Me After Saying The Most Gut-wrenching, Heartbreaking, Soul-piercing, Eyes-tearing Thing Known To Humankind-
me after saying the most gut-wrenching, heartbreaking, soul-piercing, eyes-tearing thing known to humankind- "It's not that deep lol"
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me and this certain person whom I love from the bottom of my heart stopped talking because of a guy, and that guy happens to be her boyfriend. We stopped talking because he's insecure about me. Nobody will understand how much it hurts when I see her, and I'm like, "okay, I can't talk to her. I can't ruin their relationship." But in the process, it's ruining my relationship with her. I talked to her today, initiating the conversation for work purposes, and it turned into a nice moment with her. But her boyfriend saw us, and he got mad at her for talking to me. He's behaving like a sulking 5-year-old, being mean to her. So, I thought, "Let's talk to the guy, and clear things up." But nope, he made it pretty clear without saying a word that he wasn't interested. He's just so immature, it's making my blood boil. He's just not open to listening or talking. He simply dislikes me because I love his girlfriend (platonically) who is a very close friend of mine. Seriously, why's he so threatened by the idea that maybe, just maybe, I care about her a bit more than he does? All I really wanted to tell him was that she loves him way more than she loves me—no competition at all.
so his gf (my friend) told me he's all mad and stuff because she was chatting with me. And get this, she was cool with cutting off the convo with me without a hitch. Me? I just went mute, like totally numb. And after that, my mood was like majorly gloomy – you could practically read it on my face. That's exactly what I wanted to tell the guy: that she's head over heels for him, ready to drop talking to me like it's nothing. But man, it hurts, and I'm done acting like it doesn't. I mean, I had this urge to let her know, but darn it, the words just wouldn't come out.