How Is It That I Read Astrology As Per Vedic Methodolgy But Western Interpretation Of The Planetary Placements

How is it that I read astrology as per vedic methodolgy but western interpretation of the planetary placements applies accurately to vedic too? Don't planets change their houses + signs when you make a tropical chart?

SCORPIO ASCENDANT

I always wanted to be "well liked" by everyone - in the sense of being an innocent, sweet summer child whom everyone adores and babies.

But instead I provoke extreme reactions in people. Most people misunderstand me as rude and malicious. Perhaps it is my Scorpio ascendant.

Girls get "jealous" of me. I am average looking though. Many a times I have seen girls literally being jealous of me in school and acting against me.

I am not "liked by everyone" but I am more like a league of my own. I am solitary and independent. I dont expect anything from anyone.

Even I am surprised if someone thinks "nice" things about me. I feel like I burn all brides with my ego. My ego and attitude burn all bridges.

I crave deep SINGLEMINDED devotion from people close to me. I want to worship and be worshipped by those who matter to me.

I am possessive and controlling. I expect too much and give too much of myself.

I guess if I was a Libra/Taurus/Pisces/Sagittarius ascendant, I would not get such extreme reactions from people. Perhaps people would simply "like" me.

But being a scorpio ascendant, I have to face extreme subconscious reactions from people. It is like I provoke something in them that they didnt even know existed. I trigger their subconscious mind just with my presence. Most people find me "intimidating". They are scared of me. They think I am too private and secretive. They think i am too mysterious. They think that i am always hiding something and they feel threatened. But behind the mask, just crave deep devotion and intense connection with someone.

I guess people dont just "like" me because I give off sexual vibes. I am too sexual for a "nice girl". I emit sexual aura, sexual energy even if I dont want to.

DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SUN IN 7TH HOUSE AND 11TH HOUSE

1. While sun in 7th house people crave one on one relationship. Sun in 11th house people crave large social groups.

2. Both of them are charming and socially liked. But 7th Sun craves deep bonding with people while 11th Sun just wants to be around a lot of people.

3. 7th sun works in the area of marriage and romantic partnership. 11th sun works in the area of business and financial partnership.

4. 7th sun can be successful in marriage. 11th sun is successful in business/money making.

5. 7th sun does not know who they are that's why they like being around other people. 11th sun knows who they are but like being around their friends because thats where they feel accepted.

6. 11th Sun might not have close relations with their family because they are such social butterflies. 7th sun make good relations on emotional level but might risk becoming too clingy.

THE LEGEND OF 8TH HOUSE

First and foremost, 8th house is all about death AND REBIRTH. I am writing this from my limited understanding and hope it helps someone who's dealing with the similar issues as me.

1. What does 8th house mean?

Mysterious, hidden knowledge of the universe, shock factor, psychological destruction and rebirth, change of identity, sudden events, it is like walking in the dark.

2. What is identity change?

Either change of profession (lawyer turned yogi) / life changing surgery (cancer, cosmetic surgery, deadly accident - these are real life examples) / psychological rebirth (change of personality - I personally went from 3 year old to 63 year old after transformation; I became very mature and quiet) / loss of everything you have built (wealth, health, relationship) and then you are forced to begin afresh.

3. Is 8th house scary?

Very scary. But one thing is promised. PROMISED. it is rebirth. Whatever goes around comes around. 8th house kills any part of you AND forces you to be reborn. Once you understand the significance of rebirth you will stop resisting.

4. What is the significance of all this? Why can't I live a normal life? I dont want to "die and reborn".

Spiritual progress. It is the shortcut to spiritual progress. 8th house will reward you like nothing else. We often live in illusion that life is all about enjoyment and material pleasures. But we forget that we have been living since immemoria time and will go on to live for trillions and trillions of years. We have incomprehensible amount of karma. Human life is very special. If you're born as a dog in your next life, you can't read this post or do spiritual practices.

5. Are animals "spiritual" too?

Perhaps they are. Have you seen your pet dog sitting and staring into air or being dutiful or sleeping soundly. Animals have lower sensory intelligence than humans but they are not inanimate objects. My theory is that animals also earn spiritul growth and progress.

6. What is the significance of "spiritual progress"? Why do I have to do it? Why cant I simply enjoy human life?

Life gets hard. Everyone gets their turn. You might become a criminal/cancer patient/very poor/physically disabled/mentally disabled in your next life. You never know. So it is advisable to burn your bad karma and earn good karma when you have the time instead of simply wasting it on mindless entertainment and sensory pleasures. This is so that when the tragedy strikes, you will have help and resources to manage your problems. Otherwise it gets really challenging. Dont underestimate how much life can hit you. Life can eat you alive like a tiger if it wants so.

MOON IN 8TH HOUSE/VENUS IN 8TH HOUSE HEALING 🎇🌕

1. If you have either of these placements, you would know how intense your feelings are. I have both of these placements and I have BPD. 8th house represents (in my understanding): mysteries, unpredictability, psychological destruction and rebirth, everything hidden, shocking, life transforming, challenging, losing everything and beginning again. This is a very challenging house.

2. After healing, the first thing I noticed was that I became gravitated towards 9th house subjects like philosophy, religion, spirituality, learning, higher education, studying, meaning of life, higher wisdom, divine power.

3. I also let go of all my bad habits easily: no more porn, no more binge eating, no more toxic behaviours, no more mindless entertainment.

4. I have become a very private person and spend most of my time in loneliness. Majority of my planets are connected to the 8th house or aspected by 8th house; once I internalized that my life is going to have the themes of 8th house, I surrendered to the higher forces and stopped resisting.

5. I am very spiritual and religious. I read about all religions. I was atheist/agnostic for a long time but then I switched to religion on my own. I dont have a guru. I research and figure out everything on my own.

6. My intuition is my friend. I am very intuitive and the calmer I am the clearer my intuition is. I do feel lack of friends and loneliness but I will not trade my natural gifts with any number of friends.

7. One major thing you should remember about 8th house is: LOSS. Loss of everything you have built. Loss of your life. Loss of your possessions. Loss of your body. Loss of everything that you hold dear. loss of everything. Death is the biggest loss. 8th house represents death. It is a very scary and painful house.

This is all for now.

Sun in 7th HOUSE and PERSONALITY

1. Sun in 7th house people dont feel good on their own. They NEED to be in a relationship - probably romantic. They are a dedicated partner and take pride in their relationship. Relationship gives them purpose and meaning in life. They are almost always in a relationship. When in relationship, their partner reflects their feelings back to them and this makes their existence feel alive. They feel seen and valued in their relationship. They have a deep desire to bond and commit to someone. A relationship gives them purpose and strength. They dont have an inner sense of self. They feel like they are empty body and their partner fills them up with light and life.

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2. They like to be around other people but unlike sun in the 11th house, they prefer one on one relationship. They are dependent on their close relationships for identity. Since 7th house is the house of marriage, they identify with their married partner. They hide behind their partner's personality because they dont have their own personality. They can be pleasers and try very hard to impress their partner.

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3. They must learn to overcome their irrational fear of "rejection/abandonment". They must overcome their need to "be liked by everyone in the world". They must overcome their need to be "dependent on their partner". They might use journal, journal prompt, soul searching, hobbies, work, family, social causes, pets and books to create a sense of self. They must learn to be self confident and REMIND themselves "who" they are because they are sure to forget it.

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4. Even then they will feel "invisible". They feel like they are invisible empty and dont know who they are. But self awareness is the key. It is your 7th house sun which is setting behind the horizons and hiding your own identity from you.

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