Melatonin Tea Helped. I Don't Recall If I Twitched, But Now My Sensations Are Different And Indescribable.

Melatonin tea helped. I don't recall if I twitched, but now my sensations are different and indescribable. The ears still spazam but my heart scare feel is now more a flipflop feeling, and with not as bad muscle twitch. But I don't feel different than when I had no sleep, which is scaring me, but that is a melatonin hangover I guess?

Got to love how the plural community bitches about media getting wrong, when they do irreparable damage themself. United States of Tara would of been better with system hopping, subsystems, getting 300 new alters every day, a view into the inner world, in system dating, forced switches, like a scene where an alter asks for something and they get it. What other things does social media show?

Not sleep last it’s. Blame inhailer I don’t recall. Years ago had a n insomnia. Was antidepressants withdrawal. Never knew until recently. Thought it was a freak occurrence

I am in between wanting to subconsciously trance and another part of me takes over, and also terrorfied of dissociation and if possession were real. Iguess on one hand I expect there is something that has all the answers,and my awake self lacks. That I want a magical experance. Maybe a true me is sleeping, or the fake me is awake. Even when ever virtualboy came out. Errrber I rerember I wanted that takeover, there was a demo at Sears r something, and there was a drawing game ? I wanted that takeover . Loss of me. Whoever that is.shattered, missing. I can’t make sense of it. It hurts so much .

Whoprr jr

2 nugfets

1 fry

4 onion ring

2bite chocolate cake

Milk

Jeysuo ( ketsup somehow it typed)

Melatonin free sleep gummy

Sushi rice, canned tuna, sweet potato

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Yesterday menue

I am running out of room on my phone storage

And freaking out that I deleted things I did not want. What we’re they ?