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This Webcomic Deserves So Much More Than It Gets I Can Not Recommend It Enough!!!

this webcomic deserves so much more than it gets i can not recommend it enough!!!

LOOK AT THEM!
LOOK AT THEM!
LOOK AT THEM!
LOOK AT THEM!

LOOK AT THEM!

>:D <3 <3 

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5 years ago
Listen I Cant Stop Think About This Scene With One Change

listen i can’t stop think about this scene with one change

aang just f*cking lights shiz up and lobotomizes the fire lord

earth/ metal bending to get into the skull

firebebding to cauterize the wound

water bending to heal what he can

this thought haunts me


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5 years ago

My RFA + Saeran NSFW head cannons

this is probably the only NSFW stuff I’ll write. its difficult since I’m not really into actual NSFW. ya know. mostly i just want my baby boys happy healthy and loved. I’m more about chaste kisses and platonic cuddles than anything else. still every once in a blue moon I have my moments so here’s my thoughts on the RFA + saeran 

oh also master list 

and I’m putting it under the cut for obvious reasons

Jumin

-        Light BDSM no intentional pain

-        Mostly bondage and calling you his favorite pet

-        Treats you like his most prized possession

-        He is all about giving you everything you want

-        Is quiet and methodical at first but slowly loses himself

-        Absolutely gets off on your noise

-        Probably enjoys watching you just as much as he enjoys participating

-        Doesn’t intentionally mark you but the occasional love bite happens if he’s not careful

-        Takes his time, you get there several times before he even starts his part of the journey

-        He’s committing you to memory every single time

Yoosung

-        Loves when you ride him

-        Will absolutely mark every part of you that you let him

-        quick recovery, and multiple rounds

-        literally incapable of coherent speech

-        loves your dirty talk though

-        bites his lip a lot sometimes you worry he’ll bite too hard

-        he has a praise kink 100% all day everyday

-        shy about saying it but thinks the idea of getting caught is exciting

-        really wants to do what you tell him ;)

-        so much cuddling afterwards also more praise so much praise

Saeyoung

-        he does not take off his cross necklace

-        likes when you sound frustrated

-        tends to stop right before you get their just to tease you

-        plays dumb until you say EXACTLY what you want him to do

-        probably still doesn’t do it right away because you didn’t ask nicely enough

-        it’s all a big game and he enjoys having the upper hand

-        wants you to say his real name. a lot.

-        He really likes when you bite his shoulder (it means he’s doing a very good job)

-        Probably wears the bite mark as a badge of honor (much to your horror)

-        after care is a huge deal for both of you expect lots of gentle reassuring kisses

Zen

-        stamina for days

-        he is into body worship you cannot stop him when he gets into it

-        zero regard for time and place, expect closets bathrooms dressing rooms all of it

-        he’s not into marking (his looks are part of his job he can’t risk that no matter how much he really wants to wear your love bites)

-        probably lifts you up against walls a lot

-        likes to hear your breathy voice whispering in his ear

-        is really proud of how disheveled you look afterward

-        kisses literally everywhere

-        he knows all your weak spots and will exploit that knowledge to tease you in public

Jeahee

-        follows your lead at first since it takes her a while to open up

-        bites her lip and tries to keep quiet if you top

-        hushes you and giggles at your sounds if she’s top

-        wants to give as good as she gets

-        likes when you kiss her neck

-        is VERY private, mention bedroom stuff in front of anyone and you’re in the dog house

-        likes when you go down on her best (probably holds your head in just the right place)

-        she does actually enjoy taking the lead once she’s warmed up

-        low sex drive if not encouraged (like maybe once a week if you don’t initiate it but don’t worry once you initiate she is down to clown)

-        bedroom only (except once in the office but she couldn’t relax enough to get there so yeah bedroom only)

Saeran

-        he is dominate. Always. (submission is NOT fun for him)

-        Makes you promise he’s the only one you’ll ever be with

-        Bruises from his fingers on your thighs and bite marks on your shoulder

-        A Safe word is a MUST so is a safe signal for both of you in case you need a break or he needs to calm himself down

-        Light choking (nothing extreme and you talked about it before hand hence the safe signal)

-        AFTER CARE AFTER CARE AFTER CARE

-        He knows he’s rough and you have to pull him out of guilt tripping himself afterwards

-        “I would have used the safe word if I didn’t like it”

-        Lots of reassurance and cuddling as both of you come back to yourselves

-        Even after recovery you can see a bit of shift between “unknown saeran” and “ray saeran” in this area


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5 years ago

my good mysme route includes

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so I have FEELINGS and rather than deal with them like an adult, I’m going to write about what my perfect MYSME route looks like. Major spoilers so it’ll all be under the cut. I really just want everyone happy and healthy.

this was really really fun to write and I’d love to hear other peoples thoughts on the perfect MYSME route since it’ll be different for everyone depending on what they want their MC doing. 

my MC is a caretaker/mom friend TM (like me) she likes to work but gets bored if she has to do the same thing everyday plus Jumin is my favorite so i chose to have her marry Jumin and use all the free time she has because she doesn't need to work a job to take care of the RFA. 

1: Jaehee and zen becoming best friends Jaehee helps him take care of himself as well as using her connection at C and he encourages her to chase her dreams.

2: Jumin promoting Jaehee to a delegation position where she hires and trains several assistants to do her job rather than get drowned in busy work

3: Seven and Saeran living happily together with a therapy service dog to help with Saerans medicine, panic attacks, and both the boys self care.

4: seven owns a toy store while saeran tends to a garden and play area in the back for kids who do not wish to go home right away (no matter what the reason is)

5: yoosung seeks grief counseling and begins his journey of moving on after rika

6: rika gets arrested and sent to a mental health rehabilitation center where she receives INTENSIVE therapy for and extended period of time

7: v realizes his codependent nature and also receives at least some therapy before he even considers getting into another serious relationship. his councilor advises him to avoid rika and he listens. meanwhile he reunites with the RFA and begins to rebuild the broken trust there.

the end result is that jumin learns to express himself and empathize with jaehee. he marries the love of his life. yoosung learns to motivate and live independently so he is not so swayed by outside influence or so reliant on others to motivate him. he want to improve himself, for himself. saeyoung gets his brother back as well as very tolerant and gentle pet trained to help calm them both down. he is out of the agency and doing what he actually loves, building and creating things that make people happy. zen becomes good friends with jaehee who reminds him how much his acting affects his fans not simply because of his looks but because of his skill as well. she actively cares about his health and happiness motivating and empowering him to follow his dream. jaehee learns to delegate and manage people to get consistent results without being overworked. she hires multiple assistants for jumin and every one has received glowing reviews thanks to her meticulous training. consequently she has far more free time and is planning to open her own cafe after training her own replacement. because she leaves Jumin amicably C&R readily invests in her Cafe and she does very well. V is learning his own self worth as well as becoming okay with the fact that he cannot control everything, and by extension if he is not in control he is neither to be praised or blamed for some things (such as rika’s actions) he is very slowly rebuilding trust with saeyoung, jumin and yoosung as well as the rest of the RFA though he will not be taking the leadership role back. he gets his eye surgery and opens a painting studio. his paintings and photographs are still regularly auctioned off at RFA parties. he learns to be more open and honest so that secrets are a thing of the past.  Saeran tends to a garden and playground behind saeyoungs toy store where many kids play and enjoy a safe environment. he has a therapy service animal that helps him remember his medicine and can help calm him down in the event of a panic attack. the dog also helps him sleep (waking him up if he has a nightmare) and reminds him to take a daily walk since exercise and sunlight are integral to his recovery.  Rika his arrested but thanks to jumin pulling some strings is given the extremely relaxed sentence of 30 years in a maximum security mental health rehabilitation facility. jumin arranges for her to be sent to the best possible facility in the world which happens to be in england far from V, her family, and the RFA. she gets the treatment she needs while the RFA heal from what she’s done. mc often visits each member to deliver snacks, lunches, dinners, or anything else that she’s made in her free time from hand knitted scarves to pottery she is constantly dabbling in knew crafts personalized for each member. she often brings huge amounts of cookies to sevens shop to hand out to kids and leave any left overs for the twins. she becomes the mom of the RFA checking on every member daily and making sure everyone has everything they need to be happy. once things have settled down and the members don’t need her as much she feels a little lost, until she talks Jumin into fostering kittens. her and jumin will have kids eventually but they aren’t in a hurry.

EVERYONE is getting better


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5 years ago

I’ve never participated in pride month before but ...

I found a thing on google and decided to use it

so first a link to where i found it 

then a blank one to make your own! (its not perfect but ya know)

Ive Never Participatedin Pride Month Before But ...

and mine with little stars for where i fall 

Ive Never Participatedin Pride Month Before But ...

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5 years ago

i didn’t know i needed this until i read it. thank you!

Can I request for some headcanons about the RFA when MC has a nightmare about them? Like, in the dream RFA said they cared nothing about MC or the relationship anymore and just left after saying some very hurtful things. The whole dream felt so real. MC wakes up crying and apologizing to them. They also cling to RFA very tight for the rest of the night, feeling insecure. How would the group respond? Thank you. Wishing you well!

I'm sorry it took so long!

RFA + V Reacting to MC Having a Nightmare

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Zen

Zen didn't care about you

There isn't much more to say than that

"I need to focus on my career, I can't have a girlfriend."

He left in in the rain, no way home

You knew you had to call someone

But you hurt so bad

So you stood, crying in the rain

It was hard to tell which were tears and which were raindrops

Either way, he left not even looking back

You woke up, crying

Zen woke up hearing you

I'm so sorry you sobbed

Zen shushed you and pulled you close

I'm so sorry for holding you back in your career

He pulled away to see your face

"You haven't held me back, jagiya. I would choose you over my career any day."

That made you feel worse and you buried your face in his neck

He held you close all night

Telling you how much you mean to him

Yoosung

"I only loved you cause I thought you were like Rika, but I was wrong."

Wait! Please!

"Leave, please."

And you did, not because you wanted to but because you thought if you did he'd come back eventually

He never did

He wouldn't join chatrooms if you were there

He never called

If you called, he'd ignore it

You woke up, heart hurting

"MC?"

You look over and see a half asleep Yoosung

I'm sorry…

"It's okay."

No… I'm sorry… I know I'm not Rika. I know that you want her back. I know I'll never be her.

"MC, what are you talking about?"

"Yes, I miss Rika, but I love you."

He holds his arms out, inviting you to cuddle with him

"Come here, I'll always be right here for you."

Jaehee

Movie night? Zen DvDs.

Guess who I talked to today? Zen.

Zen. Zen. Zen.

You finally confronted her.

"I can't help that I love Zen. Why can't you understand how important he is to me?"

More important than me?

"Of course! You've met him."

She'd never say that… yet she just did.

You woke up and sniffed

You got up and Jaehee woke up

"MC? Where are you going?"

You sniff again and try to leave, but Jaehee grabs your wrist

"Are you okay?"

When you don't answer, she pulls you to sit back on the bed

I'm sorry… I know Zen means a lot to you… I just thought maybe I meant more…

"You do mean more, MC. I'm not with Zen, am I?"

She pulls you into her and holds you close

"Zen is just a friend, you are my best friend, lover, and partner."

Jumin

He was cold

Like before you met

When you spoke up about how you felt, you wish you'd let it be

"You just want me for my money, like every other woman."

No! That's not true!

"Leave, now."

Jumin, wait!

Bodyguards forced you to leave the penthouse

Driver Kim took you back to the apartment

It felt emptier than normal

Jumin went back to being cold in the chatrooms

He only called or even acknowledged you when he had something to say about the party

You finally called him

"Miss MC."

Jumin. I-I um…

"Is this about a guest or the party?"

No.

"Please do not waste my time."

He hung up.

You wake up, scaring Elizabeth

You feel tears on your cheeks

"MC?"

Jumin was coming back from the bathroom, the light illuminating your face

"Darling? What's wrong?"

He turned the light off and came to you

Jumin brushed tears off your cheeks

I'm sorry...

"What are you sorry for? You've done nothing wrong."

I'm sorry for everything… I shouldn't have come here, I don't just want you for your money… I want all of you

"MC, there was never a doubt as to what you wanted from me. That's why I made you my wife."

He laid next you and held you close

"I love you. I don't doubt that you feel the same."

Seven

"Leave me alone."

Seven, you need food.

"MC, what have I told you? Leave me alone. I don't love you."

It felt like you'd been shot in the heart

It hurt so much

You don't mean that

"Did I stutter?"

You quickly left so he couldn't see you cry

You wake up and hear the familiar sound of a keyboard

You hear a meow and talking

Seven comes in

"MC? Are you okay?"

I'm sorry!

He laughs

"What for?"

For pushing you and bothering you all the time and for not staying away when you told me to

"MC, that was a year ago. I'm so over that phase."

Seven sits next to you "I'm not going anywhere."

He pulls you close and lets you cry it out

"If it weren't for your pestering, I'd probably starve to death."

V

He didn't love you

He was still in love with her

You could see it in his eyes

Yet you hoped you were wrong

Jihyun, you don't have to stay with me. I know you still love her. "

It's that obvious? I still love her, I want to be by her side."

It hurt to hear it

But you had already known it was true

"Thank you for letting me be with her."

You woke up, the image of them together still in your mind

You hear the bedroom door open and V walks in

"Sorry, I just had to clean up a little."

I'm so sorry…

"What?"

He turned to look at you, tears running down your face

He was next to you in an instant

"MC, what happened? Are you hurt?"

No… I'm sorry for making you feel like you have to stay with me…

"Make me stay? I'm staying with you because I want to."

"If I were to go on a trip and you asked me to stay, begging with your beautiful eyes. I'd probably stay."

He laughed

You glare at him

"You're serious?"

You nod

"I never loved her… It was an obssession. I love you and you alone."

He pulls you into his lap and rocks you side to side.

"You are my moon."