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There you go, my totally real, credit card totally not from a barbie play set (trust)
I like to imagine that everyone on secret life (or any life series tbh) has like little jewelry pieces that show both the color of there lives and/or has there secret in it. a scroll is easy to read from a side, a little note tho? not so easy
Gem has a bracelet if she pushes just right the heart like extends sideways, Along a track so she can read her secret.
Scar has a pocket watch that clicks open so he can tell the time, and his secret.
Scott has a locket, it has his secret on one side and a photo of the people who means something to him (gem and impulse this season) on the other
grian has a brooch it doesn't show his secret but it shows his lives, he wears it everywhere.
Bigb has a ring, just like grian no secret shown but just his life
Imagine these things cracking as you loose hearts, breaking after your first death reappearing with a new color. There like your tie a constant reminder of what you need to do.
You can’t get rid of it, can’t even try. It’ll reappear on you no matter what you do. Burn it, drown it. It’ll reappear on you.
A constant reminder of how foolishly mortal everyone is.
I reached the bottom of my tumblr for you page-
How-
This is the end…
So I watched bigbs pov (like 3 hours ago it just only tumblr time rn so some info might be wrong) here are some things I noticed
His task was the exact same as Joel’s, same wording, same everything. Nothing changed about it. Im really cunfuzzled why. There’s absolutely no reason they should’ve been exactly the same. But they were.
His vibe was super different this episode, felt like he was trying to do something. Fit in or whatever. Maybe it was love island it could’ve been that. But it was different from the beginning.
His task was white. Both episodes before it was red. And this one it was white. (Mumbos was also a totem?? But my sister made me watch his 3rd episode before I watched the rest so that might be normal) But its to the normal one.. which it wasn’t in any of the other episodes.
His vibeeeeeeeeeeeee- I know i said it before but it was so so different. And idk its like bothering me. Because it wasnt the same bigb we’ve seen in other episodes. And im not saying its bad. Its just weird. Like when someone says everything is normal and fine, but theres like a murderer, in the group yk- his vibe is different and i know it is.
Gem and the enderman (session three major spoilers)
Gem had died to an enderman, she never wanted to see another one. But Scott brought it up, mentioned theres an enderman outside and she couldn’t stand even hearing that word. Not so close after her death. She tried to make a joke, laugh it off. But as soon as she was back into her house she broke. She felt the pain particles everywhere, from her arms, to her legs. It all hurt. It was like she was right back in the moment. Right back in that horrible death. She wrapped her arms around herself trying to have some protection. She backed into a corner falling down against the wall. The further away from the door the better. She could barely hear the door open, but she felt the floor move. She knew She wasn’t alone. She wrapped around herself even more, what if one got in? She knew that was crazy, but what if. She moved further back. Maybe they wouldn’t notice her. Thats when she heard Scott talk, it was quiet he didn’t want her scared but he was clear enough that she could hear him. “Gem? Sweetheart you okay?” She didn’t even hesitate before shaking her head aggressively. “Can i hug you?” It didn’t register that he’d even ask that, and gem debated. On one hand she might feel enderman phantom touch, mistake his touch for that of the enderman. On the other she trusted Scott, trusted him with all her hearts. So she nodded. She felt his arms wrap around her, careful not to trigger her and she hesitated before returning the hug. Scott held her like one wrong move and she’d shatter. She felt safe for the fist time since her death. She felt Scott curl into her, whispering, “I’m so so sorry, I wanted to protect you. I didn’t want you to die. It scared me so much. I wondered ‘what if she didn’t come back.’ I knew you would’ve. But it scared me. I’m so sorry Gem. You didn’t deserve to die. Not ever. I’m so sorry i let you die” Gem hugged him even tighter “I don’t blame you in the slightest, its okay” And there they stayed tucked into a hug. Gem felt safe. Scott felt relieved. If all else failed at least they had eachother.
“I love you gem”
“Love you too Scott”
Im watching bigb and do he and joel have the exact same task??????
Like- they have too-
Right???
I saw Joel say his task was something with deju vu, they must right???
But like why???
Im-
Cunfuzzling
When the insomnia hits hard, my rambling hits harder.
Things that have happened to BigB or he has done on secret life that make me wondering what it up: a list
1. The red secret. Now for the people who have not watched BigBs videos his secret is red. Compared to all the rest that are white. And even beyond that the name of his secret book has red letters. Its definitely very intentional. Because theres no reason for it to be red. Scars hard one wasn’t red, only BigBs.
2. The lies. BigB has lied a fairly decent amount and not the ‘Im just protecting myself lies’, but lies about a lot if things. Its very evident in the first one, with the whole conversation with Grian. Especially since theres no reason he shouldve lied!! He turned in his task, he could’ve just said his task was to dig a hole, nobody would’ve been like ‘thats a weird task’ because its the first session. I mean even grian barely knows how the tasks work. He left it all up for everyone else to decide scars fate. Nobody would’ve batted an eye.
3. His tasks in general. Now while something as small as the task ‘dont say any mobs name for 30 minutes’ seems mundane and basic. The whole point of the series is to push everyone together, while at the same time keeping them all apart. Almost every single task involves to some degree interacting with other players. But both of BigBs were very solidarity, he didn’t need anyone else’s input in order to complete it. Theres maybe 2 tasks? (don’t quote that number) That aren’t BigBs that don’t require other players. And don’t get me started on the wording of the 3x3 hole one- its so long and complicated and so oddly specific. I could dedicate a whole point to that task alone. But back to the point, his tasks are just so out of character if you compare them to everyone else’s.
BigBs character i feel is gonna be so crucial to the future of secret life. I’m excited for future sessions, and so so curious to figure out how BigB ties into everything. I have my own ideas (hes gonna go a bit crazy/manic when red) but thats for another day. So many characters are so so interesting and im just really excited.
sleepover at pearls
Not me in the past 24 hours having maybe proabky watched every single person in secret life- anyways favorite bits timeeee
-BigBs hole saga
-Gem and the scotts (i need band fanart like right now)
-Just martins pov in episode 2
-THE TRAPDOORS I LOVE THE TRAPDOORS THAT WHOLE BIT WAS JUST AMAZING
-scar and his little trading cabin and little traveling llama
-mumbo and his puns, they were a bit of a *stretches slime* stretch
-scott questioning grian about his door, i just think its silly
Bigb in secret life is boggling my mind- i watched grain and wondered what is that man doing, now im watching bigbs pov and wondering what hes doing-
The red secret thing-
And his task-
I need to finish part one because i need part two-
The frog council decides I’m worth it!! Yay!!
We will froggo we will
Octopus bath time!!
My heads so infatuated with the idea of loving something inexistent.
Your not real. I’ve known that all along. Since the second my head grasped the slight idea of you. I’ve known you weren’t real.
I didn’t meet you at a theme park, or at my new school. I never met you at all.
Your face is unknown, your words are my own, but oh I wish there was a universe where I know you.
I thought this was one. Your hand in mine us against the world. All these pieces fit together.
I thought our peices fit together.
But my heads a pretty good liar.
So I’ll go back to loving the nonexistent.
Loving someone I’ll never know.
Because what good is reality when your head believes it all.
And my head is just silly
And my brains all numb
Is this what it’s like
To be in love.
Cause you fill the void
I don’t know was there
And remind that people
really can care.
Wild idea, make stools out of all the plastic in landfills. Make stools for stores and malls just so people can sit. While changing when tired. There’s so much plastic it’s totally doable. 
Me just trynna scroll through tumblr
My music: do you fe- the lov-
AHHHHHHH
they’re barbie
I keep getting followed by people with a ton of followers on threads- girl help idk how to post things
Sometimes family is just:
An immortal shapeshifter
A tired gay knight
Basically a male extra gay version of Barbie
MOOOOOOOOOOOOM THE GAYS ARE GAYING AGAIN.