I Was Just On IG And Noticed There's A LOT Of Hate Surrounding Jungkook Right Now, Because He's Supporting

I was just on IG and noticed there's A LOT of hate surrounding Jungkook right now, because he's supporting a girl group?

So many people on there are saying he should have been supporting Yoongi, but Yoongi's situation was made way too public to begin with, and he more than likely asked everyone not to say anything.

I don't understand you people at all...

Namjoon has yet to be wrong, when he said that you guys have changed and it's the reason that the real ARMY stay quiet.

This so called community is no longer what it used to be and it hasn't been for some time now.

It's turned incredibly toxic and this is so fucking ridiculous...

I have been in the kpop community itself for well over 12 years and I have never witnessed people in their own community giving out so much fucking hate- not only to each other- but also to the people they claim to love and adore so much.

I feel like Jungkook has more haters than supporters honestly and it explains why all of you are so fucking toxic and just terrible people.

You really don't have anything else better to do in your lives, do you?

Hi! How is it possible to know that Jimin/JK are your twin flames without meeting them irl or knowing them personally? Because it sounds like twin flames are very deep connections and my brain can’t comprehend how that works. I don’t know if my question makes a lot of sense because I am pretty clueless about this stuff and am trying to educate myself to understand better. Thank you for taking the time to answer my question!

Well, thinking about it logically, is where you're going wrong- because none of this makes any sense whatsoever lol

Not when you look at it from a logical perspective.

You need to try and have an open mind and trust what you are feeling, when you feel it.

This is something I didn't really struggle with- despite the hardcore conditioning I got from the religion I grew up in.

(Have you read my other 'ask' that I responded to? Not too sure who you are, sorry- but here's the link just in case.)

I'm surprised looking back, because it seems like I trusted my intuition from the very beginning somehow.

Like I mention in the 'ask' in that link- I always knew from the time I was about six years old- that I would meet someone just like me and we would always be together no matter that.

They would be my best friend and we would always love each other and be there for each other (unconditionally of course, because a child isn't going to be thinking about romance lol).

I never really understood why I felt such a thing, but it was very real to me and it was just a really strong intuitive message.

Twin flames are incredibly deep and the connections can affect you mentally, physically, emotionally and yes, spiritually.

Please don't confuse spirituality with religion though, because both are very different- everyone is entitled to their own beliefs though.

Being open to the things that spirituality can offer you personally in your own way- helps to heighten your intuition and make it stronger.

Intuition is something everyone is born with, regardless of gender- but not everyone is open to listening to it.

If you can't wrap your head around spirituality for whatever reason, you can also just choose to listen to what your heart is telling you.

These are all very interwoven and connected together as one.

Your heart will never lead you down a path that is not for you and it will help you to find out who you truly are.

It may seem like such a cliche thing to say, but I'm not speaking as someone who has no experience with the words I speak- which is something a lot of people tend to do. I don't speak on anything, unless I can back it up with personal experiences of my own and since I have been listening to my own intuition/heart for the past several years now- it has helped me in many aspects of my life.

I wouldn't have this blog right now if I had chosen not to listen to it, because everything I have went through that I talk about in that 'ask' up above there- has eventually led me here. Since I chose to no longer hide in the shadows, despite how terrifying I know that kpoppers can be.

I used to be a very weak minded, closed minded and very naive person and I hardly recognize myself a lot of times, because I am very different than the person I used to be. I was afraid of literally everything and would never take chances or risks, but I have come a long way.

Thanks to the growth that I opened my mind to and that's the only way to do things when it comes to life. Even if things scare you, do them anyhow- because that one thing that scares you, could be the one thing that changes your entire life :)

It took me a few months to properly come to grips with Jungkook being my twin as you know, if you've read my 'ask' up above there and it's not only due to the conditioned beliefs from the religion.

It was also because I never 'heard' him when I was little. I figured that since I never 'heard' him like I did Jimin, that there had to be some kind of mistake.

As soon as I saw Jimin, I felt something shift inside of me and honestly I knew there was something up from the very beginning, because I wasn't into boys who were real. I was heavily into anime at the time and very obsessed with Asia- since I had been introduced to the community thanks to my grandma knowing several Asian women. I was learning everything I possibly could about the continent and all of it fascinated me.

I was learning Japanese and Mandarin, but I couldn't quite pick up Korean ~

I loved anime so much, because it was a part of Asia and I just liked to get away from my own life- because things were terrible for me in high school and even though I had been past it by 2016- everything from my past kept resurfacing and I was heavy in denial.

I kept running around in circles and that's when things started to get pretty dark for me. I was starting to get sxxcidal and I had tried many different things regretfully so. I had also recently lost a couple of close friends to it myself, so I could understand things from both perspectives. Someone who has suffered from the thoughts of harming oneself, and also the perspective of losing someone to it.

I didn't think this 'make believe' person was even real and I started questioning my entire life and basically how shitty it had been. Maybe I had imagined the whole thing and it was just something I wanted to believe. It wouldn't have surprised me, since when you go through trauma, you do things in order to cope with it.

No later then a month after all of these things take place- I started to hear about BTS again.

I'm not going to lie- I couldn't stand them, but it was their popularity I couldn't stand. The fact that other people seemed to forget the existence of other really amazing groups and they were choosing to make everything about BTS instead.

I wanted to see what the big deal about them was, so I looked up 'Save me' and 'I need u'.

I saw the music videos and Jimin stood out to me automatically, which was strange to me- because like I've said- I have never been interested in real guys. This is due to my trauma that I went through as a child.

Something about him seemed remarkably familiar, but it's one of those things where you feel like you know someone and yet you don't know how or why. If that makes sense?

I thought I was going crazy, because there's no way I could know this person, since never even met and I'm fairly certain I would have remembered any kind of contact with them.

It kept bugging me and I started to watch more BTS content, just so I could catch a glimpse of him- to try and figure it out.

It was all I could think about- and I know how that might sound, but it really bothered me how for the first time in my life, an actual real- living and breathing human stood out to me.

It wasn't that I didn't have friends, or people to be around- I just wasn't interested in mingling, due to my trauma as a child that never really got properly treated. I was very secluded, but I enjoyed my solitude and I preferred it.

It was like, "How dare this person show up out of literally nowhere and disturb my peace I've had for so long?" I was so mad and upset- but also fascinated, because I was actually interested in another person. I was beginning to feel emotions I never thought I would again, because the trauma left me feeling disconnected and I would lose myself to dissociation quite frequently.

I was numb after the way I had been treated back then as a child and it never went away as I grew up.

This person not only shows up out of nowhere, throwing me into a frenzy over my peace that has been disturbed- but he's ALSO bringing up emotions that have been suppressed for years.

I dealt with that for the better part of two years, even after finding out the proper term for what I had been going through since I was a child (twin flames).

I never had any of this with Jungkook and I guess that's what made me rethink the whole thing where I could have had a second twin.

It took me a long time to be able to come to terms with Jungkook as my other twin, but I don't know why I never thought of this to begin with. It shows how I was getting all caught up in my mind and the logical aspects.

Once I began watching videos of him, it all made sense to me, because I could see the similarities between him and I. Our appetites, the things we eat, the things we talk about, how we represent them- even something so simple as the clothes we wear and what kind of clothes we choose.

If I would have done something so simple- as just giving myself the freedom of actually LEARNING about him- through watching candid videos (Run BTS at the time), I could have saved myself so much denial and regret.

That's the thing with logic though, you get so caught up in your mind, that common sense will miss you if you're not careful.

Watching their show- it's only confirmed several more things for me and it's really incredible- looking at them and seeing how much of me exists in each of them.

It used to scare the hell out of me, and I even used to think I was losing my mind. That I wanted to lock myself up in a hospital ward or something and get diagnosed with some illness I don't even have.

It's not for the faint of heart, as you can probably tell at this point and it's very heightened. Your emotions are all over the place in the beginning and you really do feel like you're losing your mind, because it makes you question everything.

Everything that has been shoved into your mind as a young child and the things that everyone spoke to you about that have made you into the person you are now.

It will shake your world up and then spit it out, only to repeat the entire process over and over again, until you have the growth that you need to become that better version of yourself.

It's a terrifying journey, but definitely very prosperous and fulfilling once you get past all of the hell it puts you through.

Most nights I would lay in my bed and cry myself to sleep, because it felt very lonely, since I couldn't tell anyone about what was going on and I only sounded 'unstable' to those who I tried to confide in.

The spiritual community for twin flames was very undependable, because they disregarded me completely when I told them I thought I may have two other halves and they outright told me I was wrong.

When in reality, they were the ones that were wrong.

Trying to speak on my journey, like they had ever walked even a day in my shoes.

The arrogance is what surprised me the most, because these people claimed to be so 'spiritual', but that's not real spirituality. Real spirituality is where people accept it- when someone has different beliefs than they do. It's allowed, because everyone is right in their beliefs.

No one is wrong, because we are all on different journey's and no one has any right to try and tell you otherwise.

I've known people with one twin, four twins and even came across someone so advanced that they told me they know of seven other halves. That was the silver lining I needed to tell me that I needed to go my own way and I did- despite how alone and scary it was- I wanted to just lay down and die from it even- but the little voice in my mind would always speak up and tell me that if I gave up, I would never meet that 'other me'.

It was very painful in every possible way and I even felt a lot of physical pain from it- growing pains if you will, but considering the life I had lived before, pain didn't bother me and it was merely a part of who I was.

When I first saw Jimin though, it felt like I was coming home some how. Like I had found what I had been looking for all this time. That's how I knew who he was, because not only did my eyes recognize him, but so did my heart and I burst into tears when I first came to realize what that meant.

He was the one that I had been waiting on this entire time and I was so incredibly overcome with emotion, that it was something I just KNEW. I couldn't explain it in words, but I felt it- fuck...did I ever feel it. It was like lightening shot through my entire body and it left me feeling weak. So much so, that I slept for at least a good 24 hours afterwards...

It was really strong and definitely something you would need to experience in order to understand.

I still remember everything so clearly, like it only just happened yesterday and I used to regret some parts of my journey, but they were all necessary to bring me right here in this moment of time.

Jimin has always been my beacon of light and eventually so did Jungkook, but in a different kind of way ~

I have had several years of going through growth with Jimin, but I'm still going through it with Jungkook and there's more resistance with him- which only makes the journey more frustrating, but I'm still learning and honestly I hope I never stop learning and growing with them :)

Do you have another Tumblr account?

I have my side blog for Jungkook that I created.

@jungkookmuse

I also have a private blog, but I don't share that with just anyone, due to the amount of haters on this one. My followers over there don't need the drama or negativity.

Episode 7

There's more to being a twin flame, than just having things in common with another individual.

It's being inter-connected to this person on a very cellular level- which is mainly why they're called 'twins' at all.

You share the same DNA, regardless of what language you speak and where you were born in this lifetime.

Which is why you often feel their presence in your life, before you ever find out their identity.

Have you ever felt like you had another person out there who was just like you? Did you ever feel like you would meet them no matter what? It wouldn't have made much sense to you- but did you ever feel like that?

They were trying to reach out to you in a very conscious manner if the answer is yes ~

Logic defies everything about both soul mates and twin flames and if you are going to ever be able to find yours- then you need to throw your logic out the window, because most your experiences aren't going make any sense.

Episode 7