it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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All I Want Is To Be Happy...
All I want is to be happy...
but I didn't know that being finally happy has consequences. It sucks! This feeling is worse than being miserable. I don't like being hated. I just wanted to give something for myself since I've sort of let every chances slipped away from me. But I didn't expect these things to happen. Am i being selfish?? Don't I deserve to be happy too? :'(
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Day105: Wish you were here to celebrate my 21st birthday...
Tomorrow's the day! How i wish you are here to celebrate it with us. I'm finally turning 21. Can't you believe I survived 21 years of clumsiness? Hehehe thank you for being with me since I was a kid. It's just unfortunate that you are not here to see me grow older lol but i know you're always looking down at me :) Please visit me later~~ i really wanna see you. That would be the best gift ever :) I love you and I miss you more every day. xoxo
Day 101: a disgrace in the family
What should I do if I keep messing up my life?
When am I going to learn?
How am I going to pay back all their sacrifices for me?
I've been so selfish.
I've waited too long.
I never learn.
I always feel sorry but I never did anything to correct it.
Husto lang ako sa salita. I can't even prove anything to them.
Magaling ako sa pagyayabang.
I can only disappoint them. I can never meet their expectations.
I am a failure.
Day69: we're together yet we didn't get a chance to talk...
*sigh* How come i didn't get a chance to talk to you? All day the other day, i was asking you to talk to me. Yet, i still didn't get to talk to you... But i guess i should be contented for i got to see you. Yes, i remember seeing you... from afar though. You were on the other side of the beach. I forgot what you were doing but i remember i was eating some Korean snack. I was gonna invite you to eat with me... But I woke up. Unfortunately, it was just a dream... Umpe, is this your way of telling me everything's gonna be okay?? If this is how you'll do it, please talk to me too. I miss you. I miss you so much that seeing you in my dream last night feels like i got strength from you. Thank you... I love you. Always and forever...
Day119: i got in the Nursing program!!!
Umpe!!!! This is it! I'm in the program! Are you happy for me, too?? I wish I can personally tell you the good news. I know you're looking down at me right now. Can you see how happy I am?? Umpe, eto na 'to! I promise i'll make you proud. I miss you...
Day89: judgement day!
Umpeeeeee! I took the test kanina & I thought I will not be able to pass the test but I did. Di nga lang with flying colors but it's better than what I expected. Andun ka ba sa tabi ko kanina? Were you helping me? I was really kabado pero nacarry ko naman. Hopefully, makapasok na ako sa program, noh? Di ba you'll be happy if I get in the program? Proud? Hehehe i miss you na! Soobraaaa! Namimiss mo din ba ako? I love you! Sya ako e magpapahinga muna. 1 week akong nabaliw kaaaral kuno. Stay with me ha. Thank you! *kiss*