Story Of My Life

story of my life

LOST...

I don't know what to do with myself, I don't do anything, I hate leaving my bedroom, talking to people. I just want to be alone and maybe, runaway. Does it get any better, any easier? What do I do? How come God has not answer a single one of my prayers for help, or love, or happiness. 

I Need Answers!!!

i just want to disappear, evaporate into thin air. life isn't worth living, i'm sad constantly, i have no friends, i've been slowly pushing my family away from me. i've been praying to God that he'll just kill me off already. what the hell is my purpose in this life. where am i supposed to end up. how do i go on constantly knowing i'm worthless and sad!!! 

I don’t even understand my own feelings, so why should I tell you? Its not like you’d get it or something….

Anxiety: hey!

Me: what now?

Anxiety: Nothing, just wanted to worry you today.

Me: ...great

Anxiety: Hey your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't text you back, they're probably with someone else right now.

Me: ....

Anxiety: Oh your best friend hasn't spoken to you today either. They're probably sick of your shit.

Me: ....

Anxiety: Your parents said they're really proud of you..do you honestly believe that?

Me: ....

Anxiety: Where do you see yourself in a year? Oh wait, you can barely get through a day!

Me: ...shut up.

Anxiety: Will you ever rise to anything?

Me: Shut up!

Anxiety: Or are you always this pathetic? Lol

Me: Why can't you leave me alone!?

Anxiety: Because messing with your head is what I live for.