It's So Important And So Necessary.

It's so important and so necessary.

I graduated from high school, and even university (graduating from university cost me a lot of suffering and several breakdowns), but I dropped out of music school. The teacher did not want to understand me and the training turned into a pitch-black hell for me.

And yes, I really regret that I quit, because I love music very much. Well, I can't imagine life without music! I study by myself (I master guitar and synth), but I lack some academic knowledge so much!

And yes, it's a shame that I didn't manage to study in depth what I REALLY like simply because the education system didn't meet me halfway.

I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:

If you dropped out of school because of undiagnosed (or diagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.

I feel so bad that I can’t talk to anyone about music on a level of emotion. Well, I feel it somehow in my own way, and I am surrounded by people who know it academically. and break it down into techniques and notes, or, well, they hear, but don’t feel, or don’t listen at all. I started crying again today over Tchaikovsky’s Adagio from The Nutcracker, for example. and I have no one to share this with.

sorry for spamming such stupidity (and for the mess in the background), but I like him so much!

And I so rarely allow myself to spend money on relatively useless things

Okay, another little bard has come to me

Yes, I'm obsessed (you can see a mug with a Witcher theme in the background)

this is it. my double order at funko. I just accidentally ordered a doppler too.

we expected nothing less… {x}

That is the ray of sunshine of that day !