Set The Intention.

Set the intention.

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My heart is open.

I never thought it was something I had to conquer within myself. I've been knocking down my barriers, my fortresses and my armour. All of which I never knew I had, let alone had to do.

Looking back at the past me, the one who had to be tough and right and best and always ok, I feel for her. She should've known experiences with all of her heart. She did some inconsiderate things that I'm embarrassed of, that I've offered apologies to the universe for - that energy will go where it's needed.

Today my heart sings and smiles. I experience everything with great depth and brilliance. I'm grateful for my wide open heart and soul.

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This Dark Night of the Soul certainly strips you bare. I'm having one of those crazy moments so I'll share something I reflected on.

I'm not going to lie, there are times where I wish he would just try to see us from a higher perspective. Not from this male, female, 3d relationship construct viewpoint.  See who we are, who we truly are.  Look beyond the physical.  Remember us. Know us. Feel us. Believe. Believe because it's all true.  Remember him, remember who he is! Remember why he chose to come here.

It definitely was not to just exist. Work, rest, sleep, eat. There's more! So much more!

We are magnificent.  Yes we are that special. We are bound you and I. We were bound before we came into being onto this Earthly plane.  We have purpose here.  We are meant to be here together and help the world to heal, just by being together we achieve that.  Should we activate our purpose, know that our light is powerful and enduring and shines into the great vastness of the Universe.

Think of the period of time in which we were around each other's energy and reflect on the time where we are not. Do you notice a difference in your own energy and that around you? Compare the differences. Did you not feel the power and intensity of our energy together? Did you achieve greater things? Things you wanted seemed possible, not only did they become possible but they manifested for you quicker than usual.   That's not even half of how powerful we are designed to be. 

I choose to exist in a different vibration, higher frequency. When I think back I can't seem to 'see' him anymore. He comes up like an idea I once had in the past. I don't recall him in the physical sense anymore. I think the realities we exist in, simply there's just too wide a gap between the two. To recall details would take me too long and the effort too much, I'm happier in the higher vibrations.

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Feelings are beautiful.

I love being connected to myself and being able to feel with all my heart. This is relatively new for me, this process and living everyday with an open heart and open soul.

It's quite extraordinary!

It's been about 6weeks since Spirit advised me what I must overcome. Well, I should clarify that it was more a reminder because the first time they actually told me was in October of 2019.

"Major things changing here...We need to shake you up a bit...."

Back in 2019, I can tell you that I couldn't see how I needed to change what it was I was advised by Spirit that needed changing. A year and a half later and I'm still working on this aspect. It's one of my major life lessons here, to find my true self. The one that I blanketed over at 5years old. The one that was scared and uncertain and felt no sense of belonging in her heritage country or her new country she was travelling to.

I've worked on the healing and releasing. My work now lies in breaking down all the barriers and veils that I built around "my vulnerable self". Spirit says, you are like a lock, impenetrable and we need to open you up, show the world who you really are.

I'm trying. Everyday I try.

Take the journey to find the universe within you.

The light within me is the same light within you.

The love that I am is the love that you are, the love that we are.

Allow the expansion of your heart.

Allow all the feelings to move through you.

Allow yourself to feel all the uncomfortable feelings and allow them to move through you. Small feelings and big feelings from deep deep within will start to surface. You may not be able to recognise them or identify them yet, but they will rise to the surface and they will be released.

Feel them and breathe. Let it come and let it go. This is the natural process.

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