It's Just You And Me Casually Walking

it's just you and me casually walking

all around us the red leaves falling

falling like i did for you

only their fall isn't half as cruel

seeing you like this

it's made me feel pain I've never felt before

a world devoid of good things and bliss

but how can I help, how can i do more?

for those people in my personal life who don't know I write a lot:

sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to share my art with you;

so many of you don't know how truly dark my mind can be...

I wrote a song😨

I have the lyrics, just not the BGM.

“Pitiful Waste” - Lapis

TW

Lyrics:

If you or someone else is struggling, ask for help.

To all the people who are suffering or considering harming themselves, this is for you.

He’ll never be a real guy.

He knows it.

He always asks himself ‘why,’

‘Why was I born like this?’

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The cuts increased on his left arm

He used anything he could to harm himself

From broken chargers to plastic stars

Or the mint ribbon on the shelf

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The pain escalates and hurts

It stays season to season

He’s getting worse and worse

He hasn’t told anyone

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

When he ends it,

It’ll all be gone.

No more Lapis,

Just this dumb song.

everyone's expecting me to be someone I'm not

being left alone in the world with not a clue what

to do, or how to be what everyone wants of me

why can't I live, why can't I just be?

she's playing the guitar and we're singing a song

when our eyes meet, the world fades away

now it's just the two of us, singing along

and, in my mind, you're mine. always.