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Yoosung Soft Boi Head Cannons

Yoosung soft boi head cannons

these thoughts have no home so they have been collected here. also im typing with only my left hand because my cat jojo is sleeping in my lap with my right arm as a pillow. today is a happy day.

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Has the second fluffiest hair in the RFA

o   He would have the fluffiest hair if he used better shampoo and conditioner

o   Give him jumin’s hair products and bask in the glory om the pomf

o   your absolute favorite thing to do is towel dry Yoosung’s hair its floofy and messy and cute as hell (it will melt your heart; it might kill you)

o   Plus, it embarrasses him just a bit and he turns red and pouty and looks at you from under the towel and now you can’t help it you must kiss the pout

He thinks toe socks are a sin

o   It’s a debate okay because you (read as me personally) think they are amazing

o   It’s the warmth of socks and the freedom of no socks!

o   It’s weird and isolates your toes from their toe brothers! family matters MC!

o   For Christmas you buy him several pair of LOLOL toe socks and he is torn

o   Until you both discover extra fuzzy socks

o   The gap is bridges the verdict in. fuzzy socks are the best

o   Warm and soft, and both of you can slip and slide around the floor

He has a soft spot for your eskimo kisses

o   Nothing feel more like love to him than when you give him half asleep eskimo kisses first thing in the morning

o   Or giggly hugs topped with happy go lucky eskimo kisses

o   He just thinks you’re so and eskimo kisses still give him butterflies

o   It’s so innocent and cute. He thinks it suits you perfectly.

His guild mates didn’t believe he had a girlfriend at first

o   Of course he talked about you! you where his literal favorite subject to talk about

o   And he had been gathering supplies for you to start learning LOLOL on your next gaming date

o   But no one ever believed him they just teased him and at first he didn’t mind but as time went on it really got to him

o   Then when you came over one day you mentioned wanting to watch him play just a bit (since you were a little nervous about learning to play)

o   He agreed to show you eagerly so excited to show you how cool he was in game

o   But during the game he mentioned to the guys that they should lay off the swearing since his girlfriend was listening so obviously his guild mates had to roast him

o   It only took a minute or two of listening to the guy’s trash talk before you steal his headset and begin your tirade

o   You tear each and every one of them a new one, you are honestly probably a little harsher than was necessary

o   There is radio silence before you notice Yoosung has already closed the game

o   Your blushing because you knew you overreacted but they had said some legitimately hurtful things!

o   Then you notice the way Yoosung is looking at you. his face is blood red and his eyes are hungry.

o   It is in this moment you learn he has a thing for you being angry.

o   And it is in this moment that his guild labels you scary AF

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4 years ago

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4 years ago

Hey! So... When I started to play Mystic messenger I was a teenager, so I was wondering how the boys and Jaehee would react discovering that MC was a teenager too (platonic of course) I loved your headcanons btw ♥️

gah its been forever and a day since i was a kid. and even then i was like really bad at being a kid heh what do teenagers do? all i did was hide in the library and avoid socializing oops. whatever i had a lot of fun writing this! honestly i think they would all be very protective of you since the RFA really feels like one big family!

Jumin

He is proud of you and wants to provide you with future opportunities because that’s how he cares about people, by giving them a means to earn money and have purpose. Also he is very interested in what you can teach him about pop culture.  

-        Age doesn’t matter to him too much. Maturity does and you had proven your maturity by helping the RFA faithfully and well

-        In fact, he is very proud of how well you did and mentions that your professionalism at such a young age shows great potential should you apply to C&R (you know him well enough to take it for the compliment it is intended to be)

-        His presence practically drips with “proud dad preparing for his daughter’s future” vibes and considering the 11-year age gap you suppose you couldn’t ask for much better

-        That is until he hears you chatting on the phone and using slang he’s never heard before

-        Now he’s curious and asking questions. You show him some him some vines you have saved and teach him a bit about pop culture leading to an unlikely but very fun friendship

-        You and he tease zen a lot by having Jumin use made up slang and you pretending its super cool and zen’s just not with it. Also imagine getting Jumin to do a secret handshake just to piss Zen off. It ends with the “nyah” pose

Yoosung

Acts like your best friend that you enjoy teasing. He wants to be a good role model but that shiz is hard. You two bond a lot over stories about school and the struggles of exams.

-        He is very relieved to not be the youngest anymore because now maybe everyone will stop treating him like a baby. (spoiler alert they won’t. Ever.)

-        He worries that he’s supposed to act like a big brother. He doesn’t know how to do that! He’s always been the baby brother, or the youngest member, or the newest intern. How does one be responsible?

-        Tries and fails to intimidate guys away from you to “protect” you (but zen said it was his duty to keep you safe! He said all men are wolves MC!)

-        “If all men are wolves why isn’t he worried about you Yoosung?” “huh? Hey wait yeah! Does he not think I’m a man?!” “ go get em tiger. give zen a piece of your mind”

-        He helps you with homework a lot but no cheating! He tells you about the time he cheated to pass a class only to get to the next level class and understand NOTHING it took a lot of tutoring and studying and work to fix that mess. Best to learn it now while it’s still learnable.

-        He refuses to teach you LOL “don’t end up like me MC! Be better!” you learn it anyway and end up playing with him frequently. The rest of the RFA blame him for this much to his dismay.

Saeyoung

he wants to protect you in his own frankly silly way. still meme’s it up but doesnt want anyone “corrupting” you. actually he kind of treats you the way he would treat saeran.

-        He fights with V for the first time when V suggests leaving you in Rika’s apartment (with a bomb) but reluctantly comes around and does what V says

-        Stays a meme lord and is psyched if you can manage to out meme him

-        Definitely teases you about your age a lot (Yoosung is secretly glad to not be the ONLY one getting teased for being young)

-        “guys we have to protect the baby she has her whole life ahead of her”

-        Is the most adamant about not swearing, drinking or smoking around you

-        “y’all need Jesus there are CHILDREN here”

-        You may have to call him out on this behavior because seriously wtf you know for a fact hacking isn’t the most ethical or legal occupation and he’s gonna lecture you?!?

-        He may joke around but he up’s his protection game up about 10 notches because for real you have your whole life ahead of you

Zen

he basically adopts you okay. he wants to be your cool big brother friend and be everything his family never was for him. he takes care of you and stands up for you every chance he can.

-        He finds out very early on because the second he starts flirting seven shuts that shit down telling him your too young for that. He asks how young and is shocked but recovers pretty fast

-        You know the protective big brother trope? Yeah that’s him

-        He’s your ride or die friend too. Need a ride to school? He’s there on his bike, some dick is harassing you? He’s there to scare the punk off, and even though he doesn’t want to fight a kid he will if he has too

-        If its girls who are harassing, you he picks you up to give your rep a bit of a boost (it never hurts to be seen with such a handsome guy after all and if he shows up on his bike he’s also got the badass vibe going on)

-        He has ALWAYS wanted a little sister and now he’s adopted you. You’re his little sis now and he’s wrapped around your finger. He swears he’ll be a better brother than his brother was

-        He is so proud of all your accomplishments and is determined to encourage your dreams the way his parents never did (he might be living his family wishes vicariously through you but hey he treats you good so it’s cool)

Jaehee

-        She’s a bit worried about you taking on such a big responsibility as the RFA guest liaison at such a young age. What if your grads drop? Or you family gets upset? What if you had to also work a part time job and this interfered your young you need to be able to rest and live your life. (when you point out that she should do the same she brushes you off)

-        Not much changes honestly, she’s always been the RFA’s mom after all.

-        She gets a little stricter about language and “inappropriate” topics

-        She definitely encourages you to study and do well in school (and avoid any job’s Mr. Han offers you)

-        She still down to be your friend though! She’s all ears when you need to vent about school and you are always ready to lend an ear back when Jumin is giving you a hard time

-        You swap girl power ballads and she helps you set up a Zen fan club at your high school

Saeran

-        Look he didn’t intend to kidnap and actual kid and he’s honestly a bit panicked when he finds out your age you looked older than that he swears

-        Thankfully your mature enough and smart enough to do what’s needed of you and he supposes as long as you don’t have a family searching for you it should be okay

Ray

-        He’s a little more reserved but honestly not much changes he’s still innocent and devoted he calls you princess and tries to spoil you as much as he can he may not see you as a romantic interest but your still his obsession.

-        He likes that you trusted him even more since your young and therefor more vulnerable. You’re his family now, a better family than he’s ever had.

-        If you are the princess, he is your knight in the strictest definition. Which is to say he is devoted to protecting and serving you out of dedication and reverence rather than romance.

Unknown

-        He’s more verbally aggressive than physically aggressive

-        He doesn’t try as hard to seem intimidating because he thinks of you as a child, and he doesn’t have to prove how tough he is to a child it’s obvious after all.

-        Also his visits are simultaneously shorter and more frequent. Shorter because he tends to get flashbacks easier (since he sees you as a child despite you being a teen) and more frequent because they are less satisfying since he doesn’t let himself be physically aggressive.

Vanderwood

(IDK why but I feel like he probably had an actual family with a girlfriend/wife and possibly a very very young daughter before the agency. Maybe she left him and that’s why he’s so impressed by MC’s dedication in the secret ending. Or maybe they’re both dead because broken hearts make more money than whole ones. Either way I think a teen MC would remind him of his possible family and so he would be hell bent on separating you from the danger and drama of literally everything that happens in the game.)

-        He’s legitimately (and rightfully) concerned about you when he see’s you on seven’s CCTV feed

-        protective and angry dad mode activated

-        threatens to tazer seven into oblivion if he lets something (or causes something to) happen to you

-        “what the hell are you doing she’s a civilian AND she’s got her whole life before her, you and I might have thrown away our lives but she didn’t! whatever’s going on you had better fix it NOW”

-        He is not speaking with you. No way no how. Every word he says to you puts you more in danger and he is not having your life on his conscious

-        That being said the second you’re in danger he is all in on ANNIHILATING whatever has put you in danger


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4 years ago

i didn’t know i needed this until i read it. thank you!

Can I request for some headcanons about the RFA when MC has a nightmare about them? Like, in the dream RFA said they cared nothing about MC or the relationship anymore and just left after saying some very hurtful things. The whole dream felt so real. MC wakes up crying and apologizing to them. They also cling to RFA very tight for the rest of the night, feeling insecure. How would the group respond? Thank you. Wishing you well!

I'm sorry it took so long!

RFA + V Reacting to MC Having a Nightmare

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Zen

Zen didn't care about you

There isn't much more to say than that

"I need to focus on my career, I can't have a girlfriend."

He left in in the rain, no way home

You knew you had to call someone

But you hurt so bad

So you stood, crying in the rain

It was hard to tell which were tears and which were raindrops

Either way, he left not even looking back

You woke up, crying

Zen woke up hearing you

I'm so sorry you sobbed

Zen shushed you and pulled you close

I'm so sorry for holding you back in your career

He pulled away to see your face

"You haven't held me back, jagiya. I would choose you over my career any day."

That made you feel worse and you buried your face in his neck

He held you close all night

Telling you how much you mean to him

Yoosung

"I only loved you cause I thought you were like Rika, but I was wrong."

Wait! Please!

"Leave, please."

And you did, not because you wanted to but because you thought if you did he'd come back eventually

He never did

He wouldn't join chatrooms if you were there

He never called

If you called, he'd ignore it

You woke up, heart hurting

"MC?"

You look over and see a half asleep Yoosung

I'm sorry…

"It's okay."

No… I'm sorry… I know I'm not Rika. I know that you want her back. I know I'll never be her.

"MC, what are you talking about?"

"Yes, I miss Rika, but I love you."

He holds his arms out, inviting you to cuddle with him

"Come here, I'll always be right here for you."

Jaehee

Movie night? Zen DvDs.

Guess who I talked to today? Zen.

Zen. Zen. Zen.

You finally confronted her.

"I can't help that I love Zen. Why can't you understand how important he is to me?"

More important than me?

"Of course! You've met him."

She'd never say that… yet she just did.

You woke up and sniffed

You got up and Jaehee woke up

"MC? Where are you going?"

You sniff again and try to leave, but Jaehee grabs your wrist

"Are you okay?"

When you don't answer, she pulls you to sit back on the bed

I'm sorry… I know Zen means a lot to you… I just thought maybe I meant more…

"You do mean more, MC. I'm not with Zen, am I?"

She pulls you into her and holds you close

"Zen is just a friend, you are my best friend, lover, and partner."

Jumin

He was cold

Like before you met

When you spoke up about how you felt, you wish you'd let it be

"You just want me for my money, like every other woman."

No! That's not true!

"Leave, now."

Jumin, wait!

Bodyguards forced you to leave the penthouse

Driver Kim took you back to the apartment

It felt emptier than normal

Jumin went back to being cold in the chatrooms

He only called or even acknowledged you when he had something to say about the party

You finally called him

"Miss MC."

Jumin. I-I um…

"Is this about a guest or the party?"

No.

"Please do not waste my time."

He hung up.

You wake up, scaring Elizabeth

You feel tears on your cheeks

"MC?"

Jumin was coming back from the bathroom, the light illuminating your face

"Darling? What's wrong?"

He turned the light off and came to you

Jumin brushed tears off your cheeks

I'm sorry...

"What are you sorry for? You've done nothing wrong."

I'm sorry for everything… I shouldn't have come here, I don't just want you for your money… I want all of you

"MC, there was never a doubt as to what you wanted from me. That's why I made you my wife."

He laid next you and held you close

"I love you. I don't doubt that you feel the same."

Seven

"Leave me alone."

Seven, you need food.

"MC, what have I told you? Leave me alone. I don't love you."

It felt like you'd been shot in the heart

It hurt so much

You don't mean that

"Did I stutter?"

You quickly left so he couldn't see you cry

You wake up and hear the familiar sound of a keyboard

You hear a meow and talking

Seven comes in

"MC? Are you okay?"

I'm sorry!

He laughs

"What for?"

For pushing you and bothering you all the time and for not staying away when you told me to

"MC, that was a year ago. I'm so over that phase."

Seven sits next to you "I'm not going anywhere."

He pulls you close and lets you cry it out

"If it weren't for your pestering, I'd probably starve to death."

V

He didn't love you

He was still in love with her

You could see it in his eyes

Yet you hoped you were wrong

Jihyun, you don't have to stay with me. I know you still love her. "

It's that obvious? I still love her, I want to be by her side."

It hurt to hear it

But you had already known it was true

"Thank you for letting me be with her."

You woke up, the image of them together still in your mind

You hear the bedroom door open and V walks in

"Sorry, I just had to clean up a little."

I'm so sorry…

"What?"

He turned to look at you, tears running down your face

He was next to you in an instant

"MC, what happened? Are you hurt?"

No… I'm sorry for making you feel like you have to stay with me…

"Make me stay? I'm staying with you because I want to."

"If I were to go on a trip and you asked me to stay, begging with your beautiful eyes. I'd probably stay."

He laughed

You glare at him

"You're serious?"

You nod

"I never loved her… It was an obssession. I love you and you alone."

He pulls you into his lap and rocks you side to side.

"You are my moon."

4 years ago

i cant pass up the chance to win a piece of art from you! and even if i don’t win maybe someone will see my re-blog and enter themselves and win. Good luck everyone!!!

1500+ Follower Raffle: Entry Deadline June 16th

1500+ Follower Raffle: entry deadline — June 16th

Thank you all so much! This tiny little blog has grown so fast since last August 2019. I’ve been meaning to do a raffle for a while and the watercolor polaroids are very fun to do! So, here are the rules:

1 reblog = 1 entry

Must be following (I will check). New followers welcome.

Winner will be picked randomly and announced on June 17th

Will draw:

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OCs

Light gore

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NSFW

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4 years ago

My RFA + Saeran NSFW head cannons

this is probably the only NSFW stuff I’ll write. its difficult since I’m not really into actual NSFW. ya know. mostly i just want my baby boys happy healthy and loved. I’m more about chaste kisses and platonic cuddles than anything else. still every once in a blue moon I have my moments so here’s my thoughts on the RFA + saeran 

oh also master list 

and I’m putting it under the cut for obvious reasons

Jumin

-        Light BDSM no intentional pain

-        Mostly bondage and calling you his favorite pet

-        Treats you like his most prized possession

-        He is all about giving you everything you want

-        Is quiet and methodical at first but slowly loses himself

-        Absolutely gets off on your noise

-        Probably enjoys watching you just as much as he enjoys participating

-        Doesn’t intentionally mark you but the occasional love bite happens if he’s not careful

-        Takes his time, you get there several times before he even starts his part of the journey

-        He’s committing you to memory every single time

Yoosung

-        Loves when you ride him

-        Will absolutely mark every part of you that you let him

-        quick recovery, and multiple rounds

-        literally incapable of coherent speech

-        loves your dirty talk though

-        bites his lip a lot sometimes you worry he’ll bite too hard

-        he has a praise kink 100% all day everyday

-        shy about saying it but thinks the idea of getting caught is exciting

-        really wants to do what you tell him ;)

-        so much cuddling afterwards also more praise so much praise

Saeyoung

-        he does not take off his cross necklace

-        likes when you sound frustrated

-        tends to stop right before you get their just to tease you

-        plays dumb until you say EXACTLY what you want him to do

-        probably still doesn’t do it right away because you didn’t ask nicely enough

-        it’s all a big game and he enjoys having the upper hand

-        wants you to say his real name. a lot.

-        He really likes when you bite his shoulder (it means he’s doing a very good job)

-        Probably wears the bite mark as a badge of honor (much to your horror)

-        after care is a huge deal for both of you expect lots of gentle reassuring kisses

Zen

-        stamina for days

-        he is into body worship you cannot stop him when he gets into it

-        zero regard for time and place, expect closets bathrooms dressing rooms all of it

-        he’s not into marking (his looks are part of his job he can’t risk that no matter how much he really wants to wear your love bites)

-        probably lifts you up against walls a lot

-        likes to hear your breathy voice whispering in his ear

-        is really proud of how disheveled you look afterward

-        kisses literally everywhere

-        he knows all your weak spots and will exploit that knowledge to tease you in public

Jeahee

-        follows your lead at first since it takes her a while to open up

-        bites her lip and tries to keep quiet if you top

-        hushes you and giggles at your sounds if she’s top

-        wants to give as good as she gets

-        likes when you kiss her neck

-        is VERY private, mention bedroom stuff in front of anyone and you’re in the dog house

-        likes when you go down on her best (probably holds your head in just the right place)

-        she does actually enjoy taking the lead once she’s warmed up

-        low sex drive if not encouraged (like maybe once a week if you don’t initiate it but don’t worry once you initiate she is down to clown)

-        bedroom only (except once in the office but she couldn’t relax enough to get there so yeah bedroom only)

Saeran

-        he is dominate. Always. (submission is NOT fun for him)

-        Makes you promise he’s the only one you’ll ever be with

-        Bruises from his fingers on your thighs and bite marks on your shoulder

-        A Safe word is a MUST so is a safe signal for both of you in case you need a break or he needs to calm himself down

-        Light choking (nothing extreme and you talked about it before hand hence the safe signal)

-        AFTER CARE AFTER CARE AFTER CARE

-        He knows he’s rough and you have to pull him out of guilt tripping himself afterwards

-        “I would have used the safe word if I didn’t like it”

-        Lots of reassurance and cuddling as both of you come back to yourselves

-        Even after recovery you can see a bit of shift between “unknown saeran” and “ray saeran” in this area


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