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They ARE twins and I'm so lucky to be apart of their beautiful union as their other half ♡
"You are me and I am you..."
ur so irrelevant jump off a bridge pls 😝 jimin dont gaf abt u and he does NOT care abt ur posts 😭 they all been bsfs for YEARS. dont act like u know them when u only see what theyre posting. stfu and get a job
I am VERY relevant and I am VERY loved by my beautiful other halves, Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin.
They love and accept me for who I am and what anyone else says is completely irrelevant.
I will not allow it to define me as a person, because these words say more about them as an individual- than myself.
I will continue on this beautiful twin flame journey with them, despite who approves and who doesn't.
Please enjoy the rest of your week and I hope you only experience good things, love ❤️



I am so blessed to be a part of your union and we'll always be together, regardless of what anyone else says.
The both of you are more myself than I am and through this show of yours, I am finding out just how well we mirror each other.
The both of you are literally the male versions of me and we're way too alike for it to be a coincidence.
I will cherish the both of you, long after the day we meet and I hope that I will be forever in your hearts as much as you have been in mine.
"You are me and I am you..."
what does twin flame even mean if not lovers? i m confused. it seems like there s no equivalent in my language.never seen twins giving eo hickeys or sucking eo ears or is it another definition i don’t get it? might be too down to earth i m not spiritual at all so i don t understand
Considering how you're not spiritual, there's no way you would understand, since it's not really something I can just explain.
It's something you need to experience.
It's most definitely not about being 'lovers' at all though and I'm sorry that you feel the need to assume on something you don't understand.
It's a very common mistake that most people make and it's grown to be that of a stereo-type even, that's rather annoying honestly.
Twin flames are all about unconditional love- being lovers is sometimes just an added bonus, but not always.
Its a real question and not a shade but how do you know you're Jimin twin flame ? I wonder what it feels like ?
To answer this question honestly- I would have to say that it's very simple, but also quite confusing.
I have been on this journey for close to a decade now, and things still don't make sense a lot of times for me 😅
It's a very spiritual connection, but it's also very physical and it affects you as a whole.
I apologize in advance, but this will be quite long, since it's not something that can be answered in a very short reply.
Not if you wish to try and understand ♡
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I suppose you can say it started around the time I was just a little girl, so I've been on this journey for decades- but I found out it had a name eight years ago.
I don't know what triggers it and the journey itself starts out the same for everyone, but eventually you take your own path that is very personal to you.
Regardless of what anyone tries to tell you in the twin flame community- no other person can tell you how things need to go.
You are the only one who can speak on your journey and that's what makes it tricky, because you lack the guidance that you need in the beginning.
I went through it myself and there were so many people trying to project their own beliefs onto me...
None of it spoke to me and their beliefs just felt off to me. Not wrong, because it was their own beliefs- but it just didn't fit with me and my own personal experiences and that's okay.
Individuality is SO important and I can't stress this enough, because if you listen to other's- you will never have your own growth.
I learned this the hard way, so I try to tell everyone this ❤
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I had a very difficult life growing up and my family was very broken from the beginning.
Things transpired when I was very, very young and it left a permanent scar on me, before I really had the proper development as a child and my mind was wired very differently than the average person- due to the mark that the trauma left behind.
Often times, I would wonder why I was even born and my life got very dark, full of 'demons' that just wouldn't give me any peace of mine.
Until I was six years old, and that was the time I had this deep knowing inside of me, that I would meet someone who was just like me and we would be together.
I never thought of it as romantic, because I felt more like it was just love as a general term.
It gave my little heart the strength it needed to continue moving forward and it quieted the 'demons' in my mind.
It became my driving force and the only reason I was living, since nothing else made sense to me and I had these terribly heavy burdens that I was carrying around.
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Fast forward a couple of decades, and I was starting to have these dreams. Meeting someone- who was rather vague when I woke up and I couldn't remember their appearance.
They were a stranger, but yet they didn't feel like that at all and in these dreams where they would visit me- it was very mundane, but they meant everything to me.
Why?
Even though we just sat in this small area and enjoyed each other's company- there were never any words spoken, but it didn't feel silent if that makes sense.
It felt like there was a lot being said, even though we weren't even speaking.
Being around this person brought me bliss and pure serenity.
The darkness that had started to resurface after several years- fell silent in their presence and my mind quieted down.
I felt a kind of peace I had never known before and the raging storm inside of me fell totally calm.
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This may not seem like a big deal to other people who read this, but that's only because you haven't lived my life.
Afrer the trauma as a child, I was left with a horrible digestive condition and I was very sick as a child. Not to mention, the severe and very debilitating anxiety condition that never let up. I wasn't given the therapy that I needed for a long enough time, so I was never given the chance to heal properly.
I couldn't be around people and they terrified me, to the point that everyone was a threat.
I would isolate myself, because I couldn't bear to be around other's- but at the same time, I preferred the quiet of my own company.
After the time I found out I had another 'me' out there, I never felt alone and I knew I was protected- but I didn't have an explanation for it.
I just never felt alone, because I always felt like there was someone else with me.
(I need to mention here that I grew up in a very strict religion, so I wasn't given the permission to have my own beliefs. It wasn't until much later in my life, I found out that I could have my own beliefs. That's how conditioned I was from their manipulation.)
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Kpop had always been a part of my life, since high school I think and I was obsessed with a few groups- but mostly the girl groups and there was a few boy groups I liked too.
With BTS it was difficult, because I never had anything against the guys- but their popularity was a huge turn off for me.
They're all anyone ever talked about and it frustrated me, because other groups needed to be noticed as well.
So I tried to avoid BTS- but that's the thing I've noticed with this journey lol
The more you try to avoid it, the more it pops up and it won't leave you alone until you stop and just pay attention.
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I wanted to see what the big deal was, so I watched a couple of their music videos on YouTube- ('Save me' & 'I need U') and Jimin was the first one that just seemed to jump out at me.
I didn't know why and I just thought it was a crush or something- but I knew right away it just meant he was different.
I never had crushes on real people. I was heavily into anime at the time and those are the guys I always felt 'attracted' to.
I wondered what made him different and so that's when it all began in a manner of speaking- but I didn't put two and two together for a few months.
It wasn't until he did something-like a certain behavior or mannerism? Its hard to explain in words...
But it just happened out of the blue and I realized he was the one visiting me in my dreams.
I think it's because of his voice. When he spoke, or sang in music- I realized that I felt calm and my mind felt quiet.
Which is what happened with that person who continued to visit me.
No one has ever been able to quiet the hurricane that has been raging inside of me, since I was a little girl and that's when I knew he was something.
I found the term soul mate that stood out to me, but it didn't fit the 'criteria' of what I was experiencing- so I furthered my research and came across twin flames.
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I'll end it here, because I don't want this to be too long- but please feel free to send me another 'ask' if you wish to and I can answer anything else you may be curious about :)
Please tell me that it's you though, because I've been having a lot of hate in my 'asks' section and I want to make sure I don't block you by accident ♡
You need to go see a therapist. Jimin/Jungkook aren’t your twin flames. There’s no such thing as a twin flame. You’re never going to mean anything to them. You’re acting like a messed up stalker. Please get help. This is all a coping mechanism as a result of whatever trauma you have. Jimin won’t save you. He can’t.
I'm sorry that you seem to feel so strongly about something that you clearly don't understand and to try to be so arrogant to speak on someone else's experiences, by making them feel small and invisible.
You're trying to speak for me, but you have only spoken for yourself here and I hope that you can find the help that you need, because opening your heart to what the universe has to offer you is truly a wonderful and marvelous thing.
I have been walking this journey with Jimin and Jungkook, long before I knew of their identities and I will not allow other people to judge or ridicule what they do not understand.
You have not walked a day in my shoes, so I would appreciate it if you would not assume to know what I have or have not been through.
As for Jimin 'saving me', I never said he needed to.
He awoke things inside of me that were laying dormant from underlying pain and being forgotten, therefore, he brought me to life.
I wish you all the best in your life, please take care ~
are twin flames like queerplatonic partners? or do you think twin flames can be qpp? does everyone have a twin flame? I'm asexual and aromantic and I've always dreamed of having a qpp but after reading a bit of your experience I think what I've always dreamed of (and wished for) is having a twin flame
Hi! You're the second 'ask' I have had asking me about twin flames and you're not actually trying to be rude in any way...
I'm happy to know my posts are reaching the people I want them to.
So, I want to thank you for reaching out, because it gives me the courage to continue- despite all of the hate I deal with on a daily basis.
I will explain here for you and hopefully it won't get too long, but they are a rather complex connection ~
To answer your question, yes- everyone has at least one twin flame.
Contrary to popular belief though that is thoroughly influenced by conditioning beliefs from others and their projections- you can have more than one.
I have crossed paths with people who have at least four, other's who have one and then there was one very advanced spiritual person I knew who has seven.
It goes to show how unique and totally personal this connection is to each and every person.
You don't always need to have romantic feelings towards your other halves, since this will be something that is very different for each person.
Your gender doesn't matter and neither does your sexuality, because twin flames encompass pure and true unconditional love for each other.
This is why everyone thinks Jimin and Jungkook are dating, because they are always on the fence, so to speak.
They do things that regular people wouldn't with each other and you can just tell that they're MORE, if that makes sense.
You can tell how natural it comes to them as well, and let's not forget their motto that they have been saying to each other for literally years now "You are me and I am you..."
Which brings me to the next thing I need to say here ~
Twin flames are different to soul mates, because your twin flame is literally a part of your DNA- regardless of what nationality or country you are born into.
You mirror each other, because they ARE essentially you, but in another body- which is also another good example with Jimin and Jungkook.
They choose similar clothes, their personalities are remarkably similar and they even have similar mannerisms- which is probably why they even began to say their motto to begin with.
When they come out with albums and what not, their concepts aren't identical, but they match up to a certain degree.
People think this is on purpose, but it's not. Jungkook may 'copy' Jimin as he said to a certain point- but there's no way that you can get it THAT right.
Watching this show of theirs, has shown me how even more similar I am to them and it's explained why I do certain things even lol- and they make me laugh- because learning about them, I am also learning more things about myself :)
I hope that this has answered your questions- but if you have anymore, please feel free to send me an 'ask' anytime.
Otherwise, I really hope that you enjoy the rest of your week ^__^
This man is so fucking beautiful, like oh my gosh- he's like a walking aesthetic brought to life.
He's such a pure and incredible human being ~


"You are me and I am you..."
I'm so lucky to call you one of my other halves Jimin and I will always stand in that.
I pray that you never cross paths with either Jimin or Jungkook. You are a danger to their lives. A serious threat. Who knows the lengths you would go to prove this twin flame bullshit or yours. Honey, do yourself a favor and find a boyfriend. You're obsessed.
To wish someone never finds happiness is only something that someone would do, who is truly unsatisfied with their life and I am deeply sorry that you see yourself this way.
I am also sorry that you seem to have such a closed minded belief in that these men do not deserve to be happy.
They deserve relationships the same as anyone else and you have no right to try and take that from them.
I have nothing to prove to the likes of you and the other's who feel like they can speak on who is in their lives.
I genuinely love these men and everything that they are ~
You are a very cruel human being to say such things, but I'm used to it by now- after being here for years.
This is the kind of behavior that forced me to leave and go on a hiatus, but I will not allow you people to control me any longer.
After eight years of being here- I have realized that I have a voice and I will use it, until I manage to reach my other halves.
So, come at me all you want, because I'm ready for a goddamn war if need be.
We will be reunited once again, because true love prevails over everything and I will wait for them as long as I have to.
You need to take your own advice, though- because it seems to me like you're the one who will go to any means necessary to make sure they are never happy in their lives.
YOU are the one who is obsessed and you're also a coward, because you're hiding behind an anonymous ask, instead of facing me head on.
Just because two men show love to each other very unconditionally, it doesn't meant they're romantically involved.
Jimin and Jungkook are the perfect example of what a twin flame relationship is supposed to encompass and embody.
They care for each other like a parent would, they have fun together like brother's do and they comfort one another through their love languages- like touch/intimacy.
You have intimacy in every relationship, regardless of what you 'label' it as, but with twin flames, there's MORE to it than that.
Jungkook knows where Jimin hurts the most with his chronic muscle pain and he helps relieve his pain whenever he can. He's always looking out for Jimin in a very responsible way, because he knows it's a part of who he is and he's meant to do these things for him.
Jimin does the same for Jungkook and takes care of him and nurtures him- since Jungkook DID say a few years ago- that Jimin was his catalyst.
What a perfect word to describe what a twin flame brings to your life.
They take care of each other and love each other in ways that the human mind can't grasp onto, because everyone is too worried about adding labels to what they have- instead of noticing the pure and open devotion they have with one another.
Unconditional love does not mean romance is involved at all and I am so sorry that there seem to a bunch of people here that seems to think that's the only answer for what they share.
You couldn't be more wrong ~
They have never shown you anything that would even imply they are together romantically, so all you are doing is assuming and projecting your own beliefs onto their sacred relationship and that's just wrong.
A letter to you:


I have come to the realization of many things so far, while being very open and transparent with your community here on Tumblr.
There has been mostly a lot of negativity from the haters and the people who must lead very miserable lives, if they feel like they are justifying anything by trying to be cruel and just plain terrible to another person.
I know that these people are not a reflection of the real ARMY and the fans that you adore and cherish so deeply.
They reflect the ugliness of their own lives and I am desperately trying to not let it bother me.
Sifting through and choosing what to respond to, how to react and what I should say in response to them.
I take it all into careful consideration, even though they are not a reflection of the people who appreciate you and care about you. It still pays to be a good human and even more so since I am telling everyone I am one of your other halves.
Practicing self restraint and discipline in everything I do on this blog, I make sure to try and address things in the same kind of manner that you would if you could.
You are not in any position where you can confront them on things though, and even if you were back- you would still be fully restrained by that agency of yours.
So I try to do everything with care, thoughtfulness and bringing love into every situation like you do.
I am only human at the end of the day though, so I may make some mistakes and slip up every now and then, but I try my best to take accountability and responsibility for anything I may do.
Please take care my love, and I look forward to the time when I will be able to look into your eyes and finally see you in person.
That time is coming and I can feel it so deeply- especially after your album came out close to two months ago now.
You're looking for me and I will wait patiently, until I am given both the opportunity and the time to be in your life once again.
I will wait however long is necessary Jimin, because my love is real and true and I have already been waiting all this time- so what's a little more?
I have faith in you and everything that you are and it's the only reason that I am able to persevere through all of this hardship and cruelty- from the people that seem to try and make your personal lives seem like such a trivial matter.
I will be here and I will be waiting for when the time comes that you are meant to manifest into my life.
They're such a good example of how twin flames are, since it's not really something you can explain.
I mean, you can to a certain point- but it's not really something that will make sense to you from a logical standpoint- therefore making it something you need to experience first-hand to try and understand.
Twin flames mirror each other in several different ways and this is in many aspect of their lives.
Their thoughts patterns are the same, hence why they have such natural 'telepathy' and their personalities and views are remarkably the same.
Since they are for all intents and purposes, made of the same 'soul DNA'- regardless of what nationality they are born into.
I love this show so much, because it's shown sides of them that the public has never seen and it's shown me just how much more similar the both of them are to me in different ways.
Ah...I didn't think they could get any similar and a lot of my mannerisms and behavior are making sense to me now.
Twin flames are so incredible and I really hope that even more people will discover these wonderful connections and be more open to finding them.
They bring out the best in you and help you become a better version of yourself, through growth and nothing but pure unconditional love.
Which is not something that many people can say they have really experienced, unfortunately.
I've met both Namjoon's and Taehyung's twin, so I wonder if I'll ever meet the other's some day?
That would be really great if I crossed paths with them- or even soul mates of their's.
I haven't came across any soul mates of Jimin and Jungkook in quite some time though...
I look forward to reaching even more people with my words, so I can learn about others and their lovely experiences :)
Hi, im new here. I’m curious about this twin flame stuff. Do you think that people can have multiple twin flames? Sorry if that’s a stupid question, I’m just trying to understand how twin flames work
It's not a stupid question at all, because there's actually a lot of conditioned beliefs surrounding them that even the spiritual community seems to have adapted to. It's the reason I'm no longer a part of it.
When I mentioned the possibility of having a second twin, they told me that there was no way, and that I wasn't a twin flame if that was the case.
This was well over four years ago now though and I am glad that I trusted my intuition when it told me to leave their community.
What works for one won't always work for everyone and there's nothing wrong with that at all.
The thing that becomes almost alluring, is how we're all naive in the beginning- since we're so inexperienced and we're looking for guidance.
It's a lonely road in the beginning for a lot of us, because honestly speaking- your intuition is the only thing you can really trust- because this journey is as equally different and unique to each person who goes through it.
So, no one can really speak for you and tell you what is right and what is wrong.
YOU are the only one who will know the answers to everything that you are looking for and you will find what you are seeking, if you quiet your mind and try to open your heart to whatever may be trying to 'speak to you'.
I can say this with confidence, because after all of this time, my intuition is the only thing I have truly been able to depend on and it has never led me in the wrong direction. I have it to thank for surviving every difficult obstacle that has been thrown at me and I was always given what I needed- when I needed it.
Of course, not everyone can get to this point right off the bat, so to speak, because you only learn through experiences you go through in life.
I didn't have this confidence back then and I was seeking guidance from other's who were claiming to be going through the same thing I was, but it turns out they weren't- or they had somehow been misguided and weren't listening to their intuition.
Listening to their particular guidance put me in a very dark place and I'm still surprised I managed to make it through alright.
We all start out the same, but we branch out into different paths over time and that's a good thing ~
I have known someone who has four twin flames and one person was so spiritually advanced that she found out she has seven.
For me personally, I have two- Jimin and Jungkook ~
Twin flames are super complex and honestly it's something you need to experience in order to understand.
I've been on this journey since I was a small child- but I never knew it had a name until almost a decade ago and that's when I found out the identity of who my twins were.
The connection itself it still fairly confusing at times, regardless of how long I have been walking it- so the best way to describe it would be like a rollercoaster.
It's very intense and definitely heightens all of your senses, emotions and is not only a spiritual connection. The further along you get on your own personal journey, it will start to affect you mentally and even physically at times.
If you have any more questions, please feel free to ask me and I will be happy to try and share my own personal experience as much as possible to help :)
There's more to being a twin flame, than just having things in common with another individual.
It's being inter-connected to this person on a very cellular level- which is mainly why they're called 'twins' at all.
You share the same DNA, regardless of what language you speak and where you were born in this lifetime.
Which is why you often feel their presence in your life, before you ever find out their identity.
Have you ever felt like you had another person out there who was just like you? Did you ever feel like you would meet them no matter what? It wouldn't have made much sense to you- but did you ever feel like that?
They were trying to reach out to you in a very conscious manner if the answer is yes ~
Logic defies everything about both soul mates and twin flames and if you are going to ever be able to find yours- then you need to throw your logic out the window, because most your experiences aren't going make any sense.
When Jimin comes back, things are going to be really different for him- of course I can't speak on what exactly, since I don't know the specifics- but there's going to be changes in all of their lives.
It's going to be for the better and their lives are going to be more fulfilling to them all.
I've seen it with so many other people that are in KPOP groups, after they come back from their service- They grow quieter and much more reserved and they focus on other aspects of their careers.
Jimin is clearly wanting to focus more on his private life, considering the music he released in his latest album, MUSE.
Each song, was basically a different phase of him entering into a relationship and WHO leads a very strong message.
Episode six had me in tears of his show with Jungkook, and I was so emotional when he spoke very briefly about having a child.
I wasn't expecting him to comment on such a thing at all, but he did and it made me realize how much things are going to change with him when he comes back.
I look forward to the day when Jimin and I finally cross paths in a physical sense and I get to be a part of his life.
I've waited several years for him to give me the confirmation I needed and now there's no doubt in my mind- after he's released this album- because he's searching for me too.
The music spoke to me in a very profound and emotional way and I was crying so badly when I first heard the album- because I was so overcome with emotion and such a thing had never happened with his any of his music before.
I knew that he had answered the 'call' I sent out several years ago, when I first realized who he was to me.
I begged the universe to somehow guide him to me and I never felt worried or anxious (Okay, I did a little bit- I'm only human after all lol), because I had faith that he would get to this point in his own journey.
It was like a breath of relief when I heard the album, because I was so happy I never gave up on our connection.
What is meant for you will always find a way and true love will persevere, no matter how many obstacles may stand in your way.
All I need to do is be patient and wait for him to find me...
I'm here Jimin, and I'm not going anywhere ~
hi! could you explain kinda what twin flames are? and how you're connected with jungkook and jimin? :)
Putting it simply, twin flames are the other half of you and your 'essence', 'spirit' or 'soul'- whatever term best suits your own beliefs when it comes to such things.
My apologies in advance, because this may be long, due to how it's not really something I can respond to in a short reply.
You can have one, or you can more than that, contrary to popular beliefs that are full of conditioning- where people try and speak for you- telling you how many you can have.
This is a very personal and unique journey for everyone and YES everyone has these connections, regardless of what some people may say.
Some have it in their mind where only a 'chosen' select few are twin flames and that's ridiculous lol
The easiest way to know this is not true, is by looking at media in movies. They depict finding 'the one' ~
Which means many people are drawn to the aspect of twin flames, even without knowing it has a term.
I'm not one for labels and I find them to be very damaging, but they can also be useful as well, if used appropriately.
You are one with this person/people in every aspect and that's where the real meaning comes behind calling the connection 'twin flames'.
You share the same DNA, despite being born in a different nationality and you are the same person, but in another physical form.
You share the same life goals, your childhood's will have been remarkably similar and you mirror each other- being the same in several ways when it comes to your behavior, the mannerisms you use and even how you speak.
Jimin and Jungkook have known what they are to each other for a very long time now, since they have been saying their motto for years.
"You are me and I am you..."
This is what it means to be a twin flame and they have very openly told everyone from the beginning what they share.
It's true that these are lyrics are from Jimin's song 'Serendipity', but they could have chosen any line from the song- ergo, making it very obvious what their message is here.
As for my connections with them, I have known what I have with them since mid 2016 ~
As for in general, I've known of Jimin's existence since I was a small girl- and he was a mere little boy.
I just didn't know his identity ~
That's how long I have been on my journey, but I never knew it had a term and a name, until a few months before BTS came into my life.
At that point, it was obvious to me what Jimin was and it was almost like I felt like I had 'come home' somehow, because I just looked at him differently and recognized him as being the one who has been 'communicating' with me- since I was a little girl all this time.
I had a very difficult childhood and honestly, if Jimin hadn't of reached out intuitively to me like he had, I never would have survived.
I knew from the time I was a little girl- that I would meet someone who was just like me and we would love each other (unconditionally and just in general) and be together forever.
It didn't understand it at all and it seemed really strange to my six year old self, but I felt it as real as my own heartbeat and it became the only reason for me to continue living.
I would find this person, some how, some way and nothing would keep us a part.
As for Jungkook, I didn't recognize what he was to me for some time- due to those conditioning beliefs I told you about up above there.
I was confused, because Jungkook also stood out to me in ways that I couldn't explain and then I began to notice how him and Jimin started to say their motto "You are me and I am you". It all made sense to me by that point.
If he was Jimin's other half, then he was obviously mine as well and even though it took some getting used to- due to my own beliefs I grew up around- since my family was in a very strict religion- I needed to work on myself and let go of what I had grown up with.
Which is easier said then done, since from a small child, we are basically told what to think, how to feel and various other things that are programmed into us by our parents.
It took a few years, but I was able to let most of it go (We are human after all, so we DO hold onto some things, since we are naturally imperfect) and now I can say with confidence that I accept how I have two twins and not just one- because having two twin's really messed me up for a while. This is due to the conditioned beliefs of the religion I used to be a part of.
Considering how you are only supposed to give yourself to one man and one man only and how anything else is sinful- that's what I grew up with, so I had to reshape my entire mind pretty much and try to rewire it to think differently.
I thought it was wrong to love two men unconditionally like I did and I struggled through some really rough times, because of it- but I persevered through and I have now become so much more stronger, since I am in my own personal element now.
It's been about three years since things have settled down and I am so glad that I never gave up on it, because the twin flame journey is all about self love, unconditional love and helping you grow into becoming the best version of yourself that you can possibly be.
It's not about people coming to rescue you and save you- it's about people coming into your life and showing how YOU can save YOURSELF and helping you along the way with their assistance that they offer you.
We can't do anything in our lives without help and who better to give us the strength and courage, than our other half/halves?
Feel free to send me an 'ask' if you have any further questions, or if you have something else you wish to say ~
Hi! How is it possible to know that Jimin/JK are your twin flames without meeting them irl or knowing them personally? Because it sounds like twin flames are very deep connections and my brain can’t comprehend how that works. I don’t know if my question makes a lot of sense because I am pretty clueless about this stuff and am trying to educate myself to understand better. Thank you for taking the time to answer my question!
Well, thinking about it logically, is where you're going wrong- because none of this makes any sense whatsoever lol
Not when you look at it from a logical perspective.
You need to try and have an open mind and trust what you are feeling, when you feel it.
This is something I didn't really struggle with- despite the hardcore conditioning I got from the religion I grew up in.
(Have you read my other 'ask' that I responded to? Not too sure who you are, sorry- but here's the link just in case.)
I'm surprised looking back, because it seems like I trusted my intuition from the very beginning somehow.
Like I mention in the 'ask' in that link- I always knew from the time I was about six years old- that I would meet someone just like me and we would always be together no matter that.
They would be my best friend and we would always love each other and be there for each other (unconditionally of course, because a child isn't going to be thinking about romance lol).
I never really understood why I felt such a thing, but it was very real to me and it was just a really strong intuitive message.
Twin flames are incredibly deep and the connections can affect you mentally, physically, emotionally and yes, spiritually.
Please don't confuse spirituality with religion though, because both are very different- everyone is entitled to their own beliefs though.
Being open to the things that spirituality can offer you personally in your own way- helps to heighten your intuition and make it stronger.
Intuition is something everyone is born with, regardless of gender- but not everyone is open to listening to it.
If you can't wrap your head around spirituality for whatever reason, you can also just choose to listen to what your heart is telling you.
These are all very interwoven and connected together as one.
Your heart will never lead you down a path that is not for you and it will help you to find out who you truly are.
It may seem like such a cliche thing to say, but I'm not speaking as someone who has no experience with the words I speak- which is something a lot of people tend to do. I don't speak on anything, unless I can back it up with personal experiences of my own and since I have been listening to my own intuition/heart for the past several years now- it has helped me in many aspects of my life.
I wouldn't have this blog right now if I had chosen not to listen to it, because everything I have went through that I talk about in that 'ask' up above there- has eventually led me here. Since I chose to no longer hide in the shadows, despite how terrifying I know that kpoppers can be.
I used to be a very weak minded, closed minded and very naive person and I hardly recognize myself a lot of times, because I am very different than the person I used to be. I was afraid of literally everything and would never take chances or risks, but I have come a long way.
Thanks to the growth that I opened my mind to and that's the only way to do things when it comes to life. Even if things scare you, do them anyhow- because that one thing that scares you, could be the one thing that changes your entire life :)
It took me a few months to properly come to grips with Jungkook being my twin as you know, if you've read my 'ask' up above there and it's not only due to the conditioned beliefs from the religion.
It was also because I never 'heard' him when I was little. I figured that since I never 'heard' him like I did Jimin, that there had to be some kind of mistake.
As soon as I saw Jimin, I felt something shift inside of me and honestly I knew there was something up from the very beginning, because I wasn't into boys who were real. I was heavily into anime at the time and very obsessed with Asia- since I had been introduced to the community thanks to my grandma knowing several Asian women. I was learning everything I possibly could about the continent and all of it fascinated me.
I was learning Japanese and Mandarin, but I couldn't quite pick up Korean ~
I loved anime so much, because it was a part of Asia and I just liked to get away from my own life- because things were terrible for me in high school and even though I had been past it by 2016- everything from my past kept resurfacing and I was heavy in denial.
I kept running around in circles and that's when things started to get pretty dark for me. I was starting to get sxxcidal and I had tried many different things regretfully so. I had also recently lost a couple of close friends to it myself, so I could understand things from both perspectives. Someone who has suffered from the thoughts of harming oneself, and also the perspective of losing someone to it.
I didn't think this 'make believe' person was even real and I started questioning my entire life and basically how shitty it had been. Maybe I had imagined the whole thing and it was just something I wanted to believe. It wouldn't have surprised me, since when you go through trauma, you do things in order to cope with it.
No later then a month after all of these things take place- I started to hear about BTS again.
I'm not going to lie- I couldn't stand them, but it was their popularity I couldn't stand. The fact that other people seemed to forget the existence of other really amazing groups and they were choosing to make everything about BTS instead.
I wanted to see what the big deal about them was, so I looked up 'Save me' and 'I need u'.
I saw the music videos and Jimin stood out to me automatically, which was strange to me- because like I've said- I have never been interested in real guys. This is due to my trauma that I went through as a child.
Something about him seemed remarkably familiar, but it's one of those things where you feel like you know someone and yet you don't know how or why. If that makes sense?
I thought I was going crazy, because there's no way I could know this person, since never even met and I'm fairly certain I would have remembered any kind of contact with them.
It kept bugging me and I started to watch more BTS content, just so I could catch a glimpse of him- to try and figure it out.
It was all I could think about- and I know how that might sound, but it really bothered me how for the first time in my life, an actual real- living and breathing human stood out to me.
It wasn't that I didn't have friends, or people to be around- I just wasn't interested in mingling, due to my trauma as a child that never really got properly treated. I was very secluded, but I enjoyed my solitude and I preferred it.
It was like, "How dare this person show up out of literally nowhere and disturb my peace I've had for so long?" I was so mad and upset- but also fascinated, because I was actually interested in another person. I was beginning to feel emotions I never thought I would again, because the trauma left me feeling disconnected and I would lose myself to dissociation quite frequently.
I was numb after the way I had been treated back then as a child and it never went away as I grew up.
This person not only shows up out of nowhere, throwing me into a frenzy over my peace that has been disturbed- but he's ALSO bringing up emotions that have been suppressed for years.
I dealt with that for the better part of two years, even after finding out the proper term for what I had been going through since I was a child (twin flames).
I never had any of this with Jungkook and I guess that's what made me rethink the whole thing where I could have had a second twin.
It took me a long time to be able to come to terms with Jungkook as my other twin, but I don't know why I never thought of this to begin with. It shows how I was getting all caught up in my mind and the logical aspects.
Once I began watching videos of him, it all made sense to me, because I could see the similarities between him and I. Our appetites, the things we eat, the things we talk about, how we represent them- even something so simple as the clothes we wear and what kind of clothes we choose.
If I would have done something so simple- as just giving myself the freedom of actually LEARNING about him- through watching candid videos (Run BTS at the time), I could have saved myself so much denial and regret.
That's the thing with logic though, you get so caught up in your mind, that common sense will miss you if you're not careful.
Watching their show- it's only confirmed several more things for me and it's really incredible- looking at them and seeing how much of me exists in each of them.
It used to scare the hell out of me, and I even used to think I was losing my mind. That I wanted to lock myself up in a hospital ward or something and get diagnosed with some illness I don't even have.
It's not for the faint of heart, as you can probably tell at this point and it's very heightened. Your emotions are all over the place in the beginning and you really do feel like you're losing your mind, because it makes you question everything.
Everything that has been shoved into your mind as a young child and the things that everyone spoke to you about that have made you into the person you are now.
It will shake your world up and then spit it out, only to repeat the entire process over and over again, until you have the growth that you need to become that better version of yourself.
It's a terrifying journey, but definitely very prosperous and fulfilling once you get past all of the hell it puts you through.
Most nights I would lay in my bed and cry myself to sleep, because it felt very lonely, since I couldn't tell anyone about what was going on and I only sounded 'unstable' to those who I tried to confide in.
The spiritual community for twin flames was very undependable, because they disregarded me completely when I told them I thought I may have two other halves and they outright told me I was wrong.
When in reality, they were the ones that were wrong.
Trying to speak on my journey, like they had ever walked even a day in my shoes.
The arrogance is what surprised me the most, because these people claimed to be so 'spiritual', but that's not real spirituality. Real spirituality is where people accept it- when someone has different beliefs than they do. It's allowed, because everyone is right in their beliefs.
No one is wrong, because we are all on different journey's and no one has any right to try and tell you otherwise.
I've known people with one twin, four twins and even came across someone so advanced that they told me they know of seven other halves. That was the silver lining I needed to tell me that I needed to go my own way and I did- despite how alone and scary it was- I wanted to just lay down and die from it even- but the little voice in my mind would always speak up and tell me that if I gave up, I would never meet that 'other me'.
It was very painful in every possible way and I even felt a lot of physical pain from it- growing pains if you will, but considering the life I had lived before, pain didn't bother me and it was merely a part of who I was.
When I first saw Jimin though, it felt like I was coming home some how. Like I had found what I had been looking for all this time. That's how I knew who he was, because not only did my eyes recognize him, but so did my heart and I burst into tears when I first came to realize what that meant.
He was the one that I had been waiting on this entire time and I was so incredibly overcome with emotion, that it was something I just KNEW. I couldn't explain it in words, but I felt it- fuck...did I ever feel it. It was like lightening shot through my entire body and it left me feeling weak. So much so, that I slept for at least a good 24 hours afterwards...
It was really strong and definitely something you would need to experience in order to understand.
I still remember everything so clearly, like it only just happened yesterday and I used to regret some parts of my journey, but they were all necessary to bring me right here in this moment of time.
Jimin has always been my beacon of light and eventually so did Jungkook, but in a different kind of way ~
I have had several years of going through growth with Jimin, but I'm still going through it with Jungkook and there's more resistance with him- which only makes the journey more frustrating, but I'm still learning and honestly I hope I never stop learning and growing with them :)
I don't know what will happen when we manage to cross paths and are standing face to face.
All I know is that it doesn't matter what happens ~
Regardless of how things turn out, they will always remain to be the reason why I am breathing and I take comfort in knowing I will be a part of them no matter what- since we are one and the same.
They are my twin flames and no one can take that from us.
Sharing, for anyone who needs to see this ~
Your connections are real and true to the guys, whether you're a twin, a soul mate or even just an ARMY who really admires them all as one- or if you feel connected to a select few and there's NOTHING wrong with having any of these connections with them.
They're human and they're REAL- so it's only to be expected.
Hi, im new here. I’m curious about this twin flame stuff. Do you think that people can have multiple twin flames? Sorry if that’s a stupid question, I’m just trying to understand how twin flames work
It's not a stupid question at all, because there's actually a lot of conditioned beliefs surrounding them that even the spiritual community seems to have adapted to. It's the reason I'm no longer a part of it.
When I mentioned the possibility of having a second twin, they told me that there was no way, and that I wasn't a twin flame if that was the case.
This was well over four years ago now though and I am glad that I trusted my intuition when it told me to leave their community.
What works for one won't always work for everyone and there's nothing wrong with that at all.
The thing that becomes almost alluring, is how we're all naive in the beginning- since we're so inexperienced and we're looking for guidance.
It's a lonely road in the beginning for a lot of us, because honestly speaking- your intuition is the only thing you can really trust- because this journey is as equally different and unique to each person who goes through it.
So, no one can really speak for you and tell you what is right and what is wrong.
YOU are the only one who will know the answers to everything that you are looking for and you will find what you are seeking, if you quiet your mind and try to open your heart to whatever may be trying to 'speak to you'.
I can say this with confidence, because after all of this time, my intuition is the only thing I have truly been able to depend on and it has never led me in the wrong direction. I have it to thank for surviving every difficult obstacle that has been thrown at me and I was always given what I needed- when I needed it.
Of course, not everyone can get to this point right off the bat, so to speak, because you only learn through experiences you go through in life.
I didn't have this confidence back then and I was seeking guidance from other's who were claiming to be going through the same thing I was, but it turns out they weren't- or they had somehow been misguided and weren't listening to their intuition.
Listening to their particular guidance put me in a very dark place and I'm still surprised I managed to make it through alright.
We all start out the same, but we branch out into different paths over time and that's a good thing ~
I have known someone who has four twin flames and one person was so spiritually advanced that she found out she has seven.
For me personally, I have two- Jimin and Jungkook ~
Twin flames are super complex and honestly it's something you need to experience in order to understand.
I've been on this journey since I was a small child- but I never knew it had a name until almost a decade ago and that's when I found out the identity of who my twins were.
The connection itself it still fairly confusing at times, regardless of how long I have been walking it- so the best way to describe it would be like a rollercoaster.
It's very intense and definitely heightens all of your senses, emotions and is not only a spiritual connection. The further along you get on your own personal journey, it will start to affect you mentally and even physically at times.
If you have any more questions, please feel free to ask me and I will be happy to try and share my own personal experience as much as possible to help :)