren't you wearing short sleeves'

I said nothing.

And when I was doing the dishes she rolled up my sleeve and saw what she saw....scars. And she was 'really ?'

Then she left the kitchen because she was working in the meantime....and when I went upstairs to give her coffee she asked about my cuts .... 'when ? Why ? You really can't stop ? You know you won't be able to hide it. Now you're doing it somehow but summer is coming and you'll have to wear short sleeves'....

well....nice.... that's funny attitude

Healing my cuts

Healing my cuts

[image description: a digital drawing of a doberman. Two gloves are taking cut parts of its ears away. There are slashes representing the cut and blood around the edges. End description.]

You ain't right!

(ear cropping is illegal)