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Day 92: Peek-A-Boo!

Wahhh are we playing games? I saw you again but twas so fast. You disappeared within a couple of seconds. It's kinda unfair but I'm still glad that you reminded me that you're always there for me. Thank you! I love you always and forever. Know that i miss you so much and i always think of you :)

can i have at least a hug?

i just wish i have someone beside me who's willing to be with me right now... prolly receiving a big hug will be a good thing too. ugh i hate what i am feeling right now... it's sad that there's no one who is able to comfort me at times like this... ='( 

I was watching today's episode of Showtime. And this grandmother touched the hearts of the audience in the studio. I will not deny it but I was touched too. Somehow, her presence and story of life reminds me of my own grandmother... I agree when she said that we should love, respect, and give thanks to our grandparents and parents. Their love is precious and no money can buy it. I regret that I was not able to give thanks to Umpe. I failed to make her happy. And for that, I am truly sorry, Umpe ko. I will regret it all my life. I wish I get to spend more time with her. It's too late now but I still want to say "thank you, Umpe" over and over again. I guess whenever i see grandmothers, it will constantly remind me of your love for me and the precious moments we spent together. I promise you that I'll always treasure all the things you've taught me. I'll try my best to make you proud of me. To my dearest Umpe, I love you, Umpe ko. I am always thinking of you. I hope you are enjoying yourself up there. Go make some bbq for the angels and saints up there. Make me proud! I miss you so much. Xoxo

All I want is to be happy...

but I didn't know that being finally happy has consequences. It sucks! This feeling is worse than being miserable. I don't like being hated. I just wanted to give something for myself since I've sort of let every chances slipped away from me. But I didn't expect these things to happen. Am i being selfish?? Don't I deserve to be happy too? :'(

Day117: goodbye, tito cesar...

today, it really hit me that tito's gone. I will never see him again with tita lorie. it is hard to accept his sudden death. it is unfair. no one expected it. i know everyone in the family is hurting especially tita lorie. i wish we are there to be next to tita right now. we just talked to her on the phone. my tita is such a strong woman. but i can feel that she's hurting too. one day, i'll hug her. one day, i'll tell my tita how amazing she is. i hope tito will be happy up in heaven. i know he'll continue looking after us. rest in peace tito. i love you and i will miss you forever...