GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

GRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

"im over him"

being over him in question: constantly checking his socials, waiting by my phone for him to text me, wondering when he'll respond, making a playlist about how he hurt me, making a sad pinterest board about missing him and how i felt like i was never enough

Trans Guilt.

its mothers day, im an alternative trans guy, getting ready to go out, I found myself decidingnwhich ways go mask my personality, just in case my mom wanted pictures. Who does she want me to be, am I really what she wants? I feel so bad that she has to have me as her kid, I dont want to be this way, I wish I was just normal you know? She doesn't deserve to have me as her kid, I know it stresses her out and makes her worry for me and I hate that. I don't want her to worry for me you know? I wish I could just be a normal kid.

come over and smash my head into the wall for me

shud i start posting my cringe depressed quotes off of pinterest?

even if he wanted to be my partner I dont think id ever be enough for him

Adrienne Rich, from Diving into the Wreck; “The phenomenology of anger”