I'm Having Guest Now And My Younger Cousin Is In My Room With Me....

I'm having guest now and my younger cousin is in my room with me....

Man.... she's spilling the hottest tea about her class right now...and she is not going to shut up

Your dad looking at your breasts is another level of disgusting

My "parents" struck again....

So I have holiday now after my finals and I'm doing shit....like for real, I'm just sitting locked in my room, watching series and I am not leaving until I have to go to the bathroom or I am going to eat... anyways...they are mad at me because of that...they expect me to talk to them and spend time with them....

And I am like: guys.... you still don't get it ? We have no fucking connection....I don't feel like your kid (well...I am not, never had been and never will )

Also they're asking what was I going to do tomorrow or the next few months of my holiday ? And I say "I don't know" because I don't fucking know ....

And they are: They who will know ? You need to know.

Well.... I don't who I am so knowing what I am going to do tomorrow is not the right question here, is it ?

Sometimes I think I am 'inteligent mentally ill'....when I am supervised I easily pretend I am fine

But when no one is looking...the whole new story

We are always amazed by the couple where we have mentally ill and mentally stable person.... couple where the stable person helps the unstable one find the way out of the labyrinth in their minds and stuff....

But what about couples where both are unstable ? Where they both need to find ways out ? Where they are both lost in their minds and thoughts but still help eachother not to get lost even more....

I think it's so amazing that they CAN help eachother find lost path in life and not loose themselves.

Me: wanting to have someone who I can tell everything and take everything off my chest

Also me: not telling anyone about myself and how I feel because I think I am being a burden